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I can do it

Posted by confused , 13 March 2015 · 86 views

I went to the optometrist today. My eyes are fine and my vision hasn't changed much/ Anyways, I asked the assistant some questions and had some small talk. It was like a therapy assignment I have had in the past but just natural. I'm sure I have been around other people and not too nervous; it just struck me when I got home that I was at ease there.


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I wish my brother in law was alive

Posted by confused , 10 March 2015 · 66 views

He was so good with teaching kids about fairness and diversity. I have a hard time having any "talks". I think they will approach me, but they don't. My daughter dealt with her period on her own and I had the school and her pediatrician teach her sex ed and birth control. My son won't talk to me about shaving. I haven't talked to them about my diagnosis....


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What is the proper word? And more

Posted by confused , 06 March 2015 · 79 views

i can be clumsy, absent minded, silly. I used to call myself a spazz but I avoid using that word now. I would call myself a goofball, and have switched to goofy. But, people ask me what I mean. It is pretty vague. I am pretty sure there is a Yiddish word for this. Is there a word I can use that I don't have to explain?

I read a post on FB about if an ex...


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Doing Well

Posted by confused , 04 March 2015 · 81 views

I am doing well
except
I am really tired most of the time

I am doing well
except
My hands tremble noticeably

I am doing well
except
I am a ball of anxiety

I am doing well
except
sometimes I am so anxious I tune out which makes me more anxious

I am doing well
except
I get overwhelmed at the drop of a hat

I am doing well
except...


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Broken Record

Posted by confused , 04 March 2015 · 42 views

I see pdoc today. I am not sure what to tell him. Not much has changed. I was overwhelmed for a bit, but I dealt with it and it isn't an issue anymore. The only issue that I have is sleep. Sometimes I can't sleep at night and a lot of times I am really sleepy during the day. But, I think I am at the best place medicine wise. Physically I am okay. But, I h...


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Heebie Jeebies

Posted by confused , 01 March 2015 · 79 views

I keep running into this man I know on different internet sites. It really isn't unusual. But, he told one person that he wears many masks. I thought there were two independent pages that actually both belong to him. I already have this thought of someone following me and then I keep running into him. I logically know there isn't anything to it but it giv...


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blogging blogging blogging

Posted by confused , 01 March 2015 · 54 views

My friend asked me if I would post at least monthly on his bipolar/depression blog. I have been blogging on Tumblr. I wrote an introduction that I posted on both, but then I wrote 2 more on Tumblr and re-tweeted one on coping skills. There is a page called bipolar_blogs that has been retweeting them, too.

So, now I am either set for 3 more months at the...


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Other blogs

Posted by confused , 24 February 2015 · 112 views

I saw a post on fb, from a group I follow, that they are starting a blog and need writers, I have no idea what they are looking for, but I decided to apply. Right after that a friend who leads a support group sent me an e-mail that he is starting a community blog and would I like to take part. His sounds like less expectations. They both want at least one...


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alternating energy levels

Posted by confused , 20 February 2015 · 68 views

I am usually in one state. Tired. But, lately I have had times where I am more alert and can actually get some things accomplished. Only, sometimes I think I have to tone it down. i interrupt people and have trouble sitting still. Nothing noticeable, though.

I was at a meeting last night. It is a support group. I haven't been able to go to therapy so I...


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I am going to hell (not religious)

Posted by confused , 19 February 2015 · 72 views

More of a confession

I don't think I am literally going to hell or evil but I could be a better person.

First, I saw this comic about suicide and it was such bad taste it made me giggle even though I know people struggle with this daily and it is a serious issue.

Then, I got a call this morning that my tdoc had a death in the family and had to cancel....






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