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I am just as exhausted as I type this as I felt this morning when I woke up. My ex is coming over in the next hour so that i can go to the grocery store. I don't want to be a bitch. But I can feel that part of me and it wants to squirt out. I had a difficult time working through my anxiety in therapy this week about asking people for help. I...

I had an extra long weekend and I got a lot of extra sleep. It was nice. I was really dreading coming back to work today, but it wasn't a horrible day. I'm still having difficulties, but I'm having trouble when I increase my Risperdal dose. I know I can take some in the morning and some at night, but I get way too sedated if I take any...

very depressed. wanting to die. skipped running today. i hate life. i hate feeling like this. i wish i could just die.

so confused about relationships and sex. i don't feel like there's any hope i can deal with being in a relationship and not fucking it up.

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Things that may you go hmmm? A life-time ago, before the word bipolar entered our house, I would play word games with my daughter. I would rhyme words, but the thing she liked most was when I transposed the words in a sentence so it was nonsense. Like, I wore my scarf would become I scarf my wore. She would tell her friends that her mommy...

What a busy weekend it's been for me around here....first off being in the park with friends yesterday,then going out to lunch today.


I started the weekend off by going to Kings Dominion near Richmond yesterday with John & hos GF Karen & boy was the park busy with some rides having longer than usual lines,the only fly in the ointment...

Looks like it's been a month since I've posted anything of substance here. This is probably a good thing. If I had tried to blog things as they had been going on - this blog would just be a mess of lunacy and contradictions and would make no sense (not that I make all that much sense on a good day).

If I haven't said so already, I am...

Been a couple days since I've blogged, thought I'd catch up today.

After Monday, everything has gone pretty smoothly. I haven't had to scream at any poli-sci majors, my Creative Writing Professor is amazing. I've been taking it one day at a time and trying to appreciate the level of sanity I'm able to maintain on a day to day...

Had my work evaluation. My employees seemed to like me well enough. The constructive criticism I received was pretty minor. But then again, I've only been doing my job for three months.

My boss said I'm doing a great job. My evaluation marks weren't high, but she said it wasn't a reflection of what I was doing - it's more...

I think the naproxen sodium is starting to help. I'm taking two a day and it seems like it's starting to reduce the swelling and puffiness and general "no likey life"ness of my joints.

I can still feel that there's something, uh, funky going on, but it's better.

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