Posted 10 May 2013 - 01:14 PM
i have a hard time eating meat... it wasn't always that way, but to me the texture of most meat grosses me out now. when i'm at home i cook it for my husband, but i never eat any. when my ED was out of control, i gave up eating meat, and i never really regained my taste for it i think.
but i do notice that when i'm visiting my family and eat what's prepared for me, even if i don't like it, something in me feels "better". i feel calmer or something. i can't put my finger on what it is. you'd think this would convince me to eat meat more often, but when i get home i still resist because i don't enjoy it... and go back to eating peanut butter instead.
BPI/II (depending on whom you ask), DDNOS, ED issues (recovered anorexic), major anxiety issues, PTSD issues (now subclinical), hallucinations NOS.
wellbutrin 300 mg, clonazepam 1.5 mg, seroquel 50 mg, synthroid 0.1625 mg, vitamins D3, B12, omega3. PRNs - seroquel, ibuprofen, tylenol, nicotine, caffeine, chocolate
lithium, lamotrigine, prozac, paxil, zoloft, effexor, citalopram, latuda, lyrica, imipramine, nortyrptaline, lorazepam, buspar, mirtazipine, risperdal, remeron, abilify, parnate, zyprexa, zopicolone, l-tryptophan, trazadone, melatonin, ECT, more stuff i can't remember