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  1. How do you do a status update?

    i don't have it either , i'm on chrome, is it a browser specific thing?
  2. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    tired. again. woke up at 2:30am and could not go back to sleep. this is so frikkin old. idky they can't find something that will knock me out. holding out hope for later this month when the cannabis card comes through. so not my thing, but if it helps me sleep, i'd stand on one foot and quack like a duck. boss talked with me about tardiness yesterday, so great, now the job that keeps me awake at night will stress me out for fear of losing it because it makes me not sleep. maybe it would be a blessing, though idk how i'd pay my bills without it. i hate my head. PS: My kitty has already started the seasonal snuggling. my one good thing.
  3. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    paranoid. very, very paranoid.
  4. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    tired and annoyed. i can't believe that f*ck texted me. my codependent withdrawal got a hit so i'm not in so much pain, but i'm pissed. maybe i'm over-reacting but i think it was a crappy text . i'm reading it to say "i miss my 'pet name for objectified sex toy' ". four days we don't speak and that's what he comes up with? at least i don't want to text him anymore.
  5. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Relieved my Facebook wasn't hacked and it was just me getting my account info confused lol
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  7. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    self-loathing and nauseous
  8. Your Cleaning Goals!

    I brought a bunch of old family pictures back to my apartment from storgae bc I need to clean my stuff out of the unit. I need to get all the pictures organized, but every time I start going through them I start crying. There's so many. Its such a mess. Part of me wants to throw them all away but I can't bring myself to do it. Blah.
  9. My date is 11/30/2015. I am for the first time since I got through my 90/90 thinking about drinking. AA pissed me off. Long story. Some are sicker than others. For real. I'm coming to realize the relationship I just ended was a replacement for the insanity of my drinking. I'm going crazy without all that adrenaline. All the fighting and roller coaster emotions. I keep thinking of going out, and indulging in my drink of choice. I know that means I should go to a meeting. But I have a lot of resentment. Also, AA doesn't get MI, which is why I had a falling out. Ffs, you can't quit benzos (rx'd), just bc program people think you're a junkie (oh I mean you can, but then there is the seizures and death part). I fell out with my sponsor bc she flipped out when my Dr put me on trazodone for insomnia. I was like, it's an antidepressant not a narcotic you moron. Anyway, I'm having a tough time. I'm glad you're here.
  10. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Anxious and distraught. Miss him so much. I MUST be crazy.
  11. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    accomplished! laundry done. new tires purchased and put on my car. (the old ones were bad and i was hydroplaning in the rain yesterday.)
  12. Anxiety causing sleep problems

    My sleep issues are all directly related to stress and anxiety. Friday, Saturday I can sleep great, Sunday can turn to crap bc I have to go back to work. I look at my fit bit data and whenever I have a stressful event it has a direct impact on rmy sleep. I'm supposed to be doing daily meditation / self hypnosis to offload stress throughout the day, but I've been too stressed to focus.
  13. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    also insanely tired. insomnia has been crazy since i stepped down my valium dose from 3mg to 2.5 at the beginning of the month. i can't wait until the rebound evens out. been on nightly benzos for insomnia for over a decade and i need to come off them. they don't do anything anymore, until i stop taking them. the titration is making me nuts. but i am ok with not having seizures and death, so i am compliant. ugh. also wondering how much of the current insomnia is the seasonal shift. how did it get to be almost october!?
  14. How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Annoyed. Bully at work picked the wrong day to fuxk with me. But it's work. I have to be pc. Passive aggressive comments will have to do. But I'm about done. We're both subcontractors from different companies working for the same corporate entity. So, there's no common HR to take it to. She's such a jerk. 😠 I have a whole room dedicated to that. Feel free to join me. I have tea.
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