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Everything posted by dancingteapot

  1. Yay no injection for me today because my treatment team can't figure things out!

  2. I literally can't get myself to start studying. I'm stressing so hard right now. Ugh.

  3. Seeing pdoc today, hoping he actually will listen to me and leave my meds the way they are.

  4. I'm so fucking irritable today. Everything is pissing me off. No reason why.

  5. Studying...what else is new? Need a break...

  6. Good things have been happening. Yet I still find myself anxious and worried.

  7. Therapy wasn't what I wanted to turn out like. Now I just feel worse with penetrating thoughts. This sucks.

  8. OK. I'm really going to start looking over the material.

  9. Should really start to memorize bones and regions. I just don't feel like it.

  10. Hoping for a good night out tonight. I'm feeling pretty good hopefully it'll stay that way!

  11. Trying to study...too easily distracted. I hope I really know this material.

  12. Idk what I'm seeking, but nothing seems to satisfy me.

  13. Not being able to breathe through your nose is awesome. NOT.

  14. Feeling completely useless.

  15. Therapist was concerned with what I had said. Now she is calling my pdoc. Ugh, maybe I need to keep things to myself.

    1. Wooster


      Having a good team that collaborates to help you is a good thing. Really. Even if you feel awkward, self conscious, embarrassed, etc.

  16. Feeling a little...twisted.

  17. I wish I had some sort of income coming in.

  18. Another night of drinking. Maybe this is becoming a habit...

  19. Out for drinks tonight.

  20. I'm cold. And on antibiotics, again.

  21. Perhaps what I'm experiencing is an existential crisis. Questioning my very own existance and meaning. Yeah, I'm not grounded at all.

  22. I want to drink. I'm not the least bit concerned that I'm on meds. Need that escape...

    1. Wonderful.Cheese


      I drink a lot on meds. I wouldn't advise it.

    2. malachite


      Yeah, that's what I'm doing right now. It feels great now. I am going to feel shit in the morning though.

    3. Ohmy


      Drunk to escape the empty. boohoohoo

  23. Been excessively tired lately. Not quite sure why. Although my mind is active.

  24. I don't know what to do with myself.

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