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Not so sick- yet

Posted by Brokendishes in Brokendishes - Blog blog blog, 30 October 2014 · 3 views

I feel better today. My head doesn't hurt so much--in fact, dare I say it, it's better-ish. I had my friend/landlord the psych nurse come stay with me for a couple hours last night. It helps having people around. I feel like I've been banished to some hell-dimension all by myself living here. He's good with reassurances and made me feel ok--and better abo...


Turns out it really is broken

Posted by dragonfly23 in dragonfly23's Blog, 30 October 2014 · 45 views

All my meds have been increased. Mania is slowing and I am gaining control of my impulses.
Pretty tired and groggy and continue to gain weight ugh. No short term memory, hoping this goes away in time, otherwise I will need a med change.
I had my meeting with my neurologist yesterday, he had my MRI, results, the Cat Scan results and the EEG results. Go...



Posted by writehellarandomshiny in The Real World Editorial Of SpriteandShiny, 29 October 2014 · 54 views

I hate explaining asexuality. I don't know how to really explain it. I say I have a low sex drive; most people get that. Then they go on to push and prod and I don't really know how to describe it.

I just don't usually like talking about my sex life. Period. I don't even really like masturbating. It's not because of meds or anything. I just. Don't. Lik...


I want more food. No I don't!

Posted by TakeAChillPill in Adventures in Over-Eating, etc., 29 October 2014 · 63 views

I am having cravings that come and go in waves. Suddenly I'll want to eat again even though that would be completely ridiculous considering I have had all three meals and snacks already. Then 5-10 minutes later I am strong again and have resolve not to overeat. Then it just repeats!
Tomorrow is my Pdoc appt. I need to tell her that my two favorite activit...


Time for new tdoc?

Posted by Geek in Geek's Blog, 29 October 2014 · 37 views

Is it time to just give up and find a new tdoc?

I've never had a response to the emails I've sent. I've only sent a couple; I don't want to abuse the privilege. No response, by email or phone or anything. Not even the time I said I wished she'd called and told me herself that she can't see me regularly until January.

No word back of any kind about suppo...


Secret to bringing in love?

Posted by BlurredBoundaries in BlurredBoundaries' Blog, 29 October 2014 · 64 views

Ok I know alot of you are going to say this lady is full of crap...and that's ok.I trust that this a good method.I just hope I can keep it up cause it takes a real conscious effort, and I'm noticing it's not as intense as it was, when I did it yesterday, but I'm going to stick with it and see what happens.

What I'm referring to is when this lady in the v...



Posted by Laudanum in Laudanum's Blog, 29 October 2014 · 31 views

feeling like there is nothing left for you is the worst. I often say 'why bother?' why go on? why keep doing this if the answer is the same? why try? trying is such a waste of energy and thought...thinking for once youll do ok, youll succeed and finally get to show everyone youre not a loser, youre good at something, you succeeded...but you dont. you fail...


BP support group

Posted by lysergia in one more try, 29 October 2014 · 35 views

i can already tell this entry is gonna be all over the place because there are several different people who would choose to write about different things. sorry if we end up going back and forth or forget to finish a point.

i said i'd write about the BP support group. we've been to a great many groups before, but never one that was ongoing and unstructu...


Temporarily Hopeless

Posted by empty inside in Everything That's Part Of Me, 29 October 2014 · 59 views

so i saw my psychologist today for the first time since i went IP and long story short, she can't help me, at least not right now. i'm not in a place that will allow therapy to work and my psychologist can't do anything about my meds. to add insult to injury, i don't have a psychiatrist and can't see one until early next year sometime. i was put on three...


So much going on....

Posted by g8orgirl in g8orgirl's Blog, 28 October 2014 · 65 views

Haven't blogged in forever and I have missed it. I will try to keep this short. My husband is moving out this Saturday and it's bittersweet. I want the marriage to be over, I never should have said yes when he asked me. The divorce is my idea. He is wonderful, sweet and loving but I have never been in love with him. I married him over 3 years ago becaus...


I guess I should shower

Posted by confused in confused's Blog, 28 October 2014 · 50 views

I am volunteering in the same building as the dialysis clinic. Today the children dressed up and went trick or treating to the different offices. We signed up, but we are at the end of the hall. I have heard children in the hallway but only one group came in. Someone told me to move my chair to the doorway, but I really can't work like that. I sent an e-...


I think it starts with being cold..

Posted by Ceicbot in Things that Fall Out, 28 October 2014 · 60 views
cold, depression, sadness and 2 more...

I think it starts with being cold.. Iduno, i have this thing where i hate being cold. I like being warm in cold weather. All bundled up and safe while i can see my breath. I dont mind that at all. But when im interanally cold i hate it. I think thats when i know im gonna start to spiral i get a shiver then i cant get warm. Ill sit in the sun and ill feel the heat burning to the point where...


Turned down the SZ program.

Posted by Siggmin in Siggmin's Corner, 28 October 2014 · 87 views

Well, it is official. I called the receptionist at the SZ program and cancelled my appointment for Thursday. Why? Because I am terrified of a new doctor. I don't want one. I'd rather stick with Dr. G. Sure, she's hard to get a hold of, and to get appointments with, but I've known her since I was 17 (I'm 21 now) and it's easy to talk to her and work with h...


Prayers finally answered!

Posted by Angeni Mai in The ins and outs of loneliness , 27 October 2014 · 74 views

It has been a trying few weeks between leaving my sister's house due to her boyfriend, her refusing to speak to me until I pay them, etc., but one of my prayers has finally been answered. I received the SSA's decision regarding my SSI claim. It was APPROVED!

I am more relieved than words can convey. It feels as if the clouds have lifted and the weight o...



Posted by Cherriichan in Cherriichan's confusing place, 27 October 2014 · 50 views

I have very little inspiration to write as of late.
My thoughts are again, unable to vacate my mind. They stay there, locked inside my treasure box, and they cannot come out. What exactly do I have to write, anyway? What can I do? What does my writing achieve? I don't know anymore.

My mind is muddy, with only a slither of light left. I have very little p...



Posted by MellyDonut in MellyDonut's Blog, 27 October 2014 · 65 views

This isn't a well put together entry. Because I don't know what I'm feeling. I just need to write it. I just need to be heard. I need to write it and express it, but keep it from everyone so I protect them and I protect myself.

I have the urge to self harm. I've had it since yesterday. Gosh it sucks. But I don't want to cut. I hate cutting now because t...


Slogging through

Posted by treacleweasel in so grease my knees and fleece my bees..., 27 October 2014 · 48 views

Up to 100mg lamotrigine. I don't know if it's made a difference yet. Side effects seem to be mild headaches, vivid dreams, and nightmares. The nightmares are making me lose a little sleep but overall it's not too bad.

Mood has been... okay. Some brief feelings of real happiness, less time spent horribly sad. But the huge swings are still there, that...


I am a different person

Posted by ananke in My mad fat blog, 26 October 2014 · 71 views

Its amazing how often I can point to my own behaviour when my ex asked me to stop doing something and I did. Straight away and without complaint. And, more significantly, to the amount of times I asked them to stop doing something and they persisted. I'm so grateful I've gotten to a point where I can say that.


Could be worse but my life still sucks

Posted by tooladdict in tooladdict's Blog, 26 October 2014 · 62 views

I live in a small bed bug infested studio apt, have a job I hate and suck at, no friends at all, am nearly deaf, and I'm fat and not that good looking. Now my one sanctuary at home, my recliner, partially collapsed... Might be for the best to just get rid of it as it is probably bed bug infested. Now as to HOW to get rid of it... That I need to figure ou...


Only a few more months of this

Posted by Laume in Lunacy, 26 October 2014 · 83 views

So, am gainfully employed full time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Been almost 3 months and it is much better KNOWING that I have somewhere to go every work day instead of hoping I get called in for work.
About 3 more months until my drug coverage kicks in and I can be fully medicated again.
Have had to wean off the abilify - my pdoc gave me all the samples he had b...

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