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  1. had mini anxiety attack while waiting at the DMV today. It was so embarassing. :(

  2. got told today by someone that they could "see the depression" in me. crap. i usally do a better job of hiding it. :(

  3. I got a job today! It's only serving tables, but it's better than nothing. Bills will be payed again.

    1. malachite



    2. hallowedink


      That's great. Well done!

    3. justme04


      well, now i'm really upset b/c the guy said he would call me earlier today..i even changed around my school schedule for the job, he told me i was definetly hired, and now i haven't heard from the guy...

  4. If i could just have a good cry i could feel somewhat better...but I can't even do that. Going to sleep now, half hoping morning never comes...

  5. Depression is such a bitch! I really hate how it takes over every single damn aspect or part of my life. Please, just leave me alone, even if it's only one damned day!

  6. I feel the same way about being left out. Even when people seem to like me i always suspect that im not wanted and they just dont want to hurt my feelings. I think i could be a good friend if i found somebody i could actually trust but it hurts less to just keep to myself than be rejected. Wish i had some advice that could help you but um...at least we're not still in middle school???

  7. I'm not strong enough to handle this anymore

  8. can't sleep and thinking about the past. :(

    1. Ms. Nico
    2. Obscuremachine


      I hate when the past creeps in.

    3. jt07


      I'm sorry to hear that justme04. I know what that's like.

  9. found a part time job. was looking for full time, but it's a start, and a foot in the door.

  10. i need to take more positive steps, but it's so hard when you can just barley convince yourself to take a shower...

  11. i just feel so....dead inside. empty. hopeless. void. alone.

    1. Ms. Nico

      Ms. Nico

      I'm so sorry.

    2. Obscuremachine


      Hope your day improved

  12. i HATE this economy!

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    2. ginger_flybaby


      Sucks. When a nurse can't get work, then it really BAD....

    3. Velvet Elvis

      Velvet Elvis

      I hope you all vote.

    4. Velvet Elvis

      Velvet Elvis

      I hope you all vote.

  13. so fustrated and I don't know why

  14. Imperfection is beauty. Madness is genius. It is better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring

  15. i really hate when you feel the full extent of the depression out of nowhere, and it hits you all at once like a tidal wave.

    1. Ubeturass


      ...and somehow it seems impossible to be equally cognizant of the times when you're not feeling depressed, just once I want to wake up and say "wow! I feel awesome"

    2. justme04


      that's true too, ubeturass. every day the question is not "am i depressed?" b/c it's always yes. the question is "to what extent am i depressed" some days are worse than others...

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