It's OK, DB. I'd share the clap with Murph anytime!
Well, OK, Murph, it's probably one of those "you had to be there" moments that's not entertaining to anyone else -
EXCEPT those in the permanent fog of a mental "Oregon Mist"!

and who, like me, survive on old memories!
To a dentist on Capital Hill in Seattle. Brother drove - per dentist instructions. No place to park nearby so we ended up maybe 4 or 5 blocks away from building. A good 5 minute walk.
Got to appointment. Had 2 Wisdom teeth pulled at same time. Gave me "Twilight" IV. Out like a light. Nothing recalled 'til IV stopped. Then totally 'back' - but stupid, joking, playful 'drunk'!
THEN this assistant comes out and tells me she has to help me to car! THE MOST BEAUTIFUL person my Benzo'd eyes had ever beheld (Of course, this was the ONLY time my eyes had been benzo'd! So...!) But my brother later confirmed that she was REALLY CUTE!
Anyway, I'm protesting. Don't NEED help to car. I'm "fine" etc. But she says it's a legal requirement!
So I finally 'click' & go "Ohhh Kaaay!" And I put my arm around her waist and pulled her into me and headed for the door with a goofy grin on both our faces and a 5 block walk ahead! I had become totally captivated.
Out the door. Off to the races!
But isn't that MY car???
Parked in loading zone.
RIGHT OUTSIDE THE DOOR!!! ???
As my head is trying to process this my brother is opening the car door and he and the assistant are both grinning from ear to ear! Probably laughing! And I was too disappointed for the humor to really register. (Luckily, I guess, the benzos were still working!)
True story of "true love" in the life of "Benzo the Clown!"
(I do love Valium. Too much to trust myself to not 'abuse' it!)
PS - DB, if Lithium worked so well, why the fear? I understand it's a lot safer than it used to be and the monitoring is easier? - Don't "know" this. Just what I've heard compared to what it was when I took it with, I think, weekly blood draws at a hospital some ways away from where I lived. Big hassle!
Maybe you should try again. Or were there other issues?