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ED problems resurface.

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I don't know why but after not really struggling with binging and purging for several years (9) I seem to be picking it up again. I told my psychiatrist and he recommended a place that has services for people with eating disorders but I feel like they'd not believe me that I have a problem because I'm overweight or they would judge. I'm scared my teeth will be ruined because it's hard not to whenever I binge. Seems like I almost-impulsively plan to binge hours in advance. 

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They come back sometimes. It's annoying, but it happens.

I suspect that the treatment place will believe you. It's worth investigating, and it could save your teeth. I wonder if your pdoc could help to reassure you with your weight, and maybe warn them in advance that this is particularly sensitive for you (as it is with everyone with an ED).

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