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About MooMeMa

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  • Birthday 11/21/1990

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    New Hampshire
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    Paranormal, writing, becoming an EMT/Paramedic, gaming, simming, watching fart videos on youtube.

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  1. I really am such a terrible person holy crap. 

  2. Me nearly every day of my life. I didn't have the "realization" until a couple of years ago when it just popped into my head sitting here one day...That I had no idea who I am as a person, what my true personality is, what my real opinions are on things. I'm always flip-flopping and forever stuck in that phase of "finding myself" by testing the waters. I realized then that I'm barely human at this point, and more of a shell of what I "once was" (I'm using that phrase loosely because even as a teenager, my depression & anxiety ruled over me so I have no clue what part of me was real or not.)
  3. We're made to feel like shit every single day because nobody takes our problems seriously. People love to bitch and moan yet they never want any action taken to prevent horrible things from happening. The cycle will continue to repeat itself until SOMETHING is done.  (That something being better gun control AND mental health care).

  4. Mental illness needs to be taken more seriously! These fucking shootings will NEVER FUCKING STOP if people keep ignoring one of the big problems! Not all mentally ill people become homicidal maniacs but a lot do. Doing what these murderers do is NOT normal and people need to stop writing it off as "OH HE WAS JUST ANGRY" "OH WHO CARES STFU ABOUT THEM". I  got into a facebook argument because my Aunt refused to understand what I was saying...She kept spewing the same shit about "Oh I DON'T CARE IF HE WAS MENTALLY ILL I DON'T CARE THIS AND THAT INNOCENT PEOPLE DIED BLAH BLAH HE'S TO BLAME" yet I never said he wasn't to blame....Only that mental health care is horrible and too many people ignore obviously disturbed people. 

    Mental illness is seen as a joke by "normal" people. We get told to "get over it" or "stop feeling that way". These school shooters and serial killers always show signs of having issues but everyone around them writes them off. Add on a horrible mental health care system and it's a recipe for disaster...

  5. My Mother is pushing me to my limits. You'd think the reality of all these young people in town ( old friends or  classmates) dying and her friends losing their child would snap her to reality but I guess that's not the case. 

  6. I hope my brother dies in his sleep tonight. 

  7. Fuck...Two month until my birthday...Please no...I can't bare getting older. agh

  8. Having no thyroid gland sucks. Relying on hormone pills for the rest of my life sucks. Between my mental health issues and constantly fluctuating hormones, I've been a an awful crabby mess. I mean terribly moody and snapping at my Mom over EVERY little thing and just having 0 patience with every aspect of life. These mood swings are different than the one I experienced cuz of mental illness growing up...almost worse. It's driving me CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! lol

  9. What are you listening to NOW?

  10. I really can't live in this house anymore and it's driving me insane. Like crazy to the point where I consider walking into the woods and just sitting there until I die. 

    1. jt07


      Sometimes I can relate to this.

  11. I wish I could live another life - nothing too crazy or extravagant, but I want to be reborn as a different person. I wish life was like a movie where some  random old lady walked up to me and granted me one wish (minus the horrible twist on said wish). 

  12. I wish I could remember what it felt like to feel any real emotions. :lol:

  13. Gahhh I went to check the cheerio box to get some for my ratties and saw a dead mouse. That poor little mouse...I feel so bad for the innocent wittle thing...just trying to get food..aghhh

  14. These whole mood swings of being depressed, lazy, mad and wanting to die to being happy, hopeful and motivated to do stuff is going to kill me.  -_-

  15. I've been toying with the idea of getting partial dentures since my teeth are bad and make me self-esteem even worse....It's just a matter of when will I get the balls to do something.