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    3d, music, animals, hp

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  1. holy shit, I got on disability, and for some reason they gave me 5400 $ for the last six months (maybe they said they are going to do that and I didn't listen?), and they will give me 730 $ per month for 2 years . . this actually means that I can move!!!!!
  2. strength

    I'm feeling better today, visualization and pretending I'm not sick does help alot
  3. what gives you the strength to keep fighting? I never felt so defeated . . why giving up on life is so comfortable? my self image is shattered.... I'm in bed for a week now, there is no fire in me, I don't anjoy anything, I feel like I live for those moments when I do smile and then it's back to my default feeling of defeat....... it's so sad, and I love and hate feeling sorry for myself How to you fix your life, how do you change without any strength? if only me as 11 years old could be here and scream at me to do something if that makes sense I know this mindset is my own doing so why I can't change it?
  4. what about that lgbt group meetings at your college?
  5. I do it too sometimes . . I'm just sick of crying so now I laugh instead
  6. I feel stuck here, I go outside and there is no one . . you can only hear a dog bark from a distance...... it's so lonley and I don't have money right now to move do you also feel like this? if you moved to the city how did you do it?
  7. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    I'm sorry about that, that was the depression and panic talking, I'm suffering from a physical illness and some days it's too much for me and I'm scared, but it's not over till it's over and I'm not going to give in and end it
  8. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    I'm in so much pain and panic, I lost, nothing will help and it just going to get worst, I can't believe this is my reality
  9. random thoughts!

    why nature is so cruel? why in something good there is also something bad? what is the point of diseases, if we die the disease die
  10. What are you afraid of?

    How do you deal with health problems? I mean what do you say to yourself to calm down, and not spiraling? My health is also a major trigger for my depression and anxiety . . it's taking its toll
  11. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    I don't want to be a human being, just for a little while lol
  12. No cut December

    you can do this, good luck!
  13. I made *That?*

    I learned 3d at college, but I kinda failed due to my depression and anxiety . . I want to do it for a living so hopefully I'm back on the 3d horse
  14. I made *That?*

    started a candle . .
  15. I'm sorry to hear that, your baby is a hero!