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Into nothing.

Posted by rosesforthedead , 03 October 2013 · 242 views

"This is the end result of a life poorly spent, and the end result is just overwhelmingly depressing. It's just a sick, pathetic, wretched, miserable life story. That's all it is." - Jeffrey Dahmer

Thank you to anyone that has ever taken an interest in the things I had to say. That means a lot. More than I could ever express. I can't fucking do this...


Suicidal ideation and my secret.

Posted by rosesforthedead , 06 August 2013 · 177 views

So this may be a trigger for some people, and if so I apologize. Hmm. Maybe that in itself is progress for me. Just a few months ago, I wouldn't have given a shit if anything I said was a trigger for someone else. Now I actually do care, and fair warning.. if suicidal thoughts/discussion triggers you or makes you otherwise uncomfortable, please stop r...


No title.

Posted by rosesforthedead , 18 July 2013 · 204 views

I really wish I had courage. Just for one night, that's all I really need.

Or a really fucking good therapist that my insurance will actually pay for. If I can't have courage, I probably need therapy. But even then, therapy would require me to be honest about the stuff that makes me want to kill myself every single day and I don't know if I'm there ye...



Posted by rosesforthedead , 23 June 2013 · 123 views

I have finals this week and I can't find a single shred of motivation to study. I think it has to do with World of Warcraft. I'm still really, really sad about it. I don't want to stop playing. Other people are ruining the experience for me. It's all I can think about now. I don't want to study. I don't want to eat. I don't want to sleep. I don't...


Online rejection, World of Warcraft.

Posted by rosesforthedead , 22 June 2013 · 214 views

So, I play World of Warcraft. Correction: Played. I cancelled my subscription today and I'm not sure whether to cry or throw a party. I'm thinking throw a party, but then I remember that I have no friends at all, no interests outside of WoW, then I'm like Oh shit.. maybe I should just cry. The issue is that there is really only one class and spec I en...


Headaches, sleeping, dreams

Posted by rosesforthedead , 18 April 2013 · 172 views

All I ever want to do is sleep.  I am constantly tired no matter how much or how little sleep I get.  When I do sleep I have really vivid, strange dreams.  Almost always about the same girl.  She's one of my oldest and closest friends, and yet I never see her.  She doesn't text back often.  When she does text me she's bitching that we never hang out.  I d...


Future Sociopaths of America

Posted by rosesforthedead , 01 April 2013 · 194 views

I am beyond disgusted right now and I hate bratty, sociopathic children.  Here's the backstory.  A few days ago I discovered a cat hanging around outside our apartment.  Where we live is sort of like condos.  We live upstairs and our neighbors live downstairs.  The cat has been hanging around in the green common area at the bottom of our stairs.  She's so...


Sigh. Cheating + Fitness

Posted by rosesforthedead , 17 February 2013 · 223 views

It's been a while.  I've had so much shit going on it's retarded.  Probably the biggest thing is that I found out my husband has been cheating basically the entire time we've been married.  So that's fucking fantastic.  I found his profile on a dating site when I needed to use his computer for something.  It was right there in his browser history, so ther...


Family, being home.

Posted by rosesforthedead , 25 December 2012 · 188 views

So for the most part, I am incredibly thankful for my family.  They are all amazing people.  All except for my aunt (by marriage.)  She is atrocious.We spent Christmas Eve at my grandparent's house.  No one exchanged gifts because, frankly, we're all feeling the effects of a waning economy.  Besides, Christmas is for children, mostly.  For adults, it's mo...


Both Our Towns.

Posted by rosesforthedead , 18 December 2012 · 201 views

I guess you didn't hear about the car that I crashed,you know I walked away and didn't bat an eye.I got that piece of shit for free from my friend John in New Orleans,I think I told you once about that guy.Well I waited for you baby but I waited too long,'til I was running with the lowest of the low.I could ask you how you've been but I don't guess it mat...

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