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Doing much better But these side effects...
#1
Posted 12 April 2009 - 09:19 PM
Hello,
My pdoc just threw 200 mg of thorazine into this clusterfuck called my cocktail. To be honest, I feel much better. I'm less irritable and less anxious. The problem is all these side effects. I can't change or sub anything but I'm like the walking dead.
To make matters worse, my pain doc wants to increase my my morphine. I declined even though I'm in a good deal of pain.
I don't know what to do besides flush it all down the toilet.
It's all such a convoluted mess I don't know what to do and my docs seem equally clueless.
I dunno. I just had to vent.
My pdoc just threw 200 mg of thorazine into this clusterfuck called my cocktail. To be honest, I feel much better. I'm less irritable and less anxious. The problem is all these side effects. I can't change or sub anything but I'm like the walking dead.
To make matters worse, my pain doc wants to increase my my morphine. I declined even though I'm in a good deal of pain.
I don't know what to do besides flush it all down the toilet.
It's all such a convoluted mess I don't know what to do and my docs seem equally clueless.
I dunno. I just had to vent.
The age demanded that we sing
And cut away our tongue.
The age demanded that we flow
And hammered in the bung.
The age demanded that we dance
And jammed us into iron pants.
And in the end the age was handed
The sort of shit that it demanded.
-Ernest Hemingway
Schizoaffective Disorder, OCD, GAD, Personality Disorder NOS, Insomnia, Myofascial Pain Syndrome, Osteoarthritis and other stuff
Rx's: Lortab 10/500 PRN, Morphine Sulphate 30 every 12 hrs, Vistaril 25 mg PRN, Zofran PRN, Depakote 1500 mg, Topamax 100 mg, Cogentin 2 mg, Haldol 7 mg, Nardil 60 mg, Thorazine 200 mg, Cytomel 50 mcg, Nexium 40 mg, Lopid 600 mg, Bentyl 80 mg, Ibuprofen 800 mg, Tylenol 1000 mg PRN, Miralax, mutivitamin
"Remember the old adage: starve a cold, feed a fever, behead a zombie!" - Stephen Colbert
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And cut away our tongue.
The age demanded that we flow
And hammered in the bung.
The age demanded that we dance
And jammed us into iron pants.
And in the end the age was handed
The sort of shit that it demanded.
-Ernest Hemingway
Schizoaffective Disorder, OCD, GAD, Personality Disorder NOS, Insomnia, Myofascial Pain Syndrome, Osteoarthritis and other stuff
Rx's: Lortab 10/500 PRN, Morphine Sulphate 30 every 12 hrs, Vistaril 25 mg PRN, Zofran PRN, Depakote 1500 mg, Topamax 100 mg, Cogentin 2 mg, Haldol 7 mg, Nardil 60 mg, Thorazine 200 mg, Cytomel 50 mcg, Nexium 40 mg, Lopid 600 mg, Bentyl 80 mg, Ibuprofen 800 mg, Tylenol 1000 mg PRN, Miralax, mutivitamin
"Remember the old adage: starve a cold, feed a fever, behead a zombie!" - Stephen Colbert
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#2
Posted 12 April 2009 - 09:41 PM
I'm so glad you're feeling better in at least some ways!
Hopefully some of the stupor and side effects from the Thorazine will wear off and you'll just get the benefits.
Hang in there, and stay strong!
Hopefully some of the stupor and side effects from the Thorazine will wear off and you'll just get the benefits.
Hang in there, and stay strong!
I'm committed to the consequences whether I stand or fall.
"I sat up late and I watched you sleep. You said you'd waited 30 years for me."
“Better to reign in hell than serve in heaven.”
"I sat up late and I watched you sleep. You said you'd waited 30 years for me."
“Better to reign in hell than serve in heaven.”
#3
Posted 12 April 2009 - 09:53 PM
Doing better is good, walking dead is bad. While I have never taken thorazine myself I have seen the benefit of it when my mom was having a very hard time after her divorce. She only took it for a few months, but it really did help. I just wish she had gotten it before she took a sledge hammer to my bathroom tile. oh well.
I hope the zombified feeling goes away soon.
I hope the zombified feeling goes away soon.
Nothing is true, Everything is permitted -William Burroughs
#4
Posted 12 April 2009 - 09:53 PM
^^^ what she said (I meant what susanb said). Also, are your pain doc and your pdoc working together? I know how compartmentalized each doctor can get... hey, didn't I just post something about that?
This post has been edited by patheral: 12 April 2009 - 09:54 PM
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#5
Posted 13 April 2009 - 01:00 AM
Sorry about the zombification. It's awesome, though, to hear that there's at least some light in your universe. You've had a really rough time lately, so I'm thrilled that there's some kind of improvement. I hope the side effects diminish and go away soon!
dx: MDD (severe), dysthymia, PMDD, hypothyroid, obstructive sleep apnea
rx: (current) Zoloft, Synthroid, Metformin,
rx: (former) Prozac, Elavil, Pamelor, Lithium, Navane, Xanax, Effexor, Paxil, Zoloft, Serzone, Wellbutrin, Remeron, Progesterone, Lamictal, Neurontin, Cymbalta, Emsam, Parnate, Yasmin, Depakote, Trileptal, Provigil, Klonopin, Lexapro, Luvox, Adderall, Testosterone
rx: (current) Zoloft, Synthroid, Metformin,
rx: (former) Prozac, Elavil, Pamelor, Lithium, Navane, Xanax, Effexor, Paxil, Zoloft, Serzone, Wellbutrin, Remeron, Progesterone, Lamictal, Neurontin, Cymbalta, Emsam, Parnate, Yasmin, Depakote, Trileptal, Provigil, Klonopin, Lexapro, Luvox, Adderall, Testosterone
#7
Posted 13 April 2009 - 12:38 PM
Okay, I'm stupid, what is the thorazine supposed to do for you?
I'm not surprised you need more morphine. Are you? habituation being what it is. Especially with dem hard core narcotics.
Whatever you do, DONT throw it all in the shitter. I know you won't but still, now THAT would be one hell of a clusterfuck. Seriously.
I'm glad to you are having a modicum of relief on some level. You of all people deserve every bit of relief you can manage.
I'm not surprised you need more morphine. Are you? habituation being what it is. Especially with dem hard core narcotics.
Whatever you do, DONT throw it all in the shitter. I know you won't but still, now THAT would be one hell of a clusterfuck. Seriously.
I'm glad to you are having a modicum of relief on some level. You of all people deserve every bit of relief you can manage.
diagnoses: MDD/ADD/PTSD
Current meds: Wellbutrin 450/Lexapro 30
Current meds: Wellbutrin 450/Lexapro 30
#8
Posted 13 April 2009 - 02:33 PM
S9-Thorazine is an old school AP. Most pdocs these days use it as a Chill Pill, Which was exactly what I needed, despite my long, long list of meds. And yes, habituation is a bitch. I'm trying to hold off as long as I can.
BTW I was already a zombie before. This thorazine just makes it more intense.
My docs kinda communicate but I'm the middleman. I'm not the best middleman.
Everyone else-Thanks for your kind words and encouragement.
BTW I was already a zombie before. This thorazine just makes it more intense.
My docs kinda communicate but I'm the middleman. I'm not the best middleman.
Everyone else-Thanks for your kind words and encouragement.
The age demanded that we sing
And cut away our tongue.
The age demanded that we flow
And hammered in the bung.
The age demanded that we dance
And jammed us into iron pants.
And in the end the age was handed
The sort of shit that it demanded.
-Ernest Hemingway
Schizoaffective Disorder, OCD, GAD, Personality Disorder NOS, Insomnia, Myofascial Pain Syndrome, Osteoarthritis and other stuff
Rx's: Lortab 10/500 PRN, Morphine Sulphate 30 every 12 hrs, Vistaril 25 mg PRN, Zofran PRN, Depakote 1500 mg, Topamax 100 mg, Cogentin 2 mg, Haldol 7 mg, Nardil 60 mg, Thorazine 200 mg, Cytomel 50 mcg, Nexium 40 mg, Lopid 600 mg, Bentyl 80 mg, Ibuprofen 800 mg, Tylenol 1000 mg PRN, Miralax, mutivitamin
"Remember the old adage: starve a cold, feed a fever, behead a zombie!" - Stephen Colbert
My myspace
And cut away our tongue.
The age demanded that we flow
And hammered in the bung.
The age demanded that we dance
And jammed us into iron pants.
And in the end the age was handed
The sort of shit that it demanded.
-Ernest Hemingway
Schizoaffective Disorder, OCD, GAD, Personality Disorder NOS, Insomnia, Myofascial Pain Syndrome, Osteoarthritis and other stuff
Rx's: Lortab 10/500 PRN, Morphine Sulphate 30 every 12 hrs, Vistaril 25 mg PRN, Zofran PRN, Depakote 1500 mg, Topamax 100 mg, Cogentin 2 mg, Haldol 7 mg, Nardil 60 mg, Thorazine 200 mg, Cytomel 50 mcg, Nexium 40 mg, Lopid 600 mg, Bentyl 80 mg, Ibuprofen 800 mg, Tylenol 1000 mg PRN, Miralax, mutivitamin
"Remember the old adage: starve a cold, feed a fever, behead a zombie!" - Stephen Colbert
My myspace
#9
Posted 13 April 2009 - 02:45 PM
Hi! Good to hear that things are a bit better. I, too, am in the land of zombification. It doth royally suck ass.
I'm sorry to hear that your pain has worsened. I can understand why you're holding off on the morphine increase. That must be a tough battle to wage.
Take care, sdjeff!
Peace,
Phoenix
I'm sorry to hear that your pain has worsened. I can understand why you're holding off on the morphine increase. That must be a tough battle to wage.
Take care, sdjeff!
Peace,
Phoenix
Current Dx: BPII, rapid cycling; GAD, OCD, PMDD
peace
it does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble or hard work. It means to be in the middle of those things and still be calm in your heart.
peace
it does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble or hard work. It means to be in the middle of those things and still be calm in your heart.
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