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  1. I want to end my life.

    1. dancingteapot

      dancingteapot

      I'm always coming up with a plan. Just a matter of time before I exexute it.

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  2. My family basically told me I'm fat. Fuck my life.

    1. dancingteapot

      dancingteapot

      They tried to tell me the nicest way they could, too. Oh well guess in need to face reality.

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  3. Called pdoc and he wasn't in the office. Secretary took my info and said she'll leave a message for him. Idk if I will get a hold of him today or tomorrow. But things are bad.

  4. Called pdoc and he wasn't in the office. Secretary took my info and said she'll leave a message for him. Idk if I will get a hold of him today or tomorrow. But things are bad.

    1. dancingteapot

      dancingteapot

      voices are really loud...having violent thoughts...but he did call me back and I can see him tomorrow

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  5. Today is my birthday (which is whatever) but all I could think of last night was suicide. Strange.

  6. I do have a plan. I do have intent. Sorry, case manager I'm not telling the truth to you.

    1. dancingteapot

      dancingteapot

      I've been on everything. And I'm on high doses already. Guess I have to keep trying...

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  7. I do have a plan. I do have intent. Sorry, case manager I'm not telling the truth to you.

    1. dancingteapot

      dancingteapot

      Since March. Idk how I feel about it, even though it saved me and I had good results. I guess I'm afraid this time I won't have the same result.

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  8. I do have a plan. I do have intent. Sorry, case manager I'm not telling the truth to you.

    1. dancingteapot

      dancingteapot

      Honestly, I have no safety plan...I talked to my therapist and she's calling the stand-by pdoc (mine is currently on vacation). My treatment team wants me to have another round of ECT. Right now I'm just waiting for my meds to kick in so I could go to sleep. But the thoughts and voices are overwhelming.

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  9. I do have a plan. I do have intent. Sorry, case manager I'm not telling the truth to you.

    1. dancingteapot

      dancingteapot

      The intention is there...I'm trying to distract myself from going through. But if I said yes she would have sent me to the hospital.

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