TakeAChillPill

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About TakeAChillPill

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  • Birthday 09/06/80

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    MUSIC, my diet, Scrabble, kitties, Facebook, Crazyboards, Painting, Jewelry Making, Selfie Taking, Loving Life, etc

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  1. I'm sipping hot chai tea with agave nectar and cream while waiting for my eggs to boil.  I have a protein craving.  

  2. Especially right now my answer is a strong no. My flavor of mental illness is not even touched by psychiatric medication. I've accepted that my personality is warped. I am not a giver even though I possess elements of an empath/ highly sensitive person. I know what a person is feeling and why but I don't care or feel obligated to do something about it. If I could change this about myself I would because it's admittedly creepy. Having no nurturing bones within me would make me a mess of a mother. On one hand it might produce some resilient adults but that most likely would not be the outcome. Another thing is I don't seek out relationships and don't desire them. Parenting is easier as a team so having kids by myself is foolish!
  3. Home today.  It's cloudy and less hot but equally as humid.  I'm in my room with two fans and the AC.  Looks like it will rain today. No babysitting today!  I'm free.  All I have to think about is if I want to go to a fancy restaurant with my parents this evening. If I'm going I just need to switch outfits.  I'm next to my kitty in bed and she's being a real cuddly sweat pea today.  She's relieved I am staying with her today instead of at my moms house.  She's biting my smartphone right now as I type.  

     

  4. It is my opinion that Coke is bad for your mental illness and you should try to get sober. Mixing Coke with your psychiatric medications is also not s great idea. Neither the Coke or the meds will work as intended. Thay being said, we don't condone illegal things on this board.
  5. A warm shower feels so good when its been a couple of days!

     

  6. It's only 5:30am and I'm showered already and I am very much hoping that my dad wakes up soon to take us to breakfast.  

    I'm always up with the birds.  The sun hasn't officially risen yet either.  Sleep was okay but interrupted by umpteen trips to go pee. I did have too much liquid yesterday.  

    I'm just happy to be awake and alive.  Maybe I'll go make a coffee!

  7. I'm tired in a peaceful and relaxed way.  If given my bed right now I'd be down for the count.  

    I took my cat in for her yearly wellness exam today at 9:30am.  Kitty is so glad it's all over now!  She's been a cuddle bug all day now. 

    I want to have my thyroid checked.  

  8. Eating canned green beans with Boca meatless crumbles and sugar free ketchup.  I don't know why it tastes so good.  

  9. 2:30am.  

    Aboutvto tune into Netflix. 

  10. No Adderall Day 2.  

    I slept in til 11am today totaling about 10 hours of sleep. 

    It was oppressively hot today and there was an air quality alert.  Despite this I got a lot done. Errands. 

    I feel slightly unfocused but thankfully not depressed or anything uncomfortable.  I still eat like I'm on Adderall.  I don't eat excessively.  I'm weighing in on Tuesday.

  11. I feel like even if I get a degree in Psych I'll never amount to anything because in school a person is basically being entertained and learning without having to WORK HARD. What if I can only do school work and working without the pat on the back from professor or the high GPA will seem pointless? I have issues. UGH. I need to have a better work ethic.
  12. There's not always enough to write about in my blog and that brings me to the status update box.  

    I only took 5mg Adderall IR this morning and haven't taken any since.  It's 9:15pm now.  

    I'm sitting at my new big desk that is in my kitchen.  There's going to be so much homework done here starting in August.  

    I am going to do something practical and also symbolic tomorrow.  I will give away all the food that I don't want to be a temptation including things like peanut butter and cake mix.  I have not so fresh fruit that needs to be thrown away too.  Fruit is not bad at all but I want to be able to look in my refrigerator or pantry and see an empty slate. No food in sight.  I don't want to see food until time to eat.  I'm keeping a bad of raw almonds and a tub of plain yogurt.  

     

  13. I bought myself this. 

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    1. whatsizbucket

      whatsizbucket

      I love it!  What a god thing to have, to remind us that we are great people.

  14. Does anyone else find that the days you take your stimulant, you sleep like baby at night and wake up refreshed? I do! I'm so happy that I am finally getting restful and conistent sleep with the help of Adderall. I take 10mg IR once in the morning and sometimes I take a second dose around lunch or dinner. I was reading good article abut it. Let me get the link. It's from Tuck.com. If it's accurate information, it seems very informative. https://www.tuck.com/stimulants-and-sleep/
  15. I am majoring in psychology so i can become a research associate. i would never make a good therapist or teacher for that matter because I'm not motivated to be a giver. I am always nice to people but compassion is something I am lacking. i have a very pronounced I Don't Give A Fudge attitude. I also can't have kids for the same reason. My heart is frozen. I'm emotionally void in some ways. I am however highly motivated to learn and make something of myself even. I have 4 more semesters of community college and then i'm transferring to a four year for my bachelor's in psychology. Hurray!