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Father in the hospital

Posted by writeandshiny in THE BLOG OF OH I SAW A SQUIRREL, 22 May 2013 · 72 views

Father is in the hospital. Mostly for tests. Went and visited him. He should be okay.
Scary time.
I'm glad he'll be okay.

Bringing up lots of memories, but too exhausted to blog; will blog later.

My stomach is in knots. I also have to tour a pantry as a pantry liaison tomorrow. I should be fine. At least I get to take the bus there so I can sleep on t...
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The pace quickens

Posted by olga in The House in the Country, 22 May 2013 · 44 views

This is a ridiculously busy time of year for a gardener, and being away for 10 days in April didn't help.

I did my volunteer stint at the library yesterday, and we were very busy there.  I left at noon, dropped off food for Jan, went to the village market and then came home, hung out laundry, fixed lunch, collected eggs......and by then it was 92ºF outsi...
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Tired

Posted by inabook in I'm fine, 22 May 2013 · 50 views

I have to write this essay, and I can't, I keep avoiding it.
It takes me hours to get up because being up means I have to live and it is far too frightening, can't I just sleep all day.

The only thing I can think about is, "oh, I have everything I need to escape, but I must do it, but it would be so... good to rest, but I must not", and I can't say it to...
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unmotivated blob

Posted by acquiring labels daily in bits and pieces, 22 May 2013 · 54 views

i know that i should get up and do the dishes. pick up the house. do something. i have to work tomorrow, and i certainly won't feel like doing any of those things after i work for 12 hours. i simply have no motivation.

i could do the timer trick where you set a timer for 15 minutes, work for that long, reset it and take a break for an equal amount of tim...
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So much for miracles

Posted by rein in A place in the sun, 22 May 2013 · 106 views

I am so angry and sad and feeling totally helpless right at this moment.

My friend is freaking out because she just found out that her son..the boy who freaking LIVED, is now going to be held on a 72 hour psych hold. Um..duh! I knew this would happen. ANYONE would understand this was the next step. I mean he tried to kill himself for goodness sake..Now s...
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5/22

Posted by kitkatt91 in kitkatt91's Blog, 22 May 2013 · 81 views

Another week without a therapist. Yesterday I got scared by the clouds because I thought rain was going to come and I was very afraid to be outside in what might become an ugly storm because I have always thought that every storm was going to be cataclysmic. So I flipped a bit and told my boyfriend that we shouldn't be outside, started crying,and then we...
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Yargghhh (feeling less angry)

Posted by thesystemisdown in San's Blahg, 22 May 2013 · 70 views

So I got a call from pdoc's office.
Apparently I um. impressed? the ER.. when pdoc returns on Monday, I basically get the first cancellation.
Yay, that and, oops.
I suppose making yourself HEARD helps sometimes. My mom taught me that.

D&D tonight. I'm working on a new character.. my current character is Queen Stonya Pegason the 1st, a fighter elf elf...
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The Bo Diddley Beat

Posted by eldorado in Return to the Big Nothing, 22 May 2013 · 60 views

I can't think of anything that might be relevant and constructive right now.  I could run on about me, my issues, my problems, my life, my pains, my thoughts, but I live that shit every moment of every day and could use a break from all of it.  And even I'm not egotistical to think that you would be all that interested in reading about it.  

Instead, I w...
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Stuff 'n' Thangs

Posted by meganhalley in Hyperbolic Chamber, 22 May 2013 · 108 views

Well, the title is a The Walking Dead reference.  It's fun.

Anyway, I've been doing a lot of stuff 'n' thangs around here lately.

Last Friday, I attended Don Juan's special achievement ceremony thing.  That was okay.  It brought back a lot of memories being back in the place where I first started college.  I also have a significant number of family memb...
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Panic

Posted by Wonderful.Cheese in Wonderful.Cheese's Blog, 22 May 2013 · 63 views

I couldn't go to knitting class/group today because I couldn't get a ride. Truth be told I am far too anxious to have gone anyways. My heart is nearly pounding out of my chest, my stomach feels weird, my mind is racing with "what if's", etc. BLAH! I'm glad that I couldn't get a ride there. Bad Cheese!

I was up most of the night with this feeling of doom...
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to do list

Posted by EelAmme in EelAmme's Blog, 22 May 2013 · 52 views

[s]Find out about teeth from Sanford
Will get letter in mail, no appointments before end of month
if insurance cuts off, im screwed
but social worker said if she doesn't get to it in time, i will have another 30 days of coverage before it drops
meaning i COULD still get my teeth done in June if social worker isn't fast enough
See gdoc about thyroid, latu...
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Roll Like Water

Posted by A208B in The Sanitarium, 21 May 2013 · 84 views
happy, wellbutrin, seroquel

Wow, it's been over a week since I last posted an entry. I'll take that as a good sign!

I saw Doc yesterday and it was lovely; I was able to tell him that I've been feeling amazing with, so far, no manic breakthrough. I'm able to sleep, I'm able to dream  (bye bye, nightmares!), I'm able to pace myself and let strong emotions roll like water off my skin....
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I'm all shook up

Posted by Cattitude in Meowwwling, 21 May 2013 · 53 views

My life is a confusing mixed bag of emotions right now. My meds are being juggled, which doesn't help. The latest new med is supposed to counteract the sleepiness caused by my other meds and by depression. It's helping with the sleepiness but it gives me headaches and makes me feel jittery and anxious, and I have a hard time concentrating. I'm still depre...
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Acceptance of the Innevitable

Posted by Socially Unacceptable in Socially Unacceptable Jumbled Thoughts, 21 May 2013 · 148 views

i have a suicide plan. i've been researching and i now know what works and what doesn't. i won't have much chance of survival. i haven't told anyone my plan because they might try to stop me. i've told my SO that i have a plan, and he has given me his blessing to end my life. i am very surprised he has accepted my wish for death. he is very upset about it...
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I'm a free woman!

Posted by dianthus in Off the Wagon, 20 May 2013 · 151 views

After three years of bullshit, my final divorce decree came in the mail today.  Custody, support, name change, all done.  YAY!

That's all the news for today, for the most part.  Mom is doing well.  Kid is fast asleep at mom's house.  Work is a nightmare.  SSDD.
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Double Standard

Posted by CynicalReality in CynicalReality's Blog, 20 May 2013 · 111 views

Ok, lately, I have noticed more and more on the internet that heavy women are being made fun of. I once in a while see heavy men being made fun of, but not nearly as often.

Why the fuck do men think it is ok for themselves to be fat or heavy, but as soon as a woman is heavy or fat, oh my gosh!! Heaven forbid that!! What the fuck is running through these...
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Horrible tornado

Posted by WinglessFaery in WinglessFaery's Blog, 20 May 2013 · 111 views

The area where i live just got hit by a two and a half mile wide tornado. It hit a hospital and two elementary schools causing many fatalities and many kids are still trapped. If you have any positive energy to spare please send it our way.
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ADHD and focus...

Posted by ghostintheshell in ghostintheshell, 20 May 2013 · 56 views

Well, the only constants in my life have been drawing reading and writing and cooking/baking. These are the only subjects I've been able to stay focused and interested in all my life. I'm struggling to make up my mind whether I should follow a life/job that involves one of these or follow what I've been conditioned to follow by force which is the typical...
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I'm not feeling so bad!

Posted by Squish in Squish's Blog, 20 May 2013 · 37 views

I don't even want to jinx it by saying "kind of good" or even better. A double negative seems safer. But no question this time last week was so much worse. I am just feeling less tired, more capable. Not as scared or overwhelmed by everything in the future. When I was chatting to someone earlier and using non depressed facial expressions and intonation et...
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Happy B-Day To Me...

Posted by netsavy006 in Andy's Blog, 20 May 2013 · 85 views

Today is my b-day.  I am now 26 years old.

~ Andy
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