ghostintheshell

Well, the only constants in my life have been drawing reading and writing and cooking/baking. These are the only subjects I've been able to stay focused and interested in all my life. I'm struggling to make up my mind whether I should follow a life/job that involves one of these or follow what I've been conditioned to follow by force which is the typical...

I am diagnosed with ADHD. It has been one of the most taxing experiences of my life, especially when it concerns academic interests and planning for the future i.e. retaining a job, making relationships and communicating in social settings with others, functioning in a linear environment that requires focus and productivity in areas that may never interes...

This blog will cover some of the basics of dating with bipolar for a female. However, if you are dealing with an MI issue please share here and add your tips on dating and or flirting.

1) if you are man, share here as well.

2) what kind of conversation topics should be covered?

3) should you discuss MI on the first second or third date?

4) what kind o...

Here's the recipe and directions for Pizza Nosh....just a great low carb recipe for pizza.

You need:

Shredded cheese (cheddar, mozzarella, parmesan either or)
Pepperoni slices
table spoon of marinara sauce
Suateed bell peppers, onions, mushrooms (in a little olive oil on a pan medium heat for about 3 minutes) optional
salt pepper
chilli flakes

parchmen...

In this case, roles are reversed.

I am the girl beast, and he is the beautiful man.

I'm fat and he is fit.

I'm short and he is tall.

I'm brunette, brown eyes and he is blonde, blue eyes.

I'm introverted and he is a bartender (confidence and masculine oozing from every handsome pore)

I'm more of a tattooeddeathandwitch girl and he's ex military, clea...

I was sitting at the computer again, five years after my failed attempt at a higher education, waiting with anticipation for the clock to turn 8:00 AM so that I could register for classes. There must have been some comet hurtling through the sky or an auspicious alignment of the planets that allowed me to to re enroll in a university. Of course, having be...

Okay, so I am over the top; I put together a salad.

It was so delicious that I am blown away, by myself.

Arugula + Spinach
Sunflower seeds
Candied cranberries + orange rinds
a little salt and pepper
half of an avocado
handful of blackberries
Watered down ranch dressing

MMMMMMMM

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On that note, I often ask myself why I keep trying to communicate and...

It's funny how I was about to tell my tDoc about the series of unfortunate events that hounded me when I was 12 years old and our time was almost up. He asked me to please hold onto it and share it in the next session.

Then I call my insurance to make sure that the receipts of the appointments are being sent to them and they looked my tDoc up and whatdy...

Do you know why I have committed myself to the therapy and the medication now? Whereas previously I would have skipped out after the first session and never entertained the thought of medicating now I am truly ready for change.

In the past manic and depressive stages of my life I have wreaked havoc with not only my own life but the lives of those around...

I like my Doc (TDoc)

Even though I feel like shit, there's this amazing relief when you download it all onto the guy sitting across from you in a plush leather chair.

The best part? He actually listens...and asks relevant questions...and steers the conversation when needed but allows me to express myself fully without interruption.

Fuck.

I wish I had...