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  1. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Like I'm gaining weight...
  2. Pdoc floated going IP for a while to deal with my suicidal issues...I rejected because of my cat responsibilities so we're increasing my Seroquel for now.

  3. whatever the weather

    Getting into the lower 30's here...first cold snap
  4. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Agitation still breaking through...
  5. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Nervous...pdoc plans for me to cut back on my Saphris as Seroquel gets to a therapeutic range.
  6. Yeah, I think the communication is good...I think my pang of nervousness is because I don't really have a deep history with the psychiatrist. My old doctor had treated me since 2005, while this new doc has been with me for just a few months. The insight my psychologist can offer is probably especially useful during this transition. I just happened to have a crisis at the same time and I haven't been too rational. I get so dang nervous during and especially following my sessions these days. My memory is always so disjointed that I don't have a good idea of exactly what transpires so I can't tell if I make any sense to either one of them. @echolocation thank you for your insight and kind thoughts.
  7. I see my psychologist (I'm not sure, is that a tdoc?) weekly (twice weekly lately) and the psychiatrist less often (was monthly until very recently, get in more frequently now due to very serious suicidal ideation). Is it unusual for them to be in communication with each other about how I'm doing? I gave them permission and they are part of a shared practice and their offices are about 20 feet apart. It seems like a good thing to me...after a session the psychologist took me right over to the psychiatrist and got me an appointment scheduled for the next day, well in advance of what was possible based on the scheduling the office staff offered. Today my psychiatrist said she had a chance to talk to my psychologist...(she didn't say this but keeping me safe is their goal)...but I had a brief pang of nervousness. I have lied about removing my go to method of punching out of the world...this I feel bad about as I really try to provide full and accurate disclosure. I guess I was worried about ending up in the hospital until I get sorted out.
  8. Dear G_d, another night and another night of suicidal ideation

  9. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Hopeful, starting Seroquel XR again tonight.
  10. Going to start Seroquel again tonight...I already feel fatter. LOL

  11. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Very annoyed...Walgreens won't fill my lorazepam refill from my old doctor because I just picked up my clonazepam refill from my new doctor. They say they have to call the doctor tomorrow...they are going to get my old doctor that no longer has my records. Oh well, I'll be seeing my new doctor in the morning but still annoyed...they were acting like I was trying to pull a fast one.... edit: as I think about it it's more of a sickening feeling
  12. What are you listening to right now?

    Kate Bush
  13. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Much better today...I have no idea why...
  14. Two nights of rumination/suicidal ideation hell.  Something's got to change or this will end poorly. Tdoc today recommended i go IP to get stabilized in a safe environment.    I just can't do it.  I've got cats and kittens that depend on me (if I choose to check out, I'll be sure to be found quickly...so my vet nephew can help with them), my family all live in another city (they wouldn't know how to handle or understand my situation anyway) and I don't have anyone to lean on.  I called my pdoc's office and got my appointment moved up but I'm going to message her directly through the portal to get some advise.  I seem more rational tonight for what that's worth.