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    Computers, Writing, Manga, Graphic Novels, Random Fandoms, Magic the Gathering, RPGs, BDSM, Self-Reflection.
  1. My fiancé proposed to me in December, about a year and a-half into our relationship. We have an unorthodox but harmonious relationship. I can not imagine my life without him. He inspires me, motivates me, loves me, and understands me. I know he feels the same. I currently work as a Kindergarten teacher at a local elementary school. My fiancé is in graduate school and finishing his thesis before he begins the serious job hunt. When I met him, he was only a month out of his first-ever relationship. It was a relationship with his former professor- which began a year after she was his professor.
  2. My emotions are tied to food: wanting to eat or not wanting to eat. Usually, I end up eating. If I feel guilty, sad, or proud: I have EARNED food. My habits have taken a toll on my body, as I weigh about 330 pounds at 5'4" (I have never not struggled with my weight; my bulimic mother would over-feed me as a BABY, even, according to my grandparents). I get upset and moody when I'm hungry. I have "moods for food" and if, say, I want a sweet food, I won't eat and get upset if there is none to be found. I don't know if I'm alone here or if there are others. What's your relationship with eating/
  3. Olga, I do not have a MEd, but they are not required here. I am trying to get into the next county south since I'm on the coast and we're a big county. It's a coveted area so my chances are slim. I'm not losing hope, though.
  4. Hello, I’m Tina. I’m rather new to forums and discussing my conditions with people. I used to, as a teenager and young(er) adult, but it’s hard to get a job when you wear your MI on your sleeve, am I right? I’m 24 years old. I struggle with a constant “go-to solution” of suicide and breaking down often. I was diagnosed with depression at 12, with a change in diagnosis at 19: Bipolar I, ADHD, Generalized Anxiety, and PTSD. And that’s all they have figured out at this point. I show schizoaffective traits, but the doctor is wary of diagnosing something that went away with (then) 15mg Abilify. I
  5. The fact it's your "ex" worries me a bit, to be honest. Did things go past-tense because you did propose? Sorry if I'm probing.
  6. I have never felt as healthy, as loved, as accepted, and as happy as I do with my boyfriend of over a year. I have never trusted someone so much, been so compatible, been so attracted, or been so in love as I am with him. We help each other with each other's illnesses. He has Aspergers, ADHD, Generalized Anxiety, and Depression. I have Bipolar I, ADHD, Generalized Anxiety, and PTSD. We complement each other so very well. We've discussed marriage and plan on getting engaged when he finishes his Masters and gets a job. I am currently between teaching jobs. I wish I could let him know that whe
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