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  1. I'm doing better and seeing my crap pshyc. I get uncontrolled laughing know. The Zyprexa was making me really sick. My symptoms have gone down by half. Anyone have uncontrolled laughing or crying?
  2. I got off Zyprexa which was making me allot worse. Voices and hallucinations screaming at me and I really couldn't stop eating. I spent a whole night screaming at voices top of my lungs following a full dystonic reaction. My so called phych gave me risperdal and lithium. Im still messed up but not dying from Zyprexa. It's been two days on risperdal and I just start laughing. Ill get a past memory and start laughing. I'm not doing it . I have no control! Help.
  3. I can't take Zyprexa anymore! It was making me go more insane. Within 20 minutes I was in violent rage and voices got ten time worse. I was screaming at the top my lungs all night. I had a major dystonic reaction at 6 mg. I could not stop eating . Trying lithium and risperdal today. I'm very manic please god let this work.
  4. I was in horrible shape yesterday. Took more Zyprexa last night doing a bit better. I was not myself at all. Thanks to all that responded. I'm still in bad shape as the voices won't stop screaming at me. I had a dose last night and woke up with the voices worse than ever. How long can it take for meds to work? Can 2.5 mg of Zyprexa wear off by morning? I'm so tired why ! My tongue is pushing out my mouth and Im drooling! Fucking Zyprexa! Have any of you had this reaction! I have Benadryl
  5. Thank you so much. You brought me to tears. I keep getting email from family and friends telling me the meds are poison and will destroy my brain. They want me on niacin and true hope. I've never come back from my first break. I'm confused and scared of the meds know. I've read that phychosis destroys the brain. Im so afraid my god help me stay the right path. Schizophrenia/shizoeffective
  6. I've left many messages for my doc. I'm with the county and they wont call back. I took it opon myself to take more Zyprexa yesterday. I can't live. I was on the streets before 2 years lost in a different world. Hating all living things. I sat in my own urine and shit. Starvation, heat, and cold almost killed me. I'm not sure if anyone here has ever been that bad. I feel like God hates me and wants me to pay for all the bad I've ever done Pryor of my illness. I wasn't a saint but I sure as hell wasn't a devil. I've beggeg god for forgiveness. No more please god..
  7. I was in horrible shape yesterday. Took more Zyprexa last night doing a bit better. I was not myself at all. Thanks to all that responded. I'm still in bad shape as the voices won't stop screaming at me. I had a dose last night and woke up with the voices worse than ever. How long can it take for meds to work? Can 2.5 mg of Zyprexa wear off by morning? I'm so tired why !
  8. Thank you for all who responded! I'm always going to be alone with this cursed disease. All of you keep your little klicks ignoring new people. Your selfish and mean!!! Good for you isolating someone who just wanted kindness and understanding. Don't worry I'll never post here again!
  9. Why won't anyone answer me? Are these normal symptoms being attacked by demons? Am I a freak? Also f those people who push all this natural bullshit! Thats why I'm all fucked up! They tell me phych meds destroys the brain then I read phychosis destroyes the brain! Wtf . I just want to function I want support from all of you please! The screaming is so loud. They hit me hard I'm loosing my self. I want love and support I don't want you all sounding like norms telling me go to the hospital. I want you all to support and giude me. Share your experiences and your recovery if you are okay. SEEE I NEED THIS WE ALL DO
  10. I need to know what I'm going through is normal of schizophrenia! Why will no one answer me? Are you trying to make mw feel abnormal? Aren't we all brothers and sisters in this? If your stable you owe to yourself to help others! I need for everyone to speak to me and identify not just tell me to go to the fucking nut house aka torture chamber!!!!! I already realize I may need to go if this dam low dose Zyprexa doesn't work. I feel so fucking alone!
  11. I Why won't anyone answer me? Are these normal symptoms being attacked by demons? Am I a freak? Also f those people who push all this natural bullshit! Thats why I'm all fucked up! They tell me phych meds destroys the brain then I read phychosis destroyes the brain! Wtf . I just want to function I want support from all of you please! The screaming is so loud. They hit me hard I'm loosing my self. I'm not talking about two who replied. I thank you.
  12. Why won't anyone answer me? Are these normal symptoms being attacked by demons? Am I a freak? Also f those people who push all this natural bullshit! Thats why I'm all fucked up! They tell me phych meds destroys the brain then I read phychosis destroyes the brain! Wtf . I just want to function I want support from all of you please! The screaming is so loud. They hit me hard I'm loosing my self.
  13. They will lock me up and over medicate me. My voices want me to live in the streets can any of you tell me if you have had thease symptoms am I the only one thats attacked by demons
  14. My Doc is a joke? Hes through the county and wont call anyone back. I'm looking to payyy private doctor. Are my symptoms common or am i sick? Anyone ever have voices screaming at you and being attacking? I can barely think it won't stop.
  15. Its risperdal or Zyprexa! Thats all my phych will give me. The voices are screaming at me endless. Whats the normal dose?
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