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Comfortably Numb

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About Comfortably Numb

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    j.town2011@yahoo.com

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  • Gender
    Woman
  • Location
    Ohio
  • Interests
    I like to draw and paint. I like out doors typpe stuff. Lately i havent done much of anything. I like to keep to my self in the real world. I dont trust many people and i get stomped on by people i trust and show compassion for.

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  1. @gazelle thanks very much for your thoughts. i do have great news! i finally got an appointment set for august 28th to see a pdoc. i am really excited to get back on meds and give it another go. its been so hard going so long after having issues with previous pdoc and they are so few and far between. hopefully this time something works because ill be going about it the right way with a tdoc and pdoc instead of just pdoc
  2. @blahblah it makes me so mad that insurance wont cover TMS. thats such crap. i did hear from people that it is very expensive without insurance :C . And i can`t blame you on not wanting ECT that seems way too scary and risky. I`m glad lamictal is helping you a little. I was on it for 5 years it was great for leveling me out but i personally had some nasty side effects like tremors and really weird neck,face,and body ticks.i was on 600mg of it i think. I`m really glad it doesn`t cause you any side effects. its a shame i really would have stayed on it had it not been for the really weird ticks.
  3. @Blahblah Also i noticed you have tried alot of meds and i`m sorry that you have to go through that i imagine its pretty tough. Just bringing this up because its the first ive ever heard of it but on my waiting list the pdoc i`m trying to see has some kind of TMS therapy for treatment resistance? i have no researched it alot but maybe thats something to look into if you haven`t already. i mean it is a shot in the dark and am i by no means telling you what to do but it might be worth looking into.
  4. thanks for all the responses. i don`t know why its refreshing to here i`m not the only one having to endure it. I know i could have it far worse but it just seems like i don`t do hardly anything i used to outside of work and sleep. thanks for all the support i`m glad i`m lucky enough to vent my frustrations on here. @gb84i hope you were able to go on the bikepath i know how much it sucks trying to do anything around people. night time sounds like a good idea to avoid most people but be careful,thanks so much for your post. @Blahblahi appreciate the advice as far as sticking to a sch
  5. Ok so to give some context here i have been without a pdoc for 3 years. I think i finally found one an hours drive but i have been unmedicated for some time. I do however have a very awesome tdoc who has been helping me out alot.(fair warning i am all over the place so sorry if i ramble). So alot has change for me since i first joined this site. I am now married to the love of my life who supports me greatly,i got a new and far better job where i am doing very well and even just got a promotion,also i moved into a better apartment within the past few months. Now here is what is really ge
  6. Ok so to give some context here i have been without a pdoc for 3 years. I think i finally found one an hours drive but i have been unmedicated for some time. I do however have a very awesome tdoc who has been helping me out alot.(fair warning i am all over the place so sorry if i ramble). So alot has change for me since i first joined this site. I am now married to the love of my life who supports me greatly,i got a new and far better job where i am doing very well and even just got a promotion,also i moved into a better apartment within the past few months. Now here is what is really ge
  7. i hope it changes for me with a med change. im tired of having my head deep in these thoughts.
  8. i havent had time to bring it up to my pdoc,but i see him on the 6th and i will defenitly make a note of it. i dont see my tdoc for a while though. it just get really annoying and i dont tell my family about it. i just sortof keep it to myself. hmm eden i have never heard of that before i may do a bit of research on it.
  9. I have been having some suicidal thoughts lately and i came to a relization. When im suicidal its not triggered because im upset or i am pissed off at the world. The thoughts stem off of the thought whats the point to life. and why should i go through it when i can take the easy way out? so im curious if im alone in this thought? is this something i should bring up to the tdoc?or the pdoc? or both? i get sick of these thoughts and they always kick in at night. if you have any advice it would be most helpful.
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