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Fluent In Silence

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  1. What are you listening to right now?

  2. Apropos for this heat wave

    It's getting hot in here so take off all your clothes. Or maybe open a window. Eurgh! That song, those lyrics. The guy says "It's getting hot in here, so take off all your clothes". And the woman, somewhat robotically, says "I am getting so hot I wanna take my clothes off". And that's why global warming can't happen fast enough. I mean those are just terrible lyrics to this song which was successful wordwide, and all those people can't have such shit taste in music can they? They can and they do. Not sounding too smug there right?
  3. I spank my cat

    Sooo, not a euphemism then. Spanking the monkey. Spanking my cat. I shall not follow that train of thought.
  4. Why does anxiety have to suck so much?

    Yeah those little mistakes and misunderstandings. A misunderstanding about the pump number is not a big deal, but I know how such things can be a big deal. Some little mistake and I've failed as a human being. Normal people wouldn't make such mistakes. It's a load of crap though. People make mistakes and this doesn't even sound like it was your fault. Easier said than done I know. Years ago I was walking down the street past a couple of guys and I thought that one of them was addressing me, so I stopped and asked them what they wanted. They weren't talking to me and that was eeeek! embarrassing. Oh God! I'm such a weirdo who isn't fit to interact with other people. And you might read that story and think it's nothing, because it really is nothing, and yet I can still remember it years later. Your story about the pump numbers is nothing too, but I know the effect that such nothing things can have.
  5. Incels are Garbage.

    I don't think anyone's mentioned that the term 'incel' was coined by a woman. She set up a group and then left for some reason (She got laid I'm guessing). And then angry men took over. I don't lay any blame on her because I'm probably incel, but not in a dickish way. And she set it up as a place for the anxious people to talk about their difficulties finding relationships. That sounds good. How did that turn into an ideology for hating women? No-one wants to have sex with me! Thinks someone who'd drive a car into a crowd of people. Yeah that's a fucking mystery. Arsehole.
  6. Heroes

    That's the sort of thing I'm talking about. Some really nice stories there which made me smile. The world often seems grim and awful and I'm far too cynical for my own good, but there are good people out there.
  7. random thoughts!

    It's difficult when you think that you might be a bit crazy because you look at the world and it doesn't present a good example of sane and rational thought. I might be crazy but I'm not crazy enough to be sane. Hopefully I'm locked in a padded cell right now and President Trump is just a product of my deluded mind. I mean he must be right? There's no way that such a person could ever be elected President of the USA, that would be insane. I must be locked up somewhere wearing a straight jacket complaining to my therapist about how Donald Trump became President. And some day I'll get over my delusions because there could never be a President like that. Who would vote for such an arsehole? Oh he is really the President. Well ok, I guess we're all fucked then. You know I think it's a bad thing that people with different opinions can't seem to talk in a civilised way anymore. I guess I'm mostly a left leaning liberal snowflake but fuck it, you know the best thing about Democracy is that it acknowledges that no-one really knows the answers. If it were so clear cut then dictatorship wouldn't be a bad thing, but no-one knows shit. We all basically want the same things, even if we disagree about how we achieve them, so can't we discuss these things in a mature and productive way. Nope. And politicians have always been dicks but President Trump just seems like the end of civilisation. Sure we should talk about our conflicting opinions but not with some dumb fucking narcissistic cunt like Trump. Well I think I've made whatever fucking point I was trying to make.
  8. Heroes

    Erm... that was a bit full on maybe. Let's talk about cheerful things like the My Lai massacre. God I ruin everything. Just, you know those heart warming stories which make you think that people aren't all self interested cunts? Doesn't have to be someone who intervened to stop a war crime. There are many other ways to be a good person. Stuff like this.
  9. Heroes

    So I'm a cynical prick. We're all doomed as a species because people are scum blah blah blah. I sometimes read stories about people and I'm humbled by their damned decency and think that maybe I'm wrong. Depression can make you see the worst and ignore anything good. There are good people out there and they have made a difference. This story is an example. It's a horrific story but Hugh Thompson Jr is a hero. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkFa2lSNAGc
  10. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Not suicidal or anything (well there's a fucking great opening line. Well fucking done) but I don't know why I bother sometimes. I'm a damaged person and I'm incapable of love so my life is an abortion. Ahhhhhh! Moooooo! Meow! Too scared to try so I don't really know. I don't want to let anyone get close enough to hurt me so I keep everyone at a distance. Moooo! And that's the thing. Letting anyone close when I think that I'm a worthless piece of shit. Be alone alone alone alone forever. Boo fucking hoo.
  11. Funny Videos

    I find this video morally objectionable, and hilarious.
  12. Who else's spirit animal is Meg Myers?

    Nah I'm a mother fucking unicorn mother fuckers.
  13. whatever the weather

    Yeah it's not particularly original or funny but I'm going to do it anyway. Damn the consequences. Damn them! Damn then I say. Absolutely soaking wet. Eww! Bukkake is no laughing matter. Oh someone kill me.
  14. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Seeing the doctor tomorrow. I can make it that far. No I'm not that bad but I'm not that good either. Wearing those magical depression glasses which make everything look like shit. I was drunk last night and I ended up watching gore videos online, people getting shot, beheaded, run over etc. Not that I'm a psychopath and get off on stuff like that, just that I wanted to torture myself. Look at it! Look at it! That's what life is. Look at the shit people do to each other and tell me that life isn't awful. I'm really not well. Anger has no place to rest except on my own head. Fuck everything but fuck me especially. Useless fucking piece of shit. I'm a loser baby, so why don't I kill me? Good question, and it's a question that has been with me most of my life, which I'm not going to answer tonight so no need to look up those phone numbers. What are those numbers like? Feeling suicidal? Ring 0800 FUCKING HOPELESS and speak to Steve, who's a volunteer and is into modern dance. I don't know. Maybe they help people. I like to think that if I decide to kill myself then it will be a rational decision and there would be no need to ring anyone to talk me out of it because I've made a logical decision. Yeah I'm so fucking logical, everyone hates me and I don't belong anywhere. That's the logic talking rather than a deeply imbedded feeling of insecurity and fear of letting anyone get close to me.
  15. Our fathers......

    My father was never really a father. He wasn't a bad person but he was never really a father to me. He died after suffering from dementia. If I've turned out to be cold and untrusting then I think that it has a lot to do with my upbringing. I used to wish he'd take some interest in me but it never happened. He was more intelligent and better educated than my narcissist of a mother and we could've gotten along well maybe. He worked, and by his labour we were quite comfortable in body if not in mind.