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#1 User is offline   Stormienite 

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Posted 06 November 2009 - 11:13 AM

Yes, yes! A home that's not all rainbows and butterflies! Thank the bajeezus there's a board where I can actually say something other than "You can do it! I love you! Way to go!" I mean, srsly... I'm both bipolar and a gemini so let's face it. I ain't happy all the time, folks. So after a warning from a big giant headed mod at another board after I said I wish we could all just say how we feel and let loose a tad, I decided maybe a support board for crazies wasn't my cup of tea. I just happened on this board by accident yesterday! I was googling head scratching of all things. What did I want to do? Hmm.. oh yeah. Introductions.

I'm Tina, 41, married, 2 kids, central Pa, stay at home mom. I think that about covers it. Oh wait... mentally? rapid cycling bipolar, pts, anxiety attacks (this one is new, go me!) a tad agoraphobia.. I'm sure there's prob more but that's what they've told me so far. I am a work in progress. My goal is to achieve at least a dozen different disorders, more daily meds (up to 20 now whoohoo) and hopefully be in an asylum drooling and walking like igor by 65. Can she do it ladies and gentlemen? *shakes Magic 8 Ball* "Unclear. Ask again later." Well poo.

Really, I'm not as crazy as all this but I'm just so excited to be here! Or if you like it I'd be happy to stick with it. Just plz don't make me go back to the land of unicorns and rainbows.
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Posted 06 November 2009 - 11:23 AM

View PostStormienite, on 06 November 2009 - 11:13 AM, said:

My goal is to achieve at least a dozen different disorders, more daily meds (up to 20 now whoohoo) and hopefully be in an asylum drooling and walking like igor by 65. Can she do it ladies and gentlemen? *shakes Magic 8 Ball* "Unclear. Ask again later." Well poo.



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Dx: Bipolar Affective Disorder, Manic with Psychotic Features
Current meds: Invega 6mg, Lamotrigine 150mg, Lyrica (Pregabalin) 100mg 3X/day, Seroquel 300mg



#3 User is offline   beetle 

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Posted 06 November 2009 - 11:23 AM

Nope it's not all sunshine and rainbows and ((hugs)) here but we do believe in supporting each other. So welcome. Hope you find what you need here.
Dx:
"My working Dx is Bipolar. Yes, there seems to be some HFA traits." ~my pdoc
Possibly BP II ~a Psy.D

Rx:
AM Wellbutrin XL 300mg, Ritalin LA 30mg, Klonopin .5mg,
PM Geodon 160mg, Klonopin 1mg

Dx past: BP NOS w/ schizoid tendencies, Double depression, MDD or something
Rx past: Lithium+prozac, tegretol+paxil, effexor+wellbutrin, lexapro, cymbalta, provigil,
zoloft+ strattera, abilify (twice)+wellbutrin, lamictal+wellbutrin, risperdal, trileptal and a dash of xanax and klonopin

#4 User is online   mudpuppy 

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Posted 06 November 2009 - 11:39 AM

Welcome to the asylum.

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Posted 06 November 2009 - 11:46 AM

Welcome!

I'll be the first to pointedly NOT give you (((hugs))) to welcome you.

Walking like Igor... I do that now, and I'm 31, not 65...
"nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands"

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Posted 06 November 2009 - 12:19 PM

Welcome to Crazyboards!! You can be real on this site. I love how everyone is honest and tells it like it is. I hope you find the same!
"Be not the slave of your own past. Plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep and swim far, so you shall come back with self-respect, with new power, with an advanced experience that shall explain and overlook the old." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could."- Ralph Waldo Emerson

"The best measure of courage is the fear that is overcome."- Norman Dixon

Diagnosed with BPD1
Current Meds- Lamictal 400mg, Vyvanse 50mg
Past Meds- Gabitril 1 mg (HATED IT), Paxil, Wellbutrin, Xanax, Prozac, Abilify

#7 User is offline   Mayteana 

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Posted 06 November 2009 - 12:50 PM

View PostStormienite, on 06 November 2009 - 11:13 AM, said:

I am a work in progress. My goal is to achieve at least a dozen different disorders, more daily meds (up to 20 now whoohoo) and hopefully be in an asylum drooling and walking like igor by 65. Can she do it ladies and gentlemen? *shakes Magic 8 Ball* "Unclear. Ask again later." Well poo.


Oh, you'll fit in just fine :)

Welcome to CB!

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Posted 06 November 2009 - 03:23 PM

Who let you in? Quick, somebody close the gates!

heh


Welcome to our little asylum. You can speak pretty freely here. Just don't insult my cooking and we'll be fine.

olga
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Posted 06 November 2009 - 04:34 PM

Allllll Aboard...make yourself comfortable on our crazy train.
Current Dx: BPII, rapid cycling; GAD, OCD, PMDD


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it does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble or hard work. It means to be in the middle of those things and still be calm in your heart.

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Posted 06 November 2009 - 05:54 PM

Hiya.
PTSD , MDD, a bit of PMDD for extra confusion.

rx: Amitriptyline 175mg ; various nsaids/painkillers/vitamins

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Posted 06 November 2009 - 09:54 PM

I believe most "cuber (((hugs)))" are looked down upon here. Especially by me. As they say... you dont fart rainbows. And noone here does, or pretends to.

Oh yeah, WELCOME!!!

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Posted 06 November 2009 - 09:58 PM

welcome. and I hear you on the not all smily and happy all the time.

reality is allowed and encouraged.
probably bipolar NOS. possibly adjustment disorder w/ mixed mood and anxiety components or MDD w/ anxiety. still a dx in progress, I guess. Some trauma elements.

current RXs: Effexor (150 mg), Ativan (0.5 mg daily; lorazepam), Lamictal (250 mg; lamotrigine); Halcion (triazolam); levothyroxine (75 mcg) and
birth control.

Past Rxs: zoloft (like a sugar pill); lexapro (hit an anxiety/akathesia problem); wellbutrin; seroquel; ambien; risperdal

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Posted 08 November 2009 - 01:08 AM

View PostMayteana, on 06 November 2009 - 01:50 PM, said:

View PostStormienite, on 06 November 2009 - 11:13 AM, said:

I am a work in progress. My goal is to achieve at least a dozen different disorders, more daily meds (up to 20 now whoohoo) and hopefully be in an asylum drooling and walking like igor by 65. Can she do it ladies and gentlemen? *shakes Magic 8 Ball* "Unclear. Ask again later." Well poo.


Oh, you'll fit in just fine :)


haha, this is exactly what I was thinking at that point in the original post 'oh yeah, she'll fit in great here' ^_^
I'm glad you found us, welcome to cb!
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warning: I often write novels vs. posts-- please skim if you need to, just don't get scared off by the quantity of babble!

  • me: am 22 years old (feel about 90 sometimes), am a photographer, makeup artist, and college student
  • dx: april'07: "mdd and adhd (inattentive)," mid'08: tack on "hyper-somnolence" (ie: meg sleeps too much)
  • mdd rx: wellbutrin xl 450mg, zoloft (sertraline) 150mg, lamictal 100mg
    • dec'07: depression is IN REMISSION. I don't believe it either! I <3 you, lamictal.
    • jan'09: just finished up my first year without depression, since, uh, 4th grade? I'm proof that stability can happen- please hang in there.
  • other rx: adderall xr 20mg in the am + 20mg regular later (for unexplained fatigue)
    • atenalol 25mg (beta-blocker for hand tremors that I get from lamictal)

"And when finally the bottom fell out
I became withdrawn,
The only thing I knew how to do
Was to keep on keepin'on like a bird that flew,
Tangled up in blue."
- Bob Dylan "Tangled up in Blue"



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