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Hi, I'm Jenny and I was diagnosed with BPD years ago. I've been slowly recovering, and I thought I had hit a stable point in my life until my twin brother decided out of the blue that he was moving halfway across the country. Combine that with a miscarriage and I'm on my way spiraling back down. Let's see...I'm 28, I have a history of self-injury (which I have recently started again) and binging, binging/purging. I had one pdoc who was my lifeline through my sucidal years and she's in another state right now. My tdoc is now part of an impatient program and as a mother of 5 little rugrats I can't bring myself to be inpatient anywhere right now. I started seeing a new pdoc recently who has only made every single issue worse, I actually went to my last session with her feeling relatively normal and left feeling borderline suicidal. I am totally fucked up, and the worst part is that my husband doesn't even have a clue that I'm crazy so I'm left to try to deal with this alone and pretend to be normal. I came to these boards hoping to find out that I'm not the only crazy one out here.
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- Bipolar Barbie
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Posted 18 March 2010 - 06:12 PM
You're definitely not the only crazy one around here. I hope you're able to find some of the answers and support you're looking for.
When you get a chance, take a minute to look over the rules, and feel free to pm a mod or admin with any questions.
When you get a chance, take a minute to look over the rules, and feel free to pm a mod or admin with any questions.
Dx:Bipolar I ADHD
Rx: Lithium 750; Effexor, 150mg; Adderall, 30mg Lamictal 50mg and rising.
Rx: Lithium 750; Effexor, 150mg; Adderall, 30mg Lamictal 50mg and rising.
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- Is there a hole for me to get sick in?
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Posted 18 March 2010 - 06:33 PM
Hi, I'm crazy too, according to many sources, but the professionals always want to say "noooooo, you're not crazy"
Psssh.
Welcome to the boards, I hope you stay a while!
Psssh.
Welcome to the boards, I hope you stay a while!
What the docs wrote down about my Crazy: GAD, Social Phobia, Panic Disorder, "Mood issues"
The pills they give me to fix this shit: Pristiq 50mg, Clonazepam 1mg 3x per day, Abilify 5mg, Valerian 350mg at bedtime
Pills that did NOT fix this shit: Sertraline, Buspirone, Mirtazipine, Paroxetine, Gabapentin, Effexor XR, Lorazepam, Fluoxetine, Cymbalta, Zolpidem, Bupropion XL
sun moon stars rain
"My eyelashes are heavy
And my hands are unsteady
I reckon I'll just lay here on the floor
And I've seen all my nightmares before" - Keller Williams
"And I take the beauty of my chaos over any one else's perfection, I've still woken up on the wrong side of the bed every day since 1987" -Johnny the Hobo and the Frieght Trains
"I'll scream 'till I die and the last of those bad thoughts are finally out" -Avett Brothers
The pills they give me to fix this shit: Pristiq 50mg, Clonazepam 1mg 3x per day, Abilify 5mg, Valerian 350mg at bedtime
Pills that did NOT fix this shit: Sertraline, Buspirone, Mirtazipine, Paroxetine, Gabapentin, Effexor XR, Lorazepam, Fluoxetine, Cymbalta, Zolpidem, Bupropion XL
sun moon stars rain
"My eyelashes are heavy
And my hands are unsteady
I reckon I'll just lay here on the floor
And I've seen all my nightmares before" - Keller Williams
"And I take the beauty of my chaos over any one else's perfection, I've still woken up on the wrong side of the bed every day since 1987" -Johnny the Hobo and the Frieght Trains
"I'll scream 'till I die and the last of those bad thoughts are finally out" -Avett Brothers
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Posted 18 March 2010 - 09:24 PM
We got lotsa crazies, and lotsa crazy moms, so you'll fit right in.
Check out the blogs and chat---two ways to connect with our other members.
I'm glad you found us and I hope we can help you in some way.
olga
Check out the blogs and chat---two ways to connect with our other members.
I'm glad you found us and I hope we can help you in some way.
olga
He who has health, has hope; and he who has hope, has everything.
--Thomas Carlyle
--Thomas Carlyle
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