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50% less depressed! Unfortunately, not sure which is responsible...deplin or progesterone. 

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Talk about anxious!

this site for me for the past few hours has been saying it doesn’t exist!!

 I thought y’all took it down and suddenly realized how much worse off I’d be without you!

gdammit that was fcking scary. 

Relieved. 

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25 minutes ago, DammitJanet said:

Talk about anxious!

this site for me for the past few hours has been saying it doesn’t exist!!

 I thought y’all took it down and suddenly realized how much worse off I’d be without you!

gdammit that was fcking scary. 

Relieved. 

I was really anxious about it also.  It did help me recognize how much I appreciate the site.  But not a fun way of finding out!

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1 minute ago, dancesintherain said:

I was really anxious about it also.  It did help me recognize how much I appreciate the site.  But not a fun way of finding out!

Seriously! Was completely panicked. 

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30 minutes ago, DammitJanet said:

Talk about anxious!

this site for me for the past few hours has been saying it doesn’t exist!!

 I thought y’all took it down and suddenly realized how much worse off I’d be without you!

gdammit that was fcking scary. 

Relieved. 

@DammitJanet, Cerb and I were texting earlier today and he told me he was having the same problem. So I told Woo, who uses Facebook (I don’t), and she alerted VE, and he must have done something extremely clever, because not only is CB back, but a bunch of features that haven’t worked in a while are working again, my favorite being Load More Activity.

Tell your friends!

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Just now, Gearhead said:

@DammitJanet, Cerb and I were texting earlier today and he told me he was having the same problem. So I told Woo, who uses Facebook (I don’t), and she alerted VE, and he must have done something extremely clever, because not only is CB back, but a bunch of features that haven’t worked in a while are working again, my favorite being Load More Activity.

Tell your friends!

WHEWWWW!

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22 minutes ago, Gearhead said:

@DammitJanet, Cerb and I were texting earlier today and he told me he was having the same problem. So I told Woo, who uses Facebook (I don’t), and she alerted VE, and he must have done something extremely clever, because not only is CB back, but a bunch of features that haven’t worked in a while are working again, my favorite being Load More Activity.

Tell your friends!

yay for fixing and cleverness.  and for you all working out that there was a problem.  load more activity is a favorite of mine as well. ;-)

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1 hour ago, Gearhead said:

@DammitJanet, Cerb and I were texting earlier today and he told me he was having the same problem. So I told Woo, who uses Facebook (I don’t), and she alerted VE, and he must have done something extremely clever, because not only is CB back, but a bunch of features that haven’t worked in a while are working again, my favorite being Load More Activity.

good to know!! thanks for looking out for all of us. 🙂

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Tired. Anxious.

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How y'all doing now that the holidays are OVER? Long break from the board for me. I must be doing well because I haven't been crying my eyes out and shouting into the void here. 🙃

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3 hours ago, Blahblah said:

How y'all doing now that the holidays are OVER? Long break from the board for me. I must be doing well because I haven't been crying my eyes out and shouting into the void here. 🙃

So you view us as "the void?" 

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Still feeling less depressed. Still huge anxiety cause mattress is being delivered tomorrow morning and apartment is still untouched. I’m notorious for waiting til the last minute and then getting tons done in a couple hours. We shall see. Cannot stop eating. Wondering if it’s the deplin. 

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Sleepy yet not sleepy. Anxious and nervous. Frustrated with cats.

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Excited I now have a superbly comfy new mattress residing in my bedroom. Memory foam. So scared it’ll be too hot but I did order one of those outlast mattress covers. Nervous for pdoc at 1130 cause I want her to increase my stimulant and we never have yet in five years...but she doesn’t want to worsen my anxiety. But I’d rather be able to function better and be a bit more anxious. Please cross your fingers for me. 

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34 minutes ago, DammitJanet said:

Please cross your fingers for me. 

Good luck at pdoc appointment.....Hope everything goes well....!!

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Just now, CrazyRedhead said:

Good luck at pdoc appointment.....Hope everything goes well....!!

Thank you! I’m so worried cause when I first started taking a stimulant I never felt overwhelmed and now I’m feeling it all the time! Hopefully she’ll be receptive to that. Have a great day Red!

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I haven't decided yet. Daughter had a friend over last night who puked all over her bed. My daughter slept on the couch (my bed) I "slept" on the recliner and woke up in pain. Sink is overflowing with dishes, apartment is a disaster and there's no TP. It's 8° and I'm not walking to the store...😡

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Physically bad. Sleepy. Worried. Anxious.

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