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The lamp

Posted by dragonfly23 in dragonfly23's Blog, 21 September 2014 · 20 views

The lamp I only blogged once yesterday, as I seem to be only one person a day now I think this will be my goal going forward. I took a teeny tiny bit of hydro last night.......new meds kill the high, fuckers saw this in my blood work and did it on purpose with these meds. I did not drink, but I took a 4 hour nap, followed by a brief wake up and slept all night....



Posted by scatter_scz in scatter_scz's Blog, 21 September 2014 · 9 views

I had the following conversation with my new GP:
Me: I find my family be a burden because they require me to stay alive.
Him: You don't really have to bear that burden.
He elaborated and said "we can fix this or at least try" after a pause but I know what he meant. I think so too. I know it's just an excuse for my cowardliness. I'm sorry for being too pa...


more therapy stuff

Posted by sleepy borderline in sleepy borderline's Blog, 21 September 2014 · 28 views
lovetransference and 8 more...

I am starting to wonder if my T really still cares about me or not. I think I really bothered her by my recent wave of stalking incidents that I had ( for those who don't know, I found her on several social networking sites, then came in and talked to her about it). Since seeing pictures of her and her boyfriend I am becoming more and more obsessed with i...


Huge Lion

Posted by malachite in The Depression Files, 20 September 2014 · 71 views

Lion in my house.


what is the Right Thing?

Posted by yarnandcats in the yarn closet, 20 September 2014 · 34 views
sick, tdoc, neighbors

i was bad
and didn't
go see
the tdoc

too sick
too much
internal fighting

i think
this is bronchitis
(having had)
(several times)
(in the past)

last of
the large

things are
hard for
our former neighbors
and i
what to do
J and i
walk a
Very Fine Line

these Things
make me think
how to sort
personal ethics


I don't trust it

Posted by BlurredBoundaries in BlurredBoundaries' Blog, 20 September 2014 · 52 views

I keep going back and forth about Steve.He's too good to me... and I like it...but I'm also afraid that I'm not going to like him soon...or he's not going to like me...and then it's going to end up hurting either one of us...who am I kidding . It's going to hurt me.

We were supposed to have our 2nd date last weekend Well technically it would've been our...


insides are rotting

Posted by ananke in My mad fat blog, 20 September 2014 · 47 views

i hurt all over. not very much, and not usually in the same place twice, but something always twinges or aches or hurts. right now its the base of my skull, my left thumb, and a spot to the right of my chest. sometimes its my hip, or thigh, or wrist. i feel like i'm falling apart, or that i'm rotting somehow and am being held together with skin.

i've not...


rose cube

Posted by figment in Occupational Therapy, 19 September 2014 · 43 views

rose cube this is a neat modular model! tutorial:



I asked H

Posted by Brokendishes in Brokendishes - Blog blog blog, 19 September 2014 · 42 views

H left in June...up and moved out via text message...the same week my dad went into the hospital where he later died (this summer has sucked).

I've become physically weaker and sicker since he left, and in August went to the asylum for the second time(I like that word...Emilie Autumn uses it alot and it seems more chic than other words for the place)......


Quitting smoking for the billionth time

Posted by CeremonyNewOrder in CeremonyNewOrder's Blog, 19 September 2014 · 50 views

I've decided to try and quit smoking again. I just put on my first patch. I tried the patch in the past and it didn't work but my PCP refused to let me try Chantix. I think he saw my diagnosis and was too afraid. I hope I'm successful. Any ex-smokers have any tips?


Hi, again

Posted by Squish in Squish's Blog, 19 September 2014 · 26 views

Sooo, there hasn't been much blogging in a while. Or commenting on other blogs. I still read them though! If anything, I read them more when I'm not feeling good. It's just harder to think of things to say, or find a way to put them into words.

My trip to Kenya was wonderful but I crashed pretty hard afterwards. I am moving (in a week!) and starting a ne...


just sharing a happy Friday

Posted by Chimako in It's Where My Demons Hide, 19 September 2014 · 41 views

Pretty sure earlier that they were trying to send themselves into my head again. I have this theory though that if I don't eat or don't eat much, they won't be able to find me. I'm too big. I don't want to stop eating entirely tho because they can find me then too. I added in a SI on the back of my leg. That made the whole thing work perfectly. I do...


Allergy meds are working!

Posted by writehellarandomshiny in The Real World Editorial Of SpriteandShiny, 19 September 2014 · 25 views

Keep yo fingers crossed...


My whole body hurts

Posted by sonicwhite in sonicwhite's Blog, 19 September 2014 · 29 views

I noticed the last couple months my pain has been an 8 in my body. I just never gave it any attention because of my crazies. So I called a PM doc about it and when I see my PCP hopefully they can either do something about it or I can get PM help. I'm just tired of all this anguish in all ways.


Rambling about the same issue

Posted by Bixo in My replies , 19 September 2014 · 49 views

I was reading this:


Uhm...Sleeping 14-16 hours a day a ganing 60 pounds...I know that:

I took AP for a long while for psychotic things (They suggested diagnosis, never were official...and there was a "confusing" familiar situation a...


Just went off Latuda!

Posted by J718 in The TMS Experience, 19 September 2014 · 41 views

I've been getting TMS treatments for just over a week and I'm already seeing improvements. I've actually had some energy, which is particularly impressive considering I have a sleep disorder. I was able to do some cleaning in my apartment on Saturday, and I was able to run 4+ miles around the park on Wednesday. My mood has been decent, even though I have...


A good day

Posted by shimmeree in shimmeree's blog, 19 September 2014 · 29 views

Early awake, hoping to go back to sleepy soon.
We bought a new metal framed futon yesterday and had an interesting time assembling it. Totally worth it! Couch for us, and a bed for guests. Come one, come all.
Also, what woke me up was a family of seven young raccoons being clowns outside the bedroom window. They'd look at me curiously, then go right back...


Losing tdoc

Posted by Geek in Geek's Blog, 18 September 2014 · 59 views

Turns out I can't even pay someone to not abandon me.


It's Just Not Worth It Anymore

Posted by empty inside in Everything That's Part Of Me, 18 September 2014 · 62 views

I've tried so hard to get better, to do well at university, to be a good daughter and friend. I've tried everything, but I don't think it's worth it anymore. i'm just so tired and frustrated all the time. i want this depression to go away but it looks like it never will. no one seems to notice that i'm struggling or that everything is just too hard. i'm s...


That was a bust

Posted by confused in confused's Blog, 18 September 2014 · 43 views

After a week on a low calorie diet I didn't lose anything. And my insurance won't cover the weight loss med. I called around and it is too expensive to buy. The dietician did give me a calorie and protein goal and I have been using an app to help calculate. It is so great being able to eat real food. :) Now to get moving

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