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    Wisconsin, USA
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    love doing crafts and helping people anytime i can. i believe that everyone deserves to have someone care about them. i have 4 beautiful teens that i love to spend time with.

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  1. there is so much going on in my life right now that all i can think about right now is to cut myself. My two older kids are constantly using me, my twins are so stressed at school and in their love lives, which i try to give them the best advice i can but it still dont seem to matter. I feel like a failure as a parent and in turn need to cut myself deeply. all i want is to be able to make everyone feel better so i know i am being a good parent to them....................i feel so useless to everyone also. i have what i need to cut and it wont belong before i do..........................................................im just no good right now........JessL
  2. well i made it through last night without cutting. Yeah me. even though i didnt sleep very well cuz of my pain.......today is a little better i am moving around and doing things and keeping myself distracted..................ty for the comments of support and ideas.........
  3. Lately i feel like my dr doesnt care about my health. I have sarcoidosis and my kidneys only work 26% and now all my joints are aching to the point that i cry and have gone to the dr and all she said was to start physical therapy and to take 4,000 mg of tylenol a day. Thats an aweful lot of tylenol if u ask me in one day. She will not give me anything for my pain. I am becoming moody because i cant sleep and then i snap at those i love.....I am feeling so low that i really want to cut myself. Hell that pain would be less than what i am feeling now.........I have it all figured out as to what im going to do to myself. My kids are home but i can do this without them knowing. they are 17 yrs old and stay in their rooms mostly. I am hoping someone will reply to this message and help me get past this shitty feeling............Before i hit my breaking point............Please help. JessL
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    ty for your reply. I am being treated for depression and mental health issues. i will google forums for sarcoid and see what i can find. sorry about your illness and hope u get to feeing well where the prednisone can be reduced. take care. JessL
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    Im pretty new here so please bear with me......I have an illness called sarcoidosis. It is affecting my kidneys in which they are only working 26%. Dr has me on prednisone for the past year. Starting out at 40mg and I am now down to 2 mg. Well I had a dr appt. today and my condition is no longer stable. It is acting up so to speak again. My dr upped the prednisone again to 5 mg. My potassium and iron are also low so upped the potassium, added iron pill with vitamin c. I just feel as if I am all alone in this. Is there anyone out there that has this condition or knows of someone with it? Any help would really be appreciated.
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