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  1. I sometimes forget what I am doing whils't I am doing it. which is bad when you are driving, It hasn't happended to me in a while, but everytime I would be driving, I would turn a corner, and completely forget that I was driving, I would just kinda sit there lifeless for a few seconds, then it was like OH SHIT, and I would slam on the brakes to avoid hitting someone/thing.
  2. Lamictal was hell every time I titrated. 50 -> 100 was the worst, 100 -> wasn't so bad, it still sucked though. when I went from 200 to 300 I got manic. 300 to 400 I just got not depressed. 400 seems pretty good for me. I still have really bad anxiety some times, but not really any depression.
  3. I would be dead, or a convicted serial killer...
  4. Lamictal gave me TERRIBLE anxiety until I got to 100mg then I actually started to feel mildly ok
  5. Oh my god that is sickening that he would talk to you like that :\ He is obviously the cunt face to talk that way to a woman, much less someone suffering from mental illness. If he wants you to feel better, he should support you and try to get you back on your feet! My girlfriend has very chronic depression and anxiety, we are always picking each other up to get back on our feet.
  6. Had a Tdoc that wouldn't see me because he knew me and my family.
  7. I am cash only. That pretty much does it.
  8. I'M GRADUATING FRIDAY AND I'M MOVING OUT SATURDAY, AND I AM GONNA SHUT OUT MY STEP DAD FOREVER, HE IS A CUNT, I HATE HIM, AND I HOPE HE DIES.
  9. Lithium is good, try it, The only side effect I have is every know and then I shake pretty badly. I actually lost a few pounds. And the thirst isn't too bad. I think the reason people gain weight is because they drink soda or something with a lot of calories when they get thirsty.
  10. My doctor likes to keep the diagnosis in the back of his mind, but manages meds based on your symptoms and not your lable. There is a point when It doesn't really matter if what you are doing is working.
  11. Yeah it fucks me up for a good week.
  12. I love my job, I work as a tech at a circuit board factory.
  13. just when it feels like you are getting your head screwed on straight, I crash again, will it ever end? I always hate when people tell me "it will get better there is more to life" its like, it might get better for a bit, but It always gets worse, and it never ends. I have thought more than once, there is only one way to stop the cycling. Trigger warning, I have an "emergency box" with multiple steps, timing for when to take what, and ultimately slip away from cyanide poisoning. Just in case you feel?
  14. I mean I guess I would need to know how bad, but lithium does that way worse than Lamictal, but you gotta take the good with the bad. I mean If it wasn't for Lamictal I would probably be dead. I just eventually got used to the side effects and I go about my life normally.
  15. you are only at 100, it doesn't even do anything until 200, and you can go up to 400.