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Alie Fireside

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  1. Hey strangers.. I gotta say, I was disappointed when I checked in a while back and found that the chat roooms had been closed.. A lot of things have changed in the last few years and wanted to share with my fav people..

    I’m still working as a sleep tech, loving it., I work in 2 different locations, in different states even ... 

    ATM   I am over 2000 miles from home, traveling 8-12 hrs a day, With a friend who is moving cross country for a job that is no longer available due to current circumstances.. 

    I was just laying here, thinking about all of you guys, and thought -  IT WOULD BE SO COOL TO MEET SOME OF YOU IN PERSON.. just for coffee, but there is nowhere you can go and sit to enjoy a cup of coffee or someone’s company.. 

    Anyways, to put an end to my sharing, I am currently in Toledo. I would love to ask all of you to send me a friend request on FB 

    I am unable to share certain pics and info on FB due to my blood relatives knowing nothing about what is going on, but I am sharing some of the pics here....  

  2. med free for 10 days and surviving well

    1. Amontillado


      Congrats :) . I hope you feel well from now on.

    2. Alie Fireside

      Alie Fireside

      Iv'e struggled with meds. being on them and off them for over 15yrs. Sometimes, when none are working any more, it's time to take a break.

  3. get outta my head. I have no vacancies

  4. I've been right where you are. You feel like nobody is there to help, you can't explain your feelings and emotions to anyone bc they won't understand. I self medicated with mj for over a yr (with my pdoc's knowledge) and then one day, I just didn't have that NEED to do it. I've never been hospitalized, self injured, or overdosed. I'm 35 and have only been correctly diagnosed for 4yrs. I am still tweaking my meds for the right combo(just increased seroquel to 300mg). I like to spend time in chat bc I feel like I have real friends there. I don't have to participate if I don't feel like it, but t
  5. I am BP with anxiety NOS, and depression. Not to mention ADD. I would suggest you start monitoring how much you smoke. I noticed that I too get nauseated and dizzy with the ringing ears if I smoke too much. Now it doesn't happen all the time, but if I haven't eaten or my blood sugar is low, it's more likely to happen. The more depression and irritation comes from part of the 'need'. It is similar to a withdrawal symptom, especially if you do it daily. I do enjoy smoking, and I find that it helps more than any benzo I've tried. Everyone is different. I told my pdoc that I smoke and I would high
  6. glad to have lived my life with 'oh well' rather than 'what if'. looking forward to many more 'OH WELLSl

  7. forgot how good it feels to be clean

  8. I think it likes me.. but I think its ugly

  9. starting to get excited about Xmas

  10. never miss an opportunity to say nothing

  11. trolls: they steal your socks. but only the left one.

  12. the difference between knowing your shit and knowing you're shit...

    1. BlurredBoundaries


      I bounce from one to the other like a see saw

  13. do alligators alligate?

    1. Stickler


      They are very fond of allegories.

    2. Alie Fireside
  14. words with friends?? start a game with me -username dieselfairie

  15. The eye sees only what the mind is prepared to comprehend

  16. just when the caterpillar thought the world was over. it turned into a butterfly

  17. laughing is exercise for your body. Its like jogging on the inside

    1. tired tammy

      tired tammy

      One time I went to a free yoga class and it was laughter yoga! I gave it my best shot. Sure it was silly, but it did loosen up inner tension!

  18. waiting anxiously for my boys to get home from the 1st day of school

  19. have to pee and my husband is pooping

    1. nonuser


      They do take forever on the toilet, don't they? Mine reads freakin novels while sitting on the toilet. Arg.

    2. Alie Fireside

      Alie Fireside

      mine uses his tablet. plays games and cruises FB.

  20. my breath fogged up the glass so I drew a knew face and I laughed

  21. I start school tomorrow. Anxiety city here we come

    1. jt07


      Good luck!

    2. Alie Fireside

      Alie Fireside

      thx. my anxiety was a lot better than the days leading up to it

  22. wanna feel like me

  23. changing meds is a nightmare

  24. I also have a fear of everything. For me, its simple things like taking a shower, going from one room to another. I have a constant scared feeling that relates to nothing and everything. There are random times that I do 'forget' or not notice this feeling. It is very uncomfortable and unsettling. Other than letting you know you are not alone and that you can find support here, I have no advice for making it easier to bear.
  25. happy to have my new bathtub in. even if it is leaning on the wall

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