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Why is it that when I have the most going on in my head,  I get stuck.  And there's 100 thoughts at once that all cross each other so I'm stuck with a stupid look on my face.  Don't know what to say , thought I'd share this stupid thing and make anyone who reads it that much dumber for doing so

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11 hours ago, Khloe said:

Why is it that when I have the most going on in my head,  I get stuck.  And there's 100 thoughts at once that all cross each other so I'm stuck with a stupid look on my face.  Don't know what to say , thought I'd share this stupid thing and make anyone who reads it that much dumber for doing so

It isn't stupid.  And I am not dumber for doing so.  It has happened to me too.

All the thoughts going on in your head makes things so confusing (from personal experience) and very stressful.

Are you on any meds?  There are meds out there that can help calm the thoughts down.  I've found APs work the best for me to do that.  They don't work 100%, but help much better than taking nothing would.

Are you under the care of a pdoc?

 

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It can be difficult to put things into words. For me it's saying things out loud. If you've caught me in the moment I can probably do it well if not then I'm useless and I just get frustrated. But chances are if you can't get the words out onto a text board you should come back later after you've figured out a brief bit of what you want to say and let it flow from there. That's how I deal with it anyway.

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