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Posted by littlemisschatterbox in littlemisschatterbox's Blog, 01 February 2015 · 9 views

Today i havnt done a single thing. I've laid in bed most of the day.
All ive really done is post items for sale for my home business on Facebook groups and thats really it.



Posted by Laudanum in Laudanum's Blog, 01 February 2015 · 19 views

Some days you just want to put your head on someones lap while they run their hands softly over your head, telling you everything will be ok. I feel so alone and worried about life


Can't Focus

Posted by Geek in Geek's Blog, 31 January 2015 · 29 views

I'm flakey and can't focus and stuff. I feel flighty and can't settle on doing any one thing. Or even any two.

Reading is beyond me. I'm so sorry.

I'm lonely. Being able to focus on things helps be less lonely and less anxious too.

Aside from ADHD gone mad, my mood has been almost reasonable the last few days. Kind of blank? I dunno. Not good but not f...


help from other moms?

Posted by nativegirl0629 in nativegirl0629's Blog, 31 January 2015 · 34 views
moms, bipolar, psychosis, gad and 1 more...

Hello. I am new here. I am also, new to blogging. I am bipolar type 2 with GAD and psychosis. I also have intrusive thoughts. I have a 19 month old son. Before having him I was mainly depressive with occasional psychosis and mania. I barely ever had intrusive thoughts. Now I am manic more often and my depressions are so much worse. I have horrible nightma...



Posted by writehellarandomshiny in The Real World Editorial Of SpriteandShiny, 31 January 2015 · 31 views

The rest of the day went better. I am feeling confident about my econ exam on Monday. I know chapters 1 & 2 really well - now I just need to review chapter 3/4.

I am researching summer jobs for college students; does anyone have any that aren't involved in summer camp?


dysphoria stuff

Posted by ananke in My mad fat blog, 31 January 2015 · 29 views
tw body talk

sometimes i want to be a nothing. not agender, that doesn't go far enough. just a nothing with nothing to show.

i can really understand why ocd was attributed to highly religious people. im a born and raised atheist, but saying the lords prayer helps me think. i like how you can go to a priest, do your penance, and be totally clean again. thats such an o...



Posted by SoaringRaven in Raven's Ramblings, 31 January 2015 · 40 views


I have no idea why (or how) I am so calm today.

Yesterday was a mess, to put things lightly.

It started out okay. I was just kind of nervous about what was going on today in terms of work. Was someone covering for me? Was I expected to come in, snow or not? Was my boss going to be mad at me for calling out the second Saturday in a...


Random blah blah

Posted by SpiderV in BrittneyV93's Blog, 31 January 2015 · 24 views

I went on another outing (with bf (might start calling him Q...just because)) and things went fantastically!
We talked. We joked. We ate. We looked at books you don't have to actually read
...because we have that in common. We joked a lot more. And then we did "those things"
and went our separate ways for the night!
But it was an outing
and it was a very...



Posted by dragonfly23 in dragonfly23's Blog, 31 January 2015 · 56 views
depression, bipolar

I think I am gonna sound obsessed, I don't think I am. Seroquel has worked amazingly well in stopping intrusive thoughts. Looping thoughts.
Anyway, I had a couple (two) decent days. They were not great, I think my baseline is not a happy place but a numb stable place. I guess thats what I get.
Yesterday was not so good. I was disconnected, agitated and an...



Posted by identity in Soul Gauge, 30 January 2015 · 67 views

All I ever do is copy.

I want to follow people around and help them do whatever they like to do without a care in the world for my own 'interests' or 'priorities'. Just to feel closer to them... or so I tell myself.

I want to take all of the pains and sorrows of other people into myself, internalise them, make them my own. Just to feel closer to them......



Posted by empty inside in The Darkness Within Me, 30 January 2015 · 59 views

The darkness sets in
It eats away at my heart
The light gets dimmer and fades away
I'm drowning but breathing
All at once

The blade calls out my name
The relief it gives is tempting
My self control crumbles away
The blade provides comfort
Once again

The afterlife waits patiently
For the day I draw my last breath
In my mind I picture heaven
But in my he...


some days are like this

Posted by yarnandcats in the yarn closet, 30 January 2015 · 64 views

part of today's conversation
with J

J: how many of those pills
did you take last night?
you're awfully cranky.
M: you said how many pills
did i take last night to suck this much?
J: so how many did you take?
paper: none. i suck on my own quite well, thanks.


Tdoc's quote

Posted by inabook in I'm fine, 30 January 2015 · 62 views

My therapist said that, and I want to write it down to remember it next time I feel that she wants to be rid of me or doesn't care about whether I live or die. (Because... it does matter to me).


My Niece

Posted by crtclms in crtclms' Blog, 30 January 2015 · 69 views

At Thanksgiving, I 'remet' my niece. Last I saw her, she was a toddler. Now she is 7. She is a sweet delightful little girl, and we became close in just a week's time. Here she is getting her purple shirt in whichever martial art she practices. I think when they are young, they don't give them belts, yet.

She has decided to grow her hair out in dreads...



Posted by goddessone in goddessone's Blog, 30 January 2015 · 66 views

We found a place. It's sweet. It's just the right size. It has a shed so J. could do projects. It has a good amount of storage. It's close to a river. It's out in the country but not too far. There's a little grocery store and a gas station right at the next intersection. Big stores only 5 miles away. Short commute for J. The people were really nice. J. t...



Posted by MneCDB in MneCDB's Blog, 30 January 2015 · 24 views

Exercising today! Trying to get back to a healthy lifestyle :)

I used to be able to do 100 push-ups without problem. Got to get back to that and then more!!

Super motivated, yay!


TW SH/SI - alike - bad day

Posted by Light in Meds/ How i feel, 29 January 2015 · 35 views

I felt like blogging but now not so much, eh
Feelings extremely suicidal, i've never really noticed but when feeling like this the day seems to drag on so much

Lately im back to fighting SH urges, my anxiety/OCD is fucking high as FUCK - my anxiety/panic attacks are every single day, at home, sky high, its making me so tired and ive had days ive just bee...


on trust, i guess

Posted by larkspur in larkspur lane, 29 January 2015 · 63 views

Last night I had my phone date with A, which was great! We talked for about 45 minutes about her job and European politics and Moorish architecture and Middle Eastern food. Can you see why I love this girl? She is so smart and easy to talk to and completely lovely. At the end of the call, she announced that she had gotten home (we were talking on her blue...


In another dimension

Posted by confused in confused's Blog, 29 January 2015 · 40 views

My mother and i have never had a close relationship. I would like it to be better but we just clash. We don't argue, there is just this distance.

My father passed away recently and she has been visiting different siblings. She is at my sister's this week. I went down yesterday and spent the night.I felt like it was an obligation. Usually there is the com...


Pdoc appointment.

Posted by Siggmin in Siggmin's Corner, 29 January 2015 · 68 views

I met with Dr. G today. She said that I have a primarily psychotic disorder with mood features, basically SZA like she has always said. That there is some chance I could have a factitious disorder but the psychosis comes first and that's what she's treating. She said many doctors she respects and trusts have thought the same about the psychosis/mood disor...

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