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Crazygorilla

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About Crazygorilla

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  • Birthday 04/11/1988

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  1. I was taken to a blog when I logged in yesterday...
  2. Running on only 40 minutes sleep today, I think I am starting to wonder what sleep really is these days...

    1. The Right Honourable Jimmy

      The Right Honourable Jimmy

      Im havin a sort of sleep crisis too but its because i moved houses and havin struggles with college. i'm not sure sleep meds are appropriate for me if the reason is environmental. But my sleep issues are quite bad to be honest and since im bipolar sleep is vital. Its all confusing.  Don't know what to do.

  3. Are you a recluse

    I have no clue??? The only people I have ever seen either do not deal with it or hardly ask me too much about it or won't go there with me... Its never been a " main " problem my team to try and help me with it, Bar just telling me the whole make sure I keep it clean and if I need to get it checked out go to my GP...
  4. Are you a recluse

    Sorry for the late reply on your replies; Well my T said I was too stubborn to do something like that and that I would not allow myself to go to places where I needed to go, Hard to be fully open when you do not trust the said person, Plus what she used to say to me, But the funny thing is I was with her for a whole year before she left and never once did she say that it was not for me until our last two??? appointment's and in the letter too... Oh I cannot email her, Sorry if I seemed I could!!! I can only reach her by calling up the office where she is based and that's even if my message gets passed to her, I got a letter from her last week with an appointment for a week today to see her and I have to admit I haven't bothered to try and reach her again as what's the point... She is not going to do anything for me right now, Sorry, And I start CBT tomorrow, Plus I have had family stuff going on for the past two weeks too or so which has took my time up... Yes my family comes first before myself ha... But thank you for replying to me and once again sorry for the late reply...
  5.  " He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you. "...

  6. Are you a recluse

    Well with what my old Tdoc has said and put in her discharge letter, " I am not in a place where Psychodynamic will help me " Ect I do not want to say too much as I will go into one hell of a rant about her and what she has said, Sorry... I was referred to a lady from the CBT team and I am being given just six sessons from her but it may not last that long because of what she and I want to try and work with my tip me far too over the edge, Plus they do not normally work with people whom self harms and binge eats I was told, So they are taking a huge risk with me already... Then once that is done my team seem to have no clue what to do with me... Sorry I feel like I am just going on and on... Yeah I have kinda a team at the moment, But it normally is always my CPN who does the running around and fighting for me to get something, Well last night when I wrote my reply it was like 6PM here so she would of been at home and now I won't be able to get hold of her until Tuesday as its a bank holiday here on Monday, That if my message will get passed onto her from when I call... Thank you Heilmania and Melissaw72 for taking time and replying back to me!!!...
  7. Are you a recluse

    I do not have a Tdoc now as she retired a few months ago, I have a Pdoc but its not someone I can call and speak with as I see different ones each time and I never know who it will be until the day of my appointment... I reached out to my CPN and she hang up on me because I was getting angry as to why she hadn't bothered to try and reach me in 5 weeks since I cancelled my last appointment as I could not even face going out to that, Bearing in mind here I have not seen her for over 20 weeks now and normally it was monthly or three weekly or sometimes once a week I saw her and I do not even think they know I tried to take my life near enough 3 weeks ago too... Sorry I hope I am not coming across as poor me or something as thats not what I mean or anything like that or if I am making myself clear, Sorry...
  8. What are you listening to NOW?

  9. Are you a recluse

    Am I a recluse, Hmmm??? At the moment I am very much locking myself away from the outside world and hardly go outside or speak with someone whom isn't my mum, Sister or niece, Not really spoken to my own MH team in months as they haven't bothered with me... Haven't managed to even face going out to get my med's weekly so been without for near enough two months and the whole idea of going out somewhere scarys me, Knowing people are looking at me and speaking about me, Laughing at me ect, I will cry at times knowing I have to go out somewhere even if its to the shop around the corner... Food shopping has all been done online or when my mum has gone out I will ask her to get me things, Even thought she never gets what I ask for as she gets it mixed up ha... My sister has texted me this evening and asked if I would like to go out with her tomorrow upto a shopping park as a new store has opened, Plus she wants new shoes and I haven't even answered her because right now I want to say no but I know deep inside I need to go because very soon I will start taking my niece to school twice a week and pick her up once a week, It would of been more but as one has become more unwell we are hoping I can manage that for now...
  10. The person below me...

    I sure do... The Person Below Me likes cold winter nights???...
  11. Just wanted to say as you left chat; That I do HOPE you stay safe and you look after yourself m'darling...

  12. What are you listening to NOW?

  13. The person below me...

    Yep... The Person Below Me; Is spending money what they really should not be???...
  14. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Numb and very much detached from everything what is happening around me...
  15. Time for a new word association thread

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