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  1. best of luck with the doc... and maybe u can write down what u want to say on a word doc and copy and paste it on the chat part of skype, if u think writing it will help. anyways, let us no what happens and how u are if u want to
  2. your not alone im always free to chat if u need it/or want to.. and so many others are too... that sounds like a good idea the gloves.. at the start even sitting on my hands helped a bit if i really could not help doing it, it can be hard to break the habbit... i wish you the best of luck..
  3. i used to have the same thing, i pick at my fingers and my gnat bites, cut skin of the sides of my fingers, and even rip at the cuticles all the time, they even get infected and scar.. however i still pick at scabs and things, it was so hard not to pick my tattoos! like u is something i do with out thinking most of the time, but have even looked to be able to do.. but i had to confront it as i have had side effects of this behavior, i had to have the most painful thing done to my feet where i was screaming in pain, as i had so much damage done to the nails from cutting them so much and so badly for such a long time, and i could not walk without pain from making the nails ingrow (sorry i not not nice to think about), my finger are going to grow lays and lays of skin and both are infected. (i no i never thought that u could even get nails infected..) if its just a biting thing, then what i would do is, get some of that rank disgusting tasting nail stuff, so u cant put them in ur mouth (this really helps me, i dnt remember what it was called tho) there are some that are better then others. i did have one that would make me wrench if i put it in my mouth, it was good u learn quick that its something that u do not want to do so the habit slows or stops after a bit, but the taste seems to go on everything i touched, so i couldnt eat anything with my hands... and sorry i dnt remember the name of it.. if its more of a cutting thing, like with nail chippers then what i had to do it have all of them removed, and taken away, because if they were there, or i found one, then i would do it. sorry i dnt really no one for not picking scabs, i would like to no my self if u do not feel comfortable with telling your docs, then maybe write it down before hand and hand it to them, i did this alot for different issues, or because i had trouble getting a point across and even asked the doc not to read it when i was there. but you dont have to tell anyone anything that you do not want to... its up to u, if u think that its not the right time or you want to wait, its up to u same if u do what to tell.. hope this helps.. best of luck, sorry if i got a little graphic
  4. hi zennobia, sounds like your going though a hard time, sorry to hear that... they only advice i can give you is that not every drug works for every person, so you have try different ones to find the one that works for you.. i have tried lots of drugs and some have reacted very badly and other have worked... ust stick at it and see if there is one that good for you... sadly most drugs and side effects, i found that not reading them helps me (i get really freaked out about things like that) you have to remember not all the side effect happen for all the people, drug effect people differently, i understand how it could be upsetting to no that you may gain weight (i have a been ana/bulimic in my pass to) maybe thats a point that you should bring up with your tdoc if you feel comfortable doing so... Also i have found that its hard to find a doctor i can trust/get along with, have u talked about it with your tdoc if you can carry on treatment under him? maybe you can... also it takes some time to get everything sorted, how long have you been with your pdoc? maybe you need to give it a little more time? i found writting it down before hand everything that i want to tell the doc has help me greatly, other ways i find it every hard to get across wot the problem/how im feeling... i even make the doc read it when i have gone so it doesnt make me feel anxious... i guess wot im saying is you have to find ways that help you feel more comfortable.... hope that everything gets better
  5. Hay, i'm having sum trouble turning the sound off in chat.. i tried clicking on the bell but its not working, tried refreshing the page, logging off and cuming back on, but nothing helps.. is it just me thats having trouble?
  6. hay im just checking in... how are you..
  7. kskjndndsjdsn

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    poor thing... sorry you feel like that... it really sucks... i dnt think that your stupid for feeling like that is very understandable...
  8. hi Frankie, i no exactly how you feel.. im 20, and ive been a cutter from about 9... i no what your talking about, when i was younger all i wanted was the pain to stop... i really did, and physical pain is nothing to the emotional pain that was like my chest was ripped open and salt was rubed in the cuts, and i would cut burn do anything to remove sum of it.... i would have done anything to make the pain stop, i saw a bus and wanted to tho myself under it.. i wanted to jump off building, i had this dare devil attitude to life, wanting fate to kill me and make the pain stop. im coved in scars, from u name it... not everyone understands that sum times it just fucking hard to get out of bed... and sumtime u drown in this pain!... and you no what mate, dieing isn't the only way to stop the pain! u need to go to you doctor man, you need to get help... its a brave thing to do... asking for help is so difficult... i found the thing i was most scared of was being labeled, kinda silly, but like if a doc said i had 'x' it be like wow, but now i think, i alreally had it, giving it a name dnt matter... try it... go to you doc see if he can help you... i no when i was depressed i dnt really want to die i just wanted help... just wanted that pain to stop... and feel free to talk to me about it anything, man... dnt isolate yourself...and im not saying its gna be easy... its gna be extremely hard and painful... but i might stop one day
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