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Rose Tyler

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    the granite state.
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    writing letters, disney movies, tending to my cactus, nail polish, tarot, ridiculous craft projects, reading trash magazines, long baths, pretending I can dance, feminism, meditation,musical theater,and lighting candles.

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  1. A clean home that my roommate was compliant and helpful!
  2. Sometimes when you are depressed, anxious or coping with a serious trauma people don't want to be happy they just want to somehow survive the day. I'm glad to hear that you are getting help. Maybe talking to someone about why you want to be abused and hurt is a good idea. Being honest about your feelings is best. I'm sorry that you are feeling so poorly and I hope that you will be gentle with yourself.
  3. The thing about relapses is they do hit you when you least expect it. Don't give up though and like Vapourware said look into methods of self-soothing and healthy ways to vent your anger.Even if you feel like you are alone don't be afraid to reach out to the people here at CB a lot of us are going through the same struggles
  4. Don't feel like you should apologize for ranting. That sounds like you are in a really frustrating situation. If you ever need someone to listen shoot me a pm.
  5. Check the back closet! Maybe that is where I'm hiding. Also I'm sorry that your friend has been blowing you off. Maybe just giving them the space and let them come to you when they want to hang out.
  6. I hate visitors especially because my house is absolutely a mess most of the time. My roommate likes to invite strange people over she meets at the bar and it drives me crazy to the point where I get a full on anxiety attack.
  7. So I am starting a thread for random thoughts because I didn't really see one and felt like I wanted. That are important enough to write down but not important enough to warrant their own thread/blog post! Tell us about your day! Are you hungry? Are you bored? What are you doing? What are you listening to? What do you want to do? Do you need to get something off your chest? Are sparkly ponies in your yard? My house smells strange because we haven't taken out the dump and it's 90 degrees out. Can it freaking cool down already?
  8. Like crazycatsmurf said getting out of your room was a good idea. Maybe you can come up with some sort of action plan and safe coping mechanisms for when you wake up from a nightmare. Something as simple as focusing on your breathing and staying present. Is this something that has been going on for awhile?
  9. My entire life I have felt different and isolated. As a child I was told that I was very mature for my age and that resulted in it being hard for me to make friends my own age. I was always in my head and was the chubby kid. So naturally I was an easy target.
  10. Maybe having someone on neutral territory to listen to you won't be a bad thing? Especially when it comes to issues with your parents and your stepfather. Like airmarshall said honesty is the best policy so they can get the full spectrum. Don't be afraid to let them know your concerns.
  11. I know you will need a copy of your lease, pay stubs, and your most recent w-2. Since you will be sharing a home you may need a letter from your roommate saying that you purchase, cook and prepare your food separately. That usually depends on your state. It may take a few months to be approved so you may want to look into local food pantries as well.
  12. Suicide is a really sore subject for me and even hearing people joke about it makes me react strongly. For Christmas this year a friend gave me a "bunny suicides" calendar a week after a failed suicide attempt.
  13. I can imagine a situation ending that poorly would definitely be enough to frighten you from dating for a long time. However remember you are still healing and know when you will be ready to date again. If you are feeling lonely maybe making female friends get comfortable being around them and when you feel ready you can take things slowly.
  14. Usually it doesn't hurt and you feel more crampy. However camping may be off the menu for a little while because you definitely don't want to overdo it you will have a lift limit for a week or two.
  15. dark brown. It's the first time my hair has been it's natural color since I was 15
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