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Posted by Travis Balitz in Travis Balitz's Blog, 01 September 2014 · 28 views

So. I am tired of feeling tired!
This day time drowziness, somnolence, sleepiness during the day...

It has been going on for 7 fucking days now.
And I want to take ownership of my life
then sleep 12 hours... and bask on the couch
for another 7 hours for a total of 19 hours on
the couch doing absolutely nothing...



Posted by larali in larali's Blog, 01 September 2014 · 44 views

Good morning. Today is Labor Day and I woke up to my kid begging for pie. Ah, the life of a mommy.

I'm feeling all right, I guess. I took my Whammo Super Energy capsule and my meds. Lots to do today.

Happy September, all.

Monday 1
[s]Take meds/ vitamins
[s]Laundry- 3 loads
Write 500 words
Work out
[s]Clean Clar's room
Mop front porch


What is it about National holidays?

Posted by confused in confused's Blog, 31 August 2014 · 55 views

Suicidal ideation

I had thoughts of suicide in July. I was googling methods. I had a plan for the 4th, but I decided against it and gave what I planned to use to my husband. I know that would have been terrible for my family to be reminded every 4th of July.

But, now it is almost Labor Day and the thoughts are coming back. I am not depressed or worried...


It's All Just The Same

Posted by empty inside in Everything That's Part Of Me, 31 August 2014 · 34 views

everyday is the same, it's like i'm just going through the motions. nothing exciting ever happens, nothing really bad ever happens. it's all just a whole lot of nothing. is this what normal is? just going through the motions until someone comes into your life or leaves it?

when does this get better?
does it get better?
why do the same thoughts plague my...


What if I refuse treatment...

Posted by Bixo in Trying to live (?), 31 August 2014 · 118 views

What does it happen if I go to a pdoc, he says I am psychotic, says I need med, but I don't want? Could I be inpatient?

Could he call my parents? (I am 18)

*I need to have all situations under control*

What if he thinks one of my voices is psychotic while actually it is not?

Can I just go away without bad things happening?

And ahm...the univers...


Black dog

Posted by malachite in The Depression Files, 31 August 2014 · 98 views

Yup. The black dog is back and in full swing. Ack, I'm so tired and weary and unhappy. This will probably be a short entry, because I am woefully inarticulate.

I don't know what else to do. I take my meds faithfully, I do weekly therapy and acupuncture, I use crystals and aromatherapy, I take hot baths, I try to be positive. Is it all for nothing?

I can...


Confession Time

Posted by Hypocrite614 in M.Ed in Hypocrisy , 30 August 2014 · 141 views
Mental Health Counselor, Anxiety and 3 more...

Okay. So I lied. I totally read the comments, and I was pretty excited that a few of you said you enjoyed what I had to say. So thanks for that! That's kind of nice. I don't hear that often. I'm always the one that has to listen and never get to really tell much about myself. My previous therapist wouldn't even let me talk. I would go in and feel like I k...


antipsychotics, anhedonia & new pdoc

Posted by iwishididnthaveanhedonia in iwishididnthaveanhedonia's Blog, 30 August 2014 · 59 views

Hey CB. Hope everyone is having a good weekend.

I had my first visit with my interim psychiatrist while my regular psychiatrist is on maternity leave on Thursday at 9am. It had been 3 weeks since I spoke to a psychiatrist so I was very much looking forward to the appointment and arrived nice and early. I left a little bit annoyed and misunderstood howev...



Posted by figment in Occupational Therapy, 30 August 2014 · 48 views

hummingbird Learned to fold this hummingbird! Tutorial for folding the design:


I love it! so cute! :)



Posted by altghost in Cooper, 30 August 2014 · 53 views

I remember a kid from a class in highschool. Typical attention seeker. Loud, grating, unfunny-- are the words I stuck on him, and went back to my books. I read recently, on a furum post about chatrooms, that people try to ignore those who come off as attention seeking-- Loud, grating, unfunny. and my personal favourite, pretentious. Looking back on it, I...


Meds and Alcohol

Posted by anastasias.mirror in anastasias.mirror's Blog, 30 August 2014 · 72 views


I was on Abilify and Effexor for about 5 or more years. I felt much better on them at first but had extreme akathisia for the first few months to a year after I began taking these meds. I didn't mind the akathisia too much though because I felt better. I did however begin using alcohol around the same time I started this med combo, and ended up...


In Africa

Posted by Squish in Squish's Blog, 30 August 2014 · 22 views

Malindi, Kenya, to be precise. I left home just under a week ago. And actually, surprisingly, it has been great. Going halfway around the world to a third world country with a few terrorist problems, after a month of worsening depression and irritability sounds a bit harebrained. I feel like it is doing me good though?

A change of scene and lots of suns...



Posted by yarnandcats in the yarn closet, 30 August 2014 · 57 views
Voices, Others, coping

J left
to visit
her mom



to see
Good Opportunities
on the Bad

this can be done


shouting in sleeping time

Posted by Monica Jansen in Monica Jansen's Blog, 30 August 2014 · 52 views

I have a tendense to shout out loud during sleep this times.


6am and i'm numb again.

Posted by MyNameIs...?I Forgot in MyNameIs...?I Forgot's Blog, 30 August 2014 · 58 views

ok so i decided to start blogging but i wont be suprised if no one read this.

i went to my after aftercare appontment with my new pdoc and she is fabulous.

i had an anxiety attack in her office while talking to her and she just got up and got me water,it was a refreshing experience to say the least.
she changed my medicines around and got me put on a...


More thoughts

Posted by Idler in Idler's Blog, 29 August 2014 · 54 views

A friend of mine came to town, and I lectured her about how it's important to accept your anxieties as valid - and that it's reasonable to expect other people to validate them. And I believe this, but I can't... I keep wanting to reach out to someone for this validation, but I can't accept that my issues are in any way worth the amount of distress they ca...



Posted by CherryBlossom in Nor'eastern storm, 29 August 2014 · 61 views
mania, depression, bipolar and 2 more...

Why whenever i am in a mixed episode i watch "Girl, interrupted"...over and over and over and over and over again?




Posted by mythweaver in mythweaver's Blog, 29 August 2014 · 47 views
self harm

tw for SI and major injuries

for some reason I am having strong urges to take out all of my remaining sutures myself. I got 28 out today, and am supposed to get 56 out on Tuesday except now I have 55 because I couldn't resist. as far as urges go this is pretty mild, but it's still a little weird.

so many people are concerned and I'm having such a hard...


An Official Funk; Second Interview

Posted by shesellsseashells in My Life by the Shore, 29 August 2014 · 98 views

I'll start with the good news: I had my second interview on Tuesday morning and I think it went well. I know I did the best I could. I'm really, really hoping that I'll be offered the job. Now I'm playing the waiting game by the phone. I should find out either way by the end of next week. Thank you so much for your good wishes and support!

I'm mildl...


I swear I have a prescription for this..

Posted by RunninWitScissors in RunninWitScissors' Blog, 29 August 2014 · 73 views
Anxiety, Panic disorder and 3 more...

Day 16 of Zoloft and I feel like I'm high on something. I can't explain it it's like I'm like eh whatever to everything. At least I decided eating was something I'm ok with doing. It's better than worrying all the time that's for sure but hopefully the side effects go away soon and I'm not so tired.

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