I've always wanted a career. Just something I'm good at where I can make some money. I've tried several trade schools, and I am soooo bad at paying attention. I can't learn anything. I'm actually better at teaching things to myself than I am learning with an instructor. I taught myself how to play the bass guiltar extremely fast, but some things need an instructor. For instance, if I were to learn to weld without an instructor I'd end up killing myself.
I could also throw in the fact that I'm underconfident in my ability to do anything correctly, and I'm paranoid of people.
I was thinking I would learn how to operate a CNC machine, as I have a high aptitude for mechanical ability and you're largely working on your own in that environment. But it's a damn complicated thing to learn and I don't see myself doing anything aside from pissing off the instructor if I tried to learn that.
Not really sure what I should do here.