Community Status Updates
I'm not okay
I fully admit it, I have a prejudice against rich people.
I'm really weepy right now for some reason. Like I'm not really feeling sadness I'm just crying a lot and being sniffly and weird. Probably healthy?
I have been clean for almost a year now, recently I had my second miscarriage, now I am feeling nostalgic about when I did cut and almost crave that feeling, idk if it's the grief or something else. has anyone else experienced this?
have my first appointment with a family doctor tomorrow. so nervous about it.
I can't. Can't take the migraine pain anymore. Went to urgent care today. Fuck all that did. I need something that works for the pain. For just a little while so I don't kill myself due to this insanity. Five weeks it's been now. Am collapsed, crying mess.
cosimaI don't understand why they won't give you something that works for the pain. I'm so sorry. :(
Yesterday, 10:14 PM
malachiteShit. Thought I was dying at Urgent Care. Am now in pain having panic attacks and sure everyone ELSE is dying. Thank you for responding, cosima.
Today, 01:10 AM
so very sorry!
Today, 12:41 PM
I am new here. Really just need to know I am not alone.
tired tammyYou picked a good place to come, whether you post on the forums and blogs or come into chat or all of the above, you will find some good people who care!
Yesterday, 07:10 PM
goddessoneWelcome. This is a good place.
Yesterday, 09:36 PM
writehellarandomshinyYou aren't alone
Yesterday, 09:44 PM
get outta my head. I have no vacancies
A sliver of sunshine shown thru the window spraying warmth onto the carpet of a sparsely furnished room, my kitty layed there sucking up the warmth, I curled up with her warmed by the sun and fell into a deep sleep right on the floor
fantodsweet lovely image, unless your joints have a different tale to tell when you must get up. :)
Today, 03:45 AM
dragonfly23Actually, my husband comes home finds me fully dressed on the floor and assumes the worst, he checked my pulse and woke me up. Living the life, lol
Today, 06:37 AM
fantodoh no, poor guy! well, it was nice until that part. it is impossible to resist a sun-warmed kitty.
Today, 07:09 AM
nachos for lunch. yes.
yarnandcatsnachos are their own food group
Yesterday, 11:58 AM
fantodnacho deficiency! not some weird ass ssri reaction. i have simply been lacking nachos.
Yesterday, 12:31 PM
good thing you spotted it
Yesterday, 12:36 PM
i am a lonely painter i live in a box of paints
cosimaone of the most beautiful songs ever written
Yesterday, 11:21 AM
crtclmsI could drink a case of you, and I would still be on my feet. I would still be on my feet. Joni is one of my favorites.
Yesterday, 01:40 PM
crtclmsJian Gomeshi did an almost two hour interview with Joni for her 70th birthday. Lower left: http://www.cbc.ca/news/arts/joni-mitchell-reflects-on-her-life-and-legacy-1.1307145
Yesterday, 01:56 PM
Was talking about my diagnosis today with someone, and they said "wow that is a lot to cope with". Having someone actually acknowledge what I deal with.. usually I'm told it will be okay. Having someone understand made me feel good, that I'm not crazy for feeling how I feel.
cosimawhen that happens it can just be so validating, to have some acknowledge that your life is hard and you work hard. a good tdoc has always provided that for me (at least temporarily)
Yesterday, 11:30 AM
cosimathis terrible crazy is sending terribly supportive thoughts (so helpful, i know). you are relevant to me
Yesterday, 11:32 AM
KrayZNAsir10DgreeSorry about the late reply. I hope you can find some way not to be alone. If it would help, you can always message me. I will talk about anything. I am afraid I am otherwise quite useless in this instance.
Yesterday, 02:56 PM
SticklerAww :'/ snif.
Yesterday, 03:48 PM
Pnurse: Your hair is dark purple now, it used to be light purple. Me: The light stuff wore out too soon, and I love the dark purple. She: Well, if you like it, that's all that matters.
malachiteThe passive aggressive insult. Classic.
Yesterday, 01:32 PM
crtclmsI thought I answered this! The wizardry and spells are good ideas. I live in Salt Lake City, so she is probably Mormon, and would object.
Should I add antennae to the wizard hat?
But the good news is this is the first time she has said she doesn't need to see me in three months. Latuda, mwah!
Yesterday, 01:34 PM
crtclmsOh! Malachite, many ex-Mormons have told me that Mormons are the most passive-aggressive people on Earth.
I'm not trying to diss all Mormons, I obviously live in a city full of them, and am doing fine. But it is really a learning experience. Apparently the First Amendment (separation of Church and State) is suspended in Utah.
Yesterday, 01:37 PM