Crazyboards: Depression Let WHAT Be My Fucking Umbrella? http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php Fri, 20 Nov 2009 01:23:37 +0000 60 Down in flames http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33934-down-in-flames/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 01:23:37 +0000 http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33934-down-in-flames/ Where are you? http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33925-where-are-you/
Where are you right now (like where in your home)?
I'm in the family room on the floor next to my fireplace which is giving off great heat


What are you doing?
I'm eating lunch

What's your mood level (1-10; 10 being everthing is great with me and the world)?
I'm about a 2.5

What's one thing you can do right now to improve that number?
relax and finish eating and soak in the fireplace heat.]]> Thu, 19 Nov 2009 19:29:02 +0000 http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33925-where-are-you/ Paroxetine Clonazepam and? http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33863-paroxetine-clonazepam-and/ Any advice?]]> Thu, 19 Nov 2009 06:45:04 +0000 http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33863-paroxetine-clonazepam-and/ so angry! http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33837-so-angry/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 15:55:39 +0000 http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33837-so-angry/ suicidally depressed http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33823-suicidally-depressed/
Anyway I've been trying like hell for the last two days to get in. I know how the system works and I've been calling the right people. there is a slim chance I might get in tonight.

Things just have been getting worse. I can't go to the ER cause last time I was threatened with the state hospital (minimum 3 months and poor facilities) and mental health court (didnt do anything wrong except get help)

At first I thought ODing om my meds. It's still strong on my mind. Last night after I dropped my daughter off I seriously thought of colliding with another car. But I can't do that. That's gabling with someone elses life. I thought of undoing my seatbelt and rolling my truck. But if I'm jusst injured, thats just adding to my problems. Pills are a sure thing and it's so hard not to do it.]]> Tue, 17 Nov 2009 23:00:47 +0000 http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php/topic/33823-suicidally-depressed/