No I haven't tried ECT before. It frightens me too much. I'd like to believe that with some creativity, the pdoc can come up with a cocktail that works for my symptoms. I thought about asking for an increase in clozapine. Increase in rexulti sadly made me feel like a sedated zombie. I'm .8 on lithium and have never increased past that so I don't know if something like 1.0 might work? For a long time, I've also thought about trying depakote again. I was given it in a hospitalization and it knocked me out and I slept the whole time I was there but it was very calming. Scared to also but thought about asking pdoc if she does MAOIs.