Posted 10 May 2013 - 01:14 PM
i have a hard time eating meat... it wasn't always that way, but to me the texture of most meat grosses me out now. when i'm at home i cook it for my husband, but i never eat any. when my ED was out of control, i gave up eating meat, and i never really regained my taste for it i think.
but i do notice that when i'm visiting my family and eat what's prepared for me, even if i don't like it, something in me feels "better". i feel calmer or something. i can't put my finger on what it is. you'd think this would convince me to eat meat more often, but when i get home i still resist because i don't enjoy it... and go back to eating peanut butter instead.
BPI/II (depending on whom you ask), DDNOS, ED issues (recovered anorexic), major anxiety issues, PTSD issues (now subclinical), hallucinations.
wellbutrin 300 mg, latuda 20 mg, clonazepam 1 mg, synthroid 0.1625 mg, Vitamin D 1000. PRNs - seroquel, ibuprofen, tylenol, nicotine, caffeine, chocolate
lithium, lamotrigine, prozac, paxil, zoloft, effexor, citalopram, wellbutrin, lyrica, imipramine, nortyrptaline, lorazepam, buspar, mirtazipine, risperdal, remeron, abilify, seroquel, parnate, zyprexa, zopicolone, l-tryptophan, trazadone, melatonin, omega-3, B6, ECT, more stuff i can't remember