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Poor girl from my CBT group

Posted by Wonderful.Cheese in Wonderful.Cheese's Blog, 22 October 2014 · 21 views

My heart is just sick. This lady from my CBT group had a domestic abuse incident. She is worried she will have to move and lose her housing. She didn't sound well. She sounded like she was losing it. She got an emergency pdoc appointment tomorrow first thing in the morning.

I gave her my number. I said my husband has a truck if she needs to move.

I fe...


Hell has frozen

Posted by confused in confused's Blog, 22 October 2014 · 20 views

My daughter, who has given me screaming, tantrums, yelling, attitude since infancy told my son to be nicer to me. That is all



Posted by lysergia in one more try, 22 October 2014 · 13 views

i watch the driveway for you, sometimes.
i know that just because your (our) car arrives,
that doesn't mean everything will be okay.

but it means that you will walk up the stairs
and you will say "hi, baby!",
and it will not matter if i come bounding like a puppy to greet you
or squeak a greeting through hoarse tears from the bedroom
or meet you at the d...


no swim class today.

Posted by writehellarandomshiny in The Real World Editorial Of SpriteandShiny, 22 October 2014 · 22 views

kind of relieved, in a weird way
nice not to be in the pool


Project disappearo & new therapist

Posted by BlurredBoundaries in BlurredBoundaries' Blog, 22 October 2014 · 31 views


Ruben is really disguisting me.He is so clingy and needy and doesn't take hints so now I'm going to have to vanish into thin air on him.

Every time I log onto the dating site, he conveniently calls at that very second, and asks me what I'm doing.Yesterday, it got so bad he called me 4 or 5 times (and we spoke, I didn't just let it ring)

I got so a...


Missed final exam..

Posted by chickenonaraft12 in Forecast for tomorrow: Fog likely, 22 October 2014 · 35 views

I am SO pissed off at myself. I took an intermediate microsoft excel course that is due to end on Saturday. Apparently I didn't log in the website on the right days because I completely missed taking the final exam.

Hopefully without the exam I can still make a C. Otherwise I fail the class and have to retake it I think.

UGH. I found out by emailing the...


Job from hell

Posted by Brokendishes in Brokendishes - Blog blog blog, 22 October 2014 · 27 views

Work is killing me. I don't even have words.
I'm so busy I can't keep up. It's not me being incompetent or bad, no human can do this much work. I'm supposed to be some kind of work-doing-monster but nothing human can produce what they want.
I've lost count of the piles on my desk now.
I can't go into all the details because it's too upsetting/triggering...


Pdoc anxieties

Posted by dragonfly23 in dragonfly23's Blog, 22 October 2014 · 54 views

Okay so today I see the Pdoc. Joy joy , I see him weekly. I have come to dread this day. I feel like I need to sum up my week and provide a correct status.
I have worked myself up to quite a high level of anxiety before these appointments, ugh
I am going to try to tell him what is different from the previous week, what the flow of emotions were in th...



Posted by baepolar in Overthrowing my Corrupt Mind, 21 October 2014 · 69 views
assault, rape, tw


So my mom confided in me that her best friend's boyfriend tried to rape her this Saturday. It seems to have brought back a lot of flashbacks from the abuse she endured at the hands of my biological father (including, but not limited to, marital rape).

She keeps saying the typical victim responses: "I was so naive", "I shouldn...


I Miss You

Posted by empty inside in Everything That's Part Of Me, 21 October 2014 · 54 views

i know you won't see this, which is why i'm writing it here. i miss you. i miss you alot, and we haven't spoken on google hangouts for a while which i starting to make me feel like you've actually killed yourself or something. i really really really hope you haven't but lets be honest, i can't say i'm surprised if you have.
i hope that wherever you are...


High five

Posted by ananke in My mad fat blog, 21 October 2014 · 38 views

This is me high-fiving myself for working on my recovery and getting to where I am now. My mental health is not good, it has not been good for a long time. But I am consistently making progress (despite the fact that I'm constantly moaning) and whilst mental illness definitely has a strong hold on my life, it hasn't stopped it. So yeah, high five to me.



Posted by Ceicbot in Things that Fall Out, 21 October 2014 · 76 views
denial, depression, psychiatry

So my phone just rang and it said private number, i had a weird sick twisting feeling in my stomach like i knew who it was before i even answered.

It was the callback from the psychiatrist.

As from the title you can guess what the answer about it was..He said no.
Okay maybe not to my face and maybe the words weren't no but being that hes on a list th...


I got nothing

Posted by malachite in The Depression Files, 21 October 2014 · 107 views

I don't know what to say. I don't even know why I am trying to write this. I guess I ought to write what's been happening. Mike is in jeopardy of losing his job, or at least having to go on unpaid leave. Financially, it's a disaster. I feel so bad for him battling this anxiety. And I am trying to be there for him, but I am so empty, so reactive, so spent....


Euclid: #1 math teacher for 23 centuries

Posted by Mike Ragnarok in Mike Ragnarok's Blog, 20 October 2014 · 52 views

Euclid: #1 math teacher for 23 centuries But in 2016, Mike got his license and that all changed.

Nah. No ego at all. Not me.

I was tutoring again today. Through language barriers and two layers of attention deficit disorders and poverty and despair. Tiny, tiny victories. We didn't come close to finishing the day's work, but we did more than nothing. I am damned proud of the patience and co...


I feel sad..

Posted by Siggmin in Siggmin's Corner, 20 October 2014 · 91 views

I feel kind of out of place, all my friends are either in school, or working. Or both. I am happy for them, but I kind of feel sad that I cannot work or go to school. The pressure and stress always proves to be too much for me. Then I end up back in hospital, or on a higher dose of an antipsychotic (whichever one Dr. G has chosen at that time) And I know...


a bit P/p-agan-y

Posted by yarnandcats in the yarn closet, 20 October 2014 · 66 views

there's this series
of posts
depression and suicide in paganism
if anyone is interested

here's the link
to part 3


i particularly found
the part about
soul retrieval and pathworking
as i've got a book or two



Posted by MellyDonut in MellyDonut's Blog, 20 October 2014 · 64 views

I've already posted about this before in the people suck forum, but for those who don't know, one of my boyfriends cast mates from a movie he is in physically assaulted him twice, including choking him. In addition to that she is all around toxic and lies, manipulates and is a generally unstable and unpredictable person.

The situation happened about a we...


Screwed up everything. I'm a mess.

Posted by Katamaran in Katamaran's Blog, 19 October 2014 · 65 views

I am so overwhelmed but I turned to alcohol instead of fucking dealing with it. I'm on four meds, I have epilepsy, and I'm running on little sleep. I have no business drinking. It was between that and benzos. I just needed some self-medication tonight. Well, I feel more relaxed, but I still have just as much to get done, and am now less capable of doing...


My Impossiboulder

Posted by Sadgasm in Sadgasm's Blog, 19 October 2014 · 37 views

I'd very much prefer to make actual contributions and not be worthless. Reassurance and other kind words 100% unnecessary here so don't bother. I'm fucking sick of staying at home all day feeling like Sisyphus...except at least he got his boulder most of the way up the hill before falling. Worthless.


And we're off!

Posted by whatsizbucket in Everlasting Defeat (Psychosis and other Stuff), 19 October 2014 · 32 views

My first class unlocked today! Gotta get moving! First assignment is due in 3 days. Will get it done tomorrow. It's a 2 credit hour class.

I'm excited!

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