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About MusicFreak

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    Girl in a lonely world

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    Music, dance, drawing.
  1. hm, I can try. Thanks for the advise.
  2. unfortinantly, my scars are only on my lower leg. But whenever I walk with shorts, no one seems to notice. I would suggest trying to position your arms so that the scars aren't as visible, maybe look for a dress with long sleeves? Or at last, try to find some excuses like "My cat went wild." "I tripped and fell into the bushes (This one worked well for me)" I hope I am of help.
  3. Problem is, I'll have to comunicate that through my parents, don't I? I'm underaged, so they will have to control my meds, witch means I'll have to tell them, and they are dealing with my sister.
  4. Sorry if I'm posting this in the wrong forum. Does anyone else have extreme trouble looking people in the eyes? I feel like I physically can not do it for longer than a few seconds. It feels like they will look through my 'I'm fine." Mask, and other things I cannot explain for the life of me. Anyone else?
  5. Thanks. I don't'get them often, only when I'm already having a bad day, stress or suicidal thoughts, and there are lots of people. I don't want to bother my partents with this, and if I go to my mentor at school I'm 99% sure she'll inform them. But I'll look into it. Thanks again for replying @Jupiter7
  6. I think I may have had a panic attack two days ago. I'm sorry if I'm posting this in the wrong forum. Two days ago I was on camp with my school. There was this big bouncy thingy where you could jump and play on. It was dope for the first couple of hours. But then people started pushing each other and there was like 30+ people. One of my friends left the bouncy thing and the others where pushing each other off the thing and I was pushed onto the ground. And then It felt like there where to much people and they where all judging me. Then I ran away and I couldn't control my thoughts and I didn't know where to go and I couldn't breath well and it was terrifying. Was this a panic/anxiety attack?
  7. I can't seem to know when to shut up or when I'm not funny. I constantly get told that I'm not funny or things like that. I don't know how to fix it and it's giving me social anxiety. What do I do wrong? I try to subtly ask for help with my friends, but I make a joke of it, so they don't notice how much it bothers me. But it does, how do I fix this?
  8. Had an amazing 3 days of camp with my classmates and made a few new, and very good friends and we came up with the best name for out group. The FantasticFoursome!
  9. False I can't even remember my own most of the time... The person below me speaks 2 or more languages.
  10. I feel.... Meh. My legs hurt like H*ll, because I had 2 hours of gym class, had to cycle 8 km to and back from school with my backpack on my back, and had 1 hour of intense dance class. but I feel kinda alright.