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  1. I can't wrap my head around mentality like that either. I know what you mean. I honestly could have written a 5 page paper on this subject with ease, but I wanted to rein myself in a bit before I go overboard. I'm interested in hearing what else you have to say! I find this subject quite fascinating.
  2. I am....humans have destroyed this planet, absolutely trashed it. The Earth is way over-populated, yet people continue to populate it more and more. Humans don't deserve to go to Mars in my opinion. If we can't even take care of our own planet, then we do not deserve to touch another one. Yeah, there are lots of good people out there and many good things happen, but as a whole, I think we are horrible for the planet. This leads to my general dislike of humans as a whole.....
  3. Mistakes are what allow us to grow. Every expert once started somewhere. I'm picking up computer programming and I make plenty of mistakes. I correct one bug, and immediately get another bug to fix. The key is to not give up and keep trying. Each mistake is a lesson, which gives you more knowledge. Also, if you have a failure and you keep it, later on, when you produce something way better down the road, you can show people how far you've come. Keep up the good work on your doll!!
  4. Thanks. I'm stuck here forever. So....nothing I can do. I am a whole different person than I was years ago. Nowadays, I'd never sign up for a forum, but since I'm stuck here...maybe I'll drop by from time to time. My new name is much better. I fixed some of the signature.
  5. Alright. Thanks. I'm just too paranoid that people could try to dox me for no reason.
  6. All I want to do is delete my stupid account. Am I stupid or something? I don't see a delete button. I don't like having my info online these days.
  7. Oh, ok. Hopefully my prolactin continues to go down. Maybe it just takes a really, really long time for it to go back to normal. I'm glad your levels are going down.
  8. Hi guys. It feels great to be back here after being gone for so long. I'll get to the point now. For 2 or 3 months, I was put on the invega sustenna depo shot. Unfortunately, it caused my prolactin to get way too high, up to 53. So, they took me off the shot in November. I got my blood tested a couple weeks later. My prolactin went down to 52. A few weeks later, it shot up to 56 and I lost my period. A couple weeks ago, my prolactin went down to 45 and I got my period back. My pdoc said a couple weeks ago that if it is still high, I will have to call my regular doctor to order a brain scan to check for prolactinoma. I don't see my pdoc until March 7th, so he will tell me to call my regular doctor to get an MRI. I will be so upset if I have a prolactinoma. I have heard horror stories of the medicine people take for it. Radiation rarely works to cure it. Surgery is not fool-proof, but it is scary. I'm so sick of lactating. It's highly disturbing and it really grosses me out. I have been poisoned. My body is ruined. I might be stuck lactating for the rest of my life. I have no hope in having a normal body ever again now. This is terrifying. I am SO done with antipsychotics. I can't take them until my prolactin goes back to normal my pdoc said. I could have a mental breakdown any time. Things get crazy off my meds. So, if you have lactated from invega, how long did it take for your prolactin levels to go back to normal? My levels aren't normal even after 3 months of being off of it.
  9. I definitely have agitation. I bottle things up until I explode though. Simple things like someone driving too slowly in front of me, if they are well below the posted speed limit, can give me homicidal thoughts. People's lack of basic manners and how selfish people can give me very aggressive thoughts. If I am feeling very agitated, I will stay away from people. I end up hurting myself because I will never hurt another person physically, so I need to get it out. I hurt myself so that I have someone to take it all out on.
  10. trigger warning - self harm Someone has put bug eggs in my cheek. My skin is not right in a spot on my cheek. I am terrified of what could be in there. If the bug eggs grow, I will faint from being grossed out. They look innocent like pimples, but they are not. A whole area of skin is red and raised. It is not just a dot. I am itching to cut the area open and kill whatever is in there. It feels like things are wiggling in there. It grosses me out. If I open the area, I can clean it out.
  11. Hi. Long time since I have been here, just needed a break. I just got diagnosed with sleep apnea after doing a sleep study. It was pure torture. I have to go back to the lab to get a sleep study done and try a cpap machine. Do any of you use a cpap? If so, what kind/ model do you have? How long did it take you to adjust to falling asleep with one of these machines? I am nervous that I will have to pound medicine to get some sleep with one of these things grabbing my face. I do look forward to feeling better though, so I am going to try it.
  12. I don't know. I have to call the place and calling is a lot of effort right now. That is a good idea about the getting weight taken. Thank you for that advice.
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