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  1. Thats how. Say that, over and over again.
  2. Feeling distant from God

    For some reason a bad depression turn me into a christian. Since then I have gone back to being an atheist. Funny enough the whole time was fighting my atheist beliefs, it just gave me a good feeling about death, and I didn't want to face reality. But now that I am stable I am back to being an atheist, I am done lieing to myself.
  3. Took extra dose

    No. Unless you have habitually been taking .5 extra
  4. Anxiety and Lithium

    I didn't notice anything with lithium for anxiety.
  5. Da Faq just happened????

    http://store.steampowered.com/app/698780/agecheck My girlfriend got me to play it. It looks cute and innocent at first, errrrrr, wrong. It goes back quickly. Just look at the first tag lol
  6. Da Faq just happened????

    So, I think I know were the stress came from, because that is my known trigger. 1: that co-worker being a total bitch to me. 2: I played doki doki, and that fucked me up for some reason. IF YOU ARE MENTALLY ILL, DON'T PLAY THAT DAMN GAME!!!
  7. Da Faq just happened????

    I amaze myself sometimes as to how the hell I can power though some shit. Granted, When I get really anxious I take a shit ton of Klonapin, and drink a pot of coffee. And that makes me somewhat functional. "Do you usually turn to alcohol when it gets this bad?" Sort of, When then shit started back in highschool when things got bad I abused niquil and other stuff. But there were times that my bipolar and anxiety where blurring. Back when I lived with my parents once, I tore the house apart looking for cameras and microphones.
  8. I don't really know. I am not sure why, We were gonna have a meeting on thursday at work, and when I found out about it on monday, I instantly started worrying that it was about me. Because one of the employees has been pretty bitchy towards me lately, and she is known for running people out. Right off the bat I started worrying more and more all day. It hurt so bad that when I got home a little after 3:00, I was already wasted drunk before 4:00. I dont think I made it to 5:00pm. I woke up to my alarm at 4:45am the next day. When I get fucked up I can drink hard liquor out of the bottle like its water. Tuesday night and wednesday night were the same but wednesday I started to get suicidal. I made a suicide plan on what I would do if I got fired, who I would give my stuff to. So I just drank more and more and more, until I dont even remember honestly, I just remember waking up. Thursday morning we had our meeting and it had absolutely nothing to do with me and the entire thing was just one dillusion. That was one of the worst anxiety episodes I have had.
  9. Stigma

    I sure everyone here has to deal with this bull, especially from family. The most annoying for me, back when I was living with family, If I would do even the slightest strange thing my mom would say "have you been taking your meds" aaaaaaahhhhhhhhgggggggghhhh I hate that phrase!
  10. It cant be this hard

    what meds have you tried?
  11. How can this even be possible?

    Sounds mixed, seriously talk to your doctor because this is like the most dangerous state a bipolar can be in.
  12. swallowing pills is getting very hard

    The crackers is a good idea, thanks! I would do juice, but that doesn't go well with diabetes. Anything sweet makes my blood sugar spike up to like 350, and I feel like total shit until my insulin kicks in and it comes back down. Juice is HORRIBLE for this. I pretty much only eat starch and protein because sugary stuff gets absorbed much faster than the insulin does.
  13. for the last like week or 2 its getting harder and harder to swallow pills. I gag and chock before I get them down. This morning I thought I was gonna throw up. And lithium Is this really sour/bitter metal taste, its like putting a penny in your mouth, but 10 times worse, and then you have to swallow it. Its getting really annoying, and kinda scary. The lamictal pill is that weird blue shield shape, and its kind of awkward to swallow as well. I used to take both of them at once, and now one at a time is almost impossible.