mcjimjam

Restless.

I personally never had problems from stimulants. I’m not allowed them anymore because of psychosis, but it wasn’t caused by stims.

Save that shit - lil peep

I can’t remember why I went off exactly. I think going off them triggered the episode.

Walked my dog, visited my brother and had dinner at my grandma’s.

I don’t have a pdoc anymore. She ditched me cuz I missed an appointment. Not the first one I’ve lost that way. I just have my GP. I’ve given up on psychiatry and psychology really.

I can’t work. Afraid to leave house a lot of the time for one thing. The thought of working gives me so much anxiety. I’m 29 and haven’t worked since 21.

The last time I was hypo it was pretty miserable. Just extreme irritability, anger, impatience etc. that was when I went off my meds.

I suffered from this delusion for the past.. idk.. 2 years. It’s basically where you believe there are cameras everywhere and your life is just a staged reality show where everyone else is a paid actor. I only feel comfortable talking about it now as i no longer believe it. I didn’t like talking about it when I thought it was real. I still *feel* as though the cameras are there and I’m being watched. I feel uncomfortable getting undressed to shower etc. I had this sense of dread that something awful would happen like I would be torn apart by wild animals in a sports stadium colliseum style or I’d be blinded and kept in a little cage and tortured forever. There was a real malevolence to the hidden, coded messages I was seeing on TV, radio, books, films and music. Basically any media I consumed I would see/hear these messages. It is the most terrifying, awful thing I’ve been through. My diagnosis has changed from bipolar to either bipolar + schizophreniform or schizoaffective disorder. has anyone else had this type of delusion?

I’m doing pretty terrible. Suicidal. My delusions are better though. I no longer believe them but they still give me some anxiety, almost out of habit. Constant feeling of dread. I’m just sick of my life. I’ve had enough.

Strange. I find SSRIs numb me so I don’t cry. I would try riding it out like your pdoc suggested.

Walked my dog, browsed forums, listened to music and played video games.

For many months I’ve been feeling constantly anxious and restless. I just don’t know what to do with myself. Could it be Rexulti causing this? Has this happened to anyone?

Drake - in my feelings

I believe Rexulti has made me more anxious too. It hasn’t gone away. Pdoc doesn’t believe me.