Perchance to Dream http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php Wed, 18 Nov 2009 10:20:19 +0000 60 http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33835-imovane/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 10:20:19 +0000 http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33835-imovane/ http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33800-does-anyone-out-there-use-a-cpap/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 17:27:17 +0000 http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33800-does-anyone-out-there-use-a-cpap/ http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33687-nugivil/
Any feedback, good or bad would be of much appreciation!!!

Nothing left in the right brain, nothing right in the left brain....]]> Thu, 12 Nov 2009 02:41:05 +0000 http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33687-nugivil/ http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33566-seroquil-nightmares-thrashing-in-my-sleep-waking-up-with-bruises/ [my time limes with the dreams are kinda off. i can't keep the nights straight. i try. but it doesn't really work"
but he seroquil thing is nasty double edged sword. i dont really feel like re-typing this whole thing so ctrl-v from my blog:
[yesterday]
i haven't had dreams in a very long while. but last night [5 nov] was something all together different. eleven hours of generalized evil. indescribable. i don't remember exactly what was going on in my head but i do remember waking up repeatedly. only to crash back into some strange world. but getting to sleep is another story all together. more seroquil will mean more nightmares. i don't like this whole brain being awake while the body is asleep. but at the same time, my body isn't asleep. more thrashing. more trashed bedding, quilts, everywhere. more bruises, arms. legs.

[previously]
i keep waking up with more bruises. i thrash in my sleep. neither my med guy nor my therapist have any sort of solution for me. i have no solution for me. i thrash so hard i wake up. blankets thrown about, freezing, sweating, i wipe my self off, go back to sleep. i've padded the walls in the corner that my bed is pushed into with pillows. six of them. i've cocooned my self with down quilts. and heavy blankets. but the blankets also are supposed to prevent the thrashing. i don't know what to do anymore. i'm exhausted. and sleep no longer comes easily. i think my subconscious is afraid of the repercussions of sleep. but i haven't really remembered any dreams since i was a young child. untill i'm tired of waking up exhausted and sore. i'm so sick of that shit. maybe it's a stress thing.]]> Sat, 07 Nov 2009 00:00:23 +0000 http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33566-seroquil-nightmares-thrashing-in-my-sleep-waking-up-with-bruises/ http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33467-am-i-dreaming-echo-echo/
So a week and a half ago I was sleeping and woke up from a dream and I was convulsing. Either I stopped dreaming, dreamed something else, then went back to the first dream....or I actually woke up convulsing and then went back to sleep.

I havent told any of my doctors because I dont really know what happened. Im sure they would conclude I was dreaming because I feel movement in my normal dreams.

Should I be concerned? I have a history of psychogenic seizures. But the question I cant get over is did it really happen?

So how do you tell from dream versus reality?


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