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  1. Howdy folks, your old pal ka-mai here. It has been a while. Wanted to come by and say hello again. Anyway, I wont bore you all with details but I am certainly mentally interesting. Joined back in the olden days. Haven't dug through the list, but hopefully I will see some familiar names. Also glad to meet new folks too. Good to see you VE. Cheers, k.
  2. Hi there, Anyway, yeah... some may know me from before. I missed you folks. Strange ride, but, yeah I am back,
  3. I think I'm nuts..still

  4. Could someone also explain why some dudes find it comfy to wear their shorts and pants below their butts? Apparently, this trend is known as Sagging It does not look comfy to me at all.
  5. My wife tells me she wears hers because it's makes HER feel good about herself. She also says it makes it make her feel more shapely, not because some man thinks she needs to. Personally, I wouldn't mind if she didn't wear one at all, cuz, well...ah, nevermind. Not to totally derail this topic, but can somebody please explain to me why some girls insist on wearing thong underwear so high that the upper (rubber band?) support rests just an inch or so below their ribcage? It looks uncomfy. And yes, I am serious.
  6. Of course L. You know how to find me.
  7. High school graduate. Licensed master electrician, electrical administrator and contractor.
  8. As a matter of fact, I have AM. I use it all the time. Sorry for the OT response.
  9. Wait...this thread is STILL alive? Holy shit! I'm getting a big tingle right now too! But it might be due to the fact that my heating pad (which I'm laying on), has a teensy crack in the cord, but then again it could also be my laptop, which is of course, perched directly over my naughty bits at the same time...I am surely fucked. I'm also out of tin foil. Fuck.
  10. When I drink soda, Mexican Coca-Cola. Yeah! for pop made with actual sugar instead of that high fructose corn syrup shit. God, I hate that crap.
  11. I'm 43. And geez Olga, what's the big deal with not disclosing your age? Do I sense a bit of vanity? edited to get the bold type to go away
  12. Am, what is that supposed to mean? Curious,
  13. (Sorry for the thread jack DB) My private club blog apparently is viewable only to me. I don't even show up in the blogs list, and I used to (private club). For instance, I can see DB's private blog, but I don't think she can see mine. I know we can't comment on the private ones, but I should be able to see it, right? EDIT: Nevermind. I got it.
  14. Some of the towns Path was referring to: Puyallup, WA (p-u-al-up) Tulalip, WA (toolaylip) Sequim, WA (squim)
  15. Get the fuck out of here with this shit. Just fucking knock it off.
  16. Ok, now that we have dispensed with all the AA crap business...how about an update!? The pdoc put me on a low dose of Topamax (25-75mgs daily), and a little Ativan (1 to 2 mg PRN at bedtime) to go with The Ketamine. Guess what? It's working! The Topamax is already souring my appetite for beer, and the ativan mixed with the K has really helped my sleep. I've always thought that a good deal of my issues start when I dont get enough sleep, and with my current meds I hit the sack and don't wake up until morning. The down side to such great sleep though is a little grogginess, but that goes away after a cup of coffee. Depression is lifting too. Now if it would only cool down a few degrees. Thanks again to you all, especially CNS, S9, and Blackbird. Talk to you later.
  17. "We're gonna make America skinny again, one slap at a time" - Vince Offer, aka the shamwow guy Weird how they all seem to be dying in bunches. Vince would make a nice addition.
  18. I totally agree Null. Raising the dose would only make things worse. I seem to do better around 2 or 3 mgs. The trippy sensations aren't as intense at that amount. Cravings are getting much more manageable too. I see my pdoc again on Monday, and I think I'm going to ask for some Topa(stupid)max since that makes anything carbonated taste like ass, and my habit tends toward beer. It seems to be working for Blackbird, so I think it's worth a try. I'm actually feeling a bit more optimistic about my chances now. Thanks Null,
  19. Wow, thanks for that. Personally, I think AA sucks. If it works for you, great.
  20. Yeah, time for an update. I can see why certain people would enjoy this stuff recreationally. The immediate effect is very similar to an acid high, and at times I would feel very relaxed along with some mild visual weirdness. (is that wall breathing?) Doing simple things like walking require a bit more concentration too. Unfortunately, at least so far, it isn't keeping my cravings for alcohol at bay. It also is shit for use as a sleeping aid, which I'm assuming my pdoc thought it would help with. I also made the mistake of taking a dose without eating first. I started to feel like my pulse and heartbeat were going too fast, and everything was a spinning. Even when I would sit down, it felt like I was still moving. It also tastes awful, even with a huge water chaser. In short, I'm not sure if this med will help me. I haven't completely given up, and I have another pdoc appointment soon. My doc thinks he might be able to supplement the K with another drug which might even out the rough spots. I will say that there were a few times that I felt better, but only briefly, and only after the head buzziness went away. Kind of a slippery slope. I'll give another update after my next pdoc visit. Thanks for everyone's support. Alcoholism is a real pain in the ass. I will succeed though, damn it. I have no other choice.
  21. <3 you !!!

    The fett

  22. Thanks Silver. Fortunately my wife is never far away. She is a bit concerned too. I could just picture me trying to pick up some hottie with a line like that... *sound of plane crashing*
  23. Right now there is a beautiful Golden Orb Weaver perched just outside my garage door. He makes a new web every couple of days. I find it fascinating to watch. He also keeps the flying insects from coming into my garage on summer nights. Last summer we found a nest and the kids and I had fun watching the egg hatch and all those baby spiders dispersing every which way. As others have said, if you don't like insects, live with spiders. I have trained my entire family to catch them in a cup then put them outside. A large portion of spiders are harmless to humans. Although they do look creepy, they serve a very important purpose in controlling the more annoying insect populations like flies and mosquitos.
  24. "Wilbur...?" Yeah AM. Me and Mr Ed, Lassie and Rin Tin Tin. As long I don't start humping people's legs. edited to add missing...um words
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