Posted 28 August 2009 - 01:57 PM
I was on Provigil for about three weeks, then switched to Nuvigil, since I found two free trials and couldn't afford Provigil anymore.
Nuvigil causes episodes of, like, furiousness for me. It's really weird. I suppose that'd be the "agitation" side effect.
It's totally different somehow from Adderall anxiety and rage. Same symptoms, technically, but totally different experience.
I'm going to continue Nuvigil while I've still got some, since the fury attacks, while disturbing and stressful, don't lead me to act out (unlike the Adderall rage). Still, both Provigil and Nuvigil have quickly diminishing efficacy, my insurance won't cover them, and I cannot afford them on my own. I'm scared of a return to even more debilitating fatigue, although I'm pretty close to where I was before.
Has anyone else experienced the "wear off" of either med?
Has anyone experienced Nuvigil rage?
For me, Provigil seems much softer on the system, and, ultimately, even though it stopped working more quickly, I preferred it. Felt much more stable. No anger episodes.
The only experience I can compare the Nuvigil furiousness/agitation to would be a migraine - that same sense of overload, of every little thing (light, sound, people) being too much to handle. Migraines don't make me angry, though. The first time the fury of Nuvigil came on, I was having a migraine. Maybe it's some kind of angry, Nuvigil migraine?
In addition to these anger episodes, I am, across the board, quite cranky. The feelings are very specific - furious and cranky. ?!? Still, I don't act out on the fury...just feel like my head is going to blow.
I've had some really weird side effects through the years, and this has been one of the weirdest. Totally irrational aggravation that descends on me for an hour or so (feels separate from my thoughts and perceptions, unlike Adderall-induced irritability), nothing to be done but wait it out (like a migraine), and apologize to whomever I'm dealing with.
At least it's a form of energy, and for now, seems better than lying around, so I'll take it for a while longer! I know these meds can trigger mania for some, and wonder if it's a kind of mood swing. I'm pretty unipolar, unless I've got bipolar submerged in the depths of depression-land. Is agitation a mania thing/warning sign? I'm not getting very much done, nor do I feel very good about myself.
Guess my search continues for some magic pills...
Posted 28 August 2009 - 05:06 PM
It SOUNDS kinda like mania, including the parts about being overstimulated. But, stimulants do this sort of thing to otherwise normal people, so I would hold off on the bipolar disorder dx for now.
The only experience I can compare the Nuvigil furiousness/agitation towould be a migraine - that same sense of overload, of every little thing (light, sound, people) being too much to handle. Migraines don't make me angry, though. The first time the fury of Nuvigil came on, I was having a migraine. Maybe it's some kind of angry, Nuvigil migraine?
I know these meds can trigger mania for some, and wonder if it's a kind of mood swing. I'm pretty unipolar, unless I've got bipolar submerged in the depths of depression-land. Is agitation a mania thing/warning sign? I'm not getting very much done, nor do I feel very good about myself.
I would have posted it there, but it fits fine here too.
Should this be posted under stimulants?
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Posted 13 September 2010 - 09:51 PM
If you are not deeply asleep ( at night) it is hard to be deeply awake. Clonazepam 1 mg at night, along with a low dose ssri , 5 mg Lexapro ( ssri use increases GABA receptors by 30 % ) may be helpful if you are over aroused at night. Good sleep is difficult to replace. Insomnia, along with undiagnosable pain are considered " psychiatric vital signs".
Trazadone at 50 mg at night may be helpful as well. It is a histamine antagonist at low doses.
A GOOD psychtherapist can be helpful with cognitive re routing. In addition there is a technology called alpha stem that is quite cool, it uses electrial impulses to stimulate cell function away from the amygdala.
Without a comprehensive evaluation and management of nighttime arousal, relief is difficult. Like I said, 5 mg Lexapro and 1 mg clonazepam and 50 mg Trazadone may get you feeling better. A talented and well trained psychotherapist can help you to reevaluate unnecessary stressors, headaches, mood will diminish and improve your stress threshold will improve. You likely have a generalized anxiety nighttime hyper arousal and datum under arousal with subsequent irritability picture.
Pretty basic psychiatry,
Posted 05 August 2011 - 08:58 AM
Posted 05 August 2011 - 07:49 PM
I take provigil and have for years, I can't remember there IS some issue with it becoming metabolized differently over time in some folks in some mechanism which I cannot remember, so I'm sorry that I cannot explain it, etc. I've been on the same dose of provigil for years and it does fine but when I add more (I did that one time when I needed to be extra focused for some reason I can't remember... oh yeah, going in to work and handing off my cases during my 3.5 week Zoloft "vacation" haha) I do notice a difference....
Currently on: neurontin,. seroquel, tienaptine, NAC, lithium, temazepam, latuda, provigil, a bunch of health meds/supps to deal w/ s.e. of crazy meds. (metformin, armour thyroid, Vit B 12 shots, magnesium, the list goes on, sigh, I feel like an OLD person, heh). Yeah, i am on a lot of crazy meds.
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