mcjimjam

Lonely.

My anxiety is out of control. My house feels like a prison cell. I have resorted to heroin and other drugs but even that doesn’t make me calm like I want.

I just take it with others but my thyroid levels are still low so that’s probably why. I had forgotten the rules.

My doctors haven’t changed any meds yet. I see a psychiatrist soon. I was thinking about trying a TCA since I never have.

I never really had an addiction, other than cigarettes, but I have been using opioids lately. Not to brag, but I don't think I have an addictive personality. I also can't afford to it often. My depression and anxiety is so bad, anything that numbs it all for a while is fine by me.

Lamictal withdrawal can be pretty nasty. I ran out when I was at a ski resort and it ruined the whole trip. I was really dizzy and disassociated.

I feel anxious. I’m in general hospital and I can’t sleep

Restless.

I personally never had problems from stimulants. I’m not allowed them anymore because of psychosis, but it wasn’t caused by stims.

Save that shit - lil peep

I can’t remember why I went off exactly. I think going off them triggered the episode.

Walked my dog, visited my brother and had dinner at my grandma’s.

I don’t have a pdoc anymore. She ditched me cuz I missed an appointment. Not the first one I’ve lost that way. I just have my GP. I’ve given up on psychiatry and psychology really.

I can’t work. Afraid to leave house a lot of the time for one thing. The thought of working gives me so much anxiety. I’m 29 and haven’t worked since 21.

The last time I was hypo it was pretty miserable. Just extreme irritability, anger, impatience etc. that was when I went off my meds.