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I do not have time for this sh*t

Posted by Squish in Squish's Blog, 26 November 2014 · 28 views

Warning! Certain medical grossness ahead!

So, yet again, some sort of infectious disease has set up house in my throat. And I have not been able to go into the lab all week. Which sucks. Because some of my experiments keep going wrong and I don't have that much time to get them done. I went in on Monday but after an hour it became very clear that I was...


What is even the point

Posted by ananke in My mad fat blog, 26 November 2014 · 46 views
cw abuse, cw Sui Id

Why am I even bothering with these bullshit anti depressants. So far all they've given me short term is head aches and nausea, and long term jaw clenching. None of them have helped the anxiety or depression by any rate. Citalopram so far has given me heart burn and sleepiness, and although I'm angrier than normal it's kind of hard to blame it on the pills...



Posted by beautifultragedy in beautifultragedy's Blog, 26 November 2014 · 23 views

…I didn’t fall because she was gone for a week…I fell before that…
When we face the hurdles in life, sometimes we jump over them with ease. This last one, I took a running jump at, but as I planted my hands on the top of the hurdle, I managed to fling myself over the hurdle only to land on my back, staring up at the sky. The hurdle taunting me for the...


On art

Posted by SoaringRaven in Raven's Ramblings, 26 November 2014 · 39 views
art, college

While I was cleaning today, I came across some books I made as part of an instillation while I was at art school. It reminded me of why I used to make art.

In high school I tried to make art about "big ideas", such as war, clean energy, or animal rights. But through college, my work shifted from the "big ideas" to more intimate ones. The things that affe...


109 hours

Posted by goddessone in goddessone's Blog, 26 November 2014 · 42 views

109 hours off Klonopin. Yes, I was freaking over nothing. Some hot flashes and a little stomach pinching feeling. My head feels a lot clearer and no real headache. The only bad thing is the insomnia. I'm taking ambien off and on so hopefully my body will adjust to normal sleep again. I just keep telling myself I am in my delicious bed even when I am not a...


MI and pies

Posted by dragonfly23 in dragonfly23's Blog, 26 November 2014 · 56 views

Well I was a complete mess Monday evening into noonish on Tuesday. Suicidal, angry cus I got rid of my plan pills.
What changed, I did everything I am not supposed to do, vicodin, klonopin, drink.
Awoke early this am to get baking done, I have a gazillion people coming over tomorrow, not sure why it did this to myself. It will be difficult. I hate most...


wanna go backward

Posted by lysergia in one more try, 26 November 2014 · 33 views

it's too much of a stretch for me to wish to go back to the days when i wasn't crazy. when i do wish, i only think of going back just a few years. just back up to when i could still go to work. back up to when i was living close to the old hood again and i had an apartment i loved. back to when i could pay my own bills. back to when my social calenda...


The In-Laws from Hell - my rant

Posted by MishkaOK in MishkaOK's Blog, 26 November 2014 · 57 views

I Hate my husband's family, every last fucking one of them.

The straw that broke the camel's back - a year ago when my husband of 4 years was in intensive care fighting for his life due to sudden kidney failure. So what do these worthless fucks do - show up all together at his hospital room - oh no, not to support us, but to harass us and attack me!



I want to text him so bad!

Posted by BlurredBoundaries in BlurredBoundaries' Blog, 25 November 2014 · 110 views

I'm so hurt, and my mind is coming up with all kinds of negativity. It's now Tuesday night, and my ex still hasn't texted me. It's making me realize that no matter what kind of bullshit excuses I can come up with, the truth is...if he had feelings for me, he would say something.Anything.Like how was your day? Or did you freeze?I don't know.Something.

I t...


Financial Freedom

Posted by deeschmee in deeschmee's Blog, 25 November 2014 · 62 views

Let me preface this blog by saying I'm from the Western New York area that was blasted with snow last week.
That means that I was housebound for 3 days with my son and his girlfriend,

Now lets get to it! I moved counties last month so my food stamp case had to be transferred. I was told they are very backed up and it could take as long as Nov 27th to get...


reclaiming, perhaps

Posted by yarnandcats in the yarn closet, 25 November 2014 · 68 views
sacred space, sick, update and 1 more...

there is SO MUCH going on
from the hell in ferguson
to the hells in iraq, syria, etc
then to my family's hell
my own personal hell

are they all the same hell?
was dante right?
just different levels
but same hell?

over the last four days
my papaw has gone from
living in his own house
with no issues
having a dx of sundowners...


support system, yeah right

Posted by acquiring labels daily in bits and pieces, 25 November 2014 · 62 views

sorry that i have been gone so long.... it has probably been years since my last entry and im not entirely sure what made me sit down to write today other i was reading someone else's blog and it touched a nerve. a good thing, i swear.

so i am doing better now (thank you abilify). but 2 weeks ago i was sui. mainly the same old anger and frustration at th...


It feels good to feel good

Posted by daisy.dot in When chocolate doesn't cut it, 25 November 2014 · 50 views

Today had to be one of the best days for a very long time.

I had an R.S. mock today and only made up a few of the reasons! My french mock went better than expected and I came out of it for once not mentally beating myself up about the made up words written on my paper. I could actually laugh about my sister miss-hearing the word volley-ball and writing m...


life, lately

Posted by larkspur in larkspur lane, 24 November 2014 · 116 views

My wife and I have been having ridiculous amounts of sex, with lots of firsts. A few weeks ago I got her to participate in oral sex on me, and since then we have had sex in the morning (a first), in the middle of the afternoon (also a first), with the lights on (rarity) and sometimes even multiple times a day. Last week, from Sunday to Sunday, we had at l...



Posted by dragonsnot in Aaahhh, 24 November 2014 · 60 views

hi, im Hana.
im 18 and i have difficulties with social phobia and some unreal delusions.
i don't like any diagnoses, only that i'm striving to beat whatever is holding me back.

i am unemployed, and one ged test away from graduating high school.
i've already taken it twice and failed. by two points both times. it is very discouraging, but my therapist...



Posted by MellyDonut in MellyDonut's Blog, 24 November 2014 · 54 views

The older I get the more I seem to worry about time. My life seems like one long race in which I'm never really going fast enough, and I'm not exactly sure what is at the finish line, and I don't know who I'm racing against. Maybe I'm not racing against anybody, I'm just racing against the clock, except it's pretty pointless racing against a clock, but I'...


Therapy Love

Posted by StevieB in Stevie's Blog, 24 November 2014 · 88 views

I've been in treatment for 33 years, a really long time. Not with the subjuect of this post, but with a few psychiatrists here and there and a hospitalization thrown in at 13. It's all good now and I've been with my current doctor for the last 6 years. I started with him when hubby left me and our 3 kids for another woman. He came back, I asked him to le...


Another med change? Gah.

Posted by Siggmin in Siggmin's Corner, 24 November 2014 · 104 views

I saw Dr. G (my psychiatrist) today. She wasn't upset that I didn't accept the admission into the Schizophrenia program. She thinks she and I can work together adequately enough for me to not need the program. I told her how I might be getting a job, and she seemed happy. She explained that with my cognitive deficits due to the Schizoaffective, she though...


Never been this emotional in my life.

Posted by Panic Fighter in Panic Fighter's Blog, 23 November 2014 · 58 views

I've been really struggling the last couple days. I've been still having the feelings of disorientation and I'm terrified of dying. I can't shake the feeling that I am going to die. I've been crying a lot and feeling pretty hopeless. Not suicidal, just like I've lost hope that I can get better. I'm afraid that I'm going to go crazy. I just really need som...

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