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DammitJanet

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    How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    WHEWWWW!
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    How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Seriously! Was completely panicked.
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    How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Talk about anxious! this site for me for the past few hours has been saying it doesn’t exist!! I thought y’all took it down and suddenly realized how much worse off I’d be without you! gdammit that was fcking scary. Relieved.
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    How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    50% less depressed! Unfortunately, not sure which is responsible...deplin or progesterone.
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    How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    An awesome one! But...it was at a mattress outlet, and just had some blue ink on it. So it’s a stearn and foster hybrid something something with a bunch of foam on top of 1k pocketed coils normally 3k and I got it for 1300! Yay! Most Dee-lightful thing I’ve ever layed...lie? On!
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    How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Relief, happy. Finally decided on a mattress! I mean so relieved.
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    How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    was pissed. Had a very bad hair salon experience, talked with management after a prn xanax, and she set me up for an entire redo of color and cut with someone else. Whew. Cause I almost lost it. 😂
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    Motor Tic-Adderall

    It was also given to help with physical symptoms of anxiety so maybe it was more for that. I’ll have to ask about the other one early February.
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    Motor Tic-Adderall

    I have the same issue with stimulants. 😐 My neurologist put me on propranolol for it, not sure if it’s in the same class. Helps a little.
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    How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Yes I ended up taking xanax, which made me fall asleep when added to the diazepam. Not really heart breaking. Just stressful. Thanks for your support and kindness.
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    How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Extremely anxious. Egg donor had a heart attack and I don’t know what to do. She’s extremely toxic to me. I cut her off a few weeks ago for serious ongoing emotional abuse. I can barely breathe, diazepam even at 10 mg isn’t doing its job. Fmfl
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    How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Breathe ❤️
  13. Pdoc let me have it 5 years ago, said under condition she’d never raise the dose (1mg). Well, tolerance has built...I’m having withdrawals every day all day...need to switch. I know both diazepam and clonazepam have both caused my depression to worsen, but at this point, not sure what else to do. What are the benefits to each of these if anyone has an opinion? i see her next Monday and need to be decided so I can be as assertive and assured as possible. I think when I tried diazepam it may have negated the benefits of vyvanse, not totally positive. Guess I’ll try it once more tomorrow since I have a bunch left. I’m terrified she’s gonna force Ativan which makes me really feel moody.
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    No more Xanax. ☹️

    Yeah I’ve been on klonopin and it was too sedating for me even at low dose I felt too drugged. For now I’ve decided to try diazepam again for a bit. Thanks for your response!
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    How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Sounds like it’s doing more harm than good with her. If it were me personally I’d let her go and hold on for the next one. I’m sorry 😐
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    Happiness

    She’s an adorable pug mix.
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    How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Maybe time to get some bloodwork done to check thyroid, b vitamins, iron possibly?
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    Happiness

    Exactly. I’m feeling so much more depressed just knowing how sad Abby is that I’m not able to appreciate her like I used to before this shit came on again. Now I’m grumbling every time I have to walk her around to go potty. I just sit in my chair and space out or eat. Have a serious heartache and other than that can’t feel anything other than my physical anxiety due to withdrawals. Normally though, and in response to the topic at hand, when un-depressed, my Abby kissing me crazily head to chin makes me laugh uncontrollably.
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    How Do You Feel THIS MOMENT in Time?

    Doh. When experiencing nonstop enormous anxiety, you do not drink coffee every morning! Time to buy decaf. How stupid of me. Feeling, anxious!
  20. I’m glad you spoke up, it’s not something the manufacturer puts in the side effects until you look down in the physicians info. And it says common! damn doctors.
  21. I was doing the best ever in decades. Been off for months. Quite sure it’s all lingering after effects. Going to bed now. Will reply further if needed tomorrow.
  22. Yes! Everything got bad. Doc said it wasn’t a side effect which I found out is BS. I felt so so after that for awhile, now I’m having untreatable anxiety, no matter what or how much I take, serious insomnia, and depression I’ve fallen into the bowels of hell. Nope, not better. But you may....don’t lose hope.
  23. Every night, I cannot wait for bedtime to arrive...actually 3pm on. 

  24. I got depressed on it the third day! She insisted I continue, stopped at 7 days...that’s all it took! It’s been months and still have not fully recovered. 😢 matter of fact I’m now much, much worse. But I’m not sure what from. Could be hormones, or something else.
  25. Just want to thank everybody here at CB that helped me through my brothers suicide. I’m not guessing, but am positive I wouldn’t be alive and able to write this had it not been for all of you. 

    Thank you. 

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