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About sonicwhite

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  • Birthday 04/01/85

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    In your neck of the woods.
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    I love Ministry. I have a passion to do the will of God. There is nothing in this world that can fill that hunger....I'm going back to school and I'm not making any excuses.....I love my cat's. Yes I am a cat man......

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  1. I have been on suboxone for like four months. I have tried several SSRI SNRI before with hardly any avail. I also have gbabapentin which I'm just now started to stop thinking about wanting to abuse it even the instill get tempted. Anyways I have a intermittent opiate addiction for ten years but when I returned to Oklahoma in July I was abusing hydro codons everyday. In I think October I went to see a sub doc. At first the drug was too strong. Then I got used to it and needed the 16 mg of it originally prescribed to me. I notice ice a mood lift from it about 45 minutes after I dose. I'm curious as to know if anyone else here has also experienced the same thing. I hardly thinking of abusing opiates anymore. That's because all my opiate receptors are saturated.
  2. I have been on suboxone for like four months. I have tried several SSRI SNRI before with hardly any avail. I also have gbabapentin which I'm just now started to stop thinking about wanting to abuse it even the instill get tempted. Anyways I have a intermittent opiate addiction for ten years but when I returned to Oklahoma in July I was abusing hydro codons everyday. In I think October I went to see a sub doc. At first the drug was too strong. Then I got used to it and needed the 16 mg of it originally prescribed to me. I notice ice a mood lift from it about 45 minutes after I dose. I'm curious as to know if anyone else here has also experienced the same thing. I hardly thinking of abusing opiates anymore. That's because all my opiate receptors are saturated.
  3. I started Suboxone about three months ago. At first I couldn’t handle the side effects. The headaches and cloudiness. Than over time I got used to it. I at first was prescribed two 8 mg film a day. At first I could only handle one film so I to,d them I didn’t need two. Wulp, I went in their office yesterday and told then that one film wasn’t doing it. They em were more than happy to give me two and said if we need to go higher just call me and we will. When i I got back from TN to Oklahoma I was abusing opiates like everyday. I couldn’t stop taking them. I had an uncontrollable urge to get high using Norco. I am thankful I found a doc because my life has been so much better since then. Is it safe to be on klonopin and Suboxone? I’m on .23 twice a day of klonopin so I think I’m fine. Anyways I need to update my sig so you guys can see the progress I’ve made in the last year.
  4. HOWdy Allen.

    Ya sorry for that. I’m not abusing anymeds. I was gifted by a doc who had compassion on my anxiety. She doesn’t have a problem giving me klonopin. Now if it were Xanax than ya she would probably have a problem. The He thing isn’t a had a nocturnal seizure about five weeks ago. How I know is that I wet the bed and was kinda out of it. I straight told her that I wanted off this med but she said you’re going to fast on your taper. Anyways. She just wrote me a script and said she never let me run out. I’m thankful for this. From March to July I suffered the worst type of pain. Never again will I have the trust I used to have with doctors. Anyways I fired all my docs in Tennessee and moved back to Oklahoma. I’m trying to get my own place and then from there build me a nest egg. Im just thankful that’s all.
  5. HOWdy Allen.

    Hello peeps. Well moved back to okie. I found a doc that reinstated my klonopin but I refused to go above .25 twice a day. I had two seizures as you all no in TN and when I got back to Oklahoma I had a Nocturnal seizure. I called my PCP and I said I don’t have any other option but to come off the one script I had of klonopin. She said what do you want me to do. I told her let’s just up the dreaded gabapentin and with a stern NO she was like it’s already at its max. She said why why don’t we continue the klonopin. I was like I only have two weeks left of .125 twice a day. She said I don’t have a problem giving it to you. She also made an appointment to see a neurologist. I was stunned. I was shunned by so many doctors in TN that I couldn’t believe she said that. Im thankful that here in Oklahoma you’re treated like a human. Wulp folks it’s nice to see y’all. I’m doing everything by the books.
  6. Ok, I've made up my mind. I'm not going to be ruled around by a drug. Right now I'm in a pocket of heaven. I see why it was so important to detox. I hope the days in the future will be swell.
  7. Ok, I've made up my mind. I'm not going to be ruled around by a drug. Right now I'm in a pocket of heaven. I see why it was so important to detox. I hope the days in the future will be swell.
  8. Ok, I've made up my mind. I'm not going to be ruled around by a drug. Right now I'm in a pocket of heaven. I see why it was so important to detox. I hope the days in the future will be swell.
  9. Arc and kill you

    Got my Klonopin and I'm at .25 every day. I'm weaning the cold turkey was too much. They say that those who CT usually don't last.
  10. 25 mg three times a day. 90 count.
  11. Has anyone used this for sleep. My doc prescribed this for anxiety but t didn't do anything for my anxiety. Just made me tired. So when I see the doc next Monday I'm going to ask if I can use it for sleep. Im hoping it works since I'm not allowed benzos or Ambien.
  12. Ok I had a seizure in April. Actually two. So I never went back to my doc to get a appt to see a brain doc. Actually my phone was turned off. So my dad said the first one lasted like four minutes. Then I had one in the ER and they have me Ativan. Okay so what happened the day I had them I took twenty two gabapentin trying to release and ease my benzos withdrawLs. My dad counted the pills and gave them to the emt that picked me up. I have no desire to abuse but at the same time I do. I fear I'll have another seizure because the docs say that benzos withdrawal in the first week is where you have a seizure. A nurse said it was because of the klonopin ct Turkey Should I go to a brain doc in case it might kill me
  13. Ok, I took my nighttime meds. Ain't even tired. Is this a sign of hypomania? M thoughts race but I'm content. I'm happy and I want to stay up but I also know I have to get some sleep. M gabapentin was reduced from 300 mg to 200 mg three times a day. I think ink I've been on abilify for almost two months now. Insomnia has always been a problem when on Abilify but it is a sweet anti-psychotic. Idk why I'm up like I am. I'm getting more on fire for God. I know no preaching. I mean I'm not going to be concerned until I seeing it from other ppl that I'm acting weird. The only symptom is racing thoughts and insomnia. I have pharmagaba which is good to relax you. I hope I'll be ok.
  14. I cannot get out of the loop of thinking that I died in 05 and I'm in heaven. But that I'm going to get kicked out if I sin. I mean what am I supposed to do. But my paranoid mind is nothing like it was in 05 even tho heaven was the theme. I'm really anxious and scared. I even walked outside in my boxers and got on my knees and told God I'm sorry. Do I sound like I need inpatient?
  15. Ugh man, this benzo withdrawal waxes and wanes. I am hurting when ppl come around I don't want to be around anyone. I go back in and hide. Ugh I hate this.
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