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  1. Some people on the other board hacked this user name and password I cannot log on because they have changed my passwords please send me a reset thanks
  2. Please note: The following information was posted by a friend of JustDucky after learning how important CrazyBoards and our community has been to JD. JD is expected to move to hospice in the very near future. Per Elizabeth, JustDucky is sleeping a lot, but still has very strong opinions about what she does and does not want. We do not have additional information available at this time. However, should we receive more information, please know we will share it as appropriate.--Wooster Duckys condition has been significantly downgraded and we are trying to inform her friends
  3. I am working through EMDR for the last month . For me it has been calming and a lot of work at the same time. Do Not go if you aren't ready to orocess trauma but if you are like me and would do anything to experience peace ... go fo brokE my first two appointments were get to know you and then we started getting the history aunt that is when the pain happened and then the peace.... it's hard to explain i had a 2 hour session yesterday and I remember about 20 minutes of it
  4. Thanks so much guys . They have advised I live at the residence for the next 2 weeks because things at home are too stressful The family they just can't act live I am a patient in s hospital they blow me off and make joke s and hurtful comments so I packed my bag for a week and will re evaluate next week I am not happy about being there and getting NOTHING from group other than gratitude because most of the patients are far worse than me . We spend a lot of time on manic people and others falling asleep my pdoc says she will not send anyone else there this was not what I e
  5. I tried talking to my husband and he said " look whatever it takes to keep your license but I think Ridgeview likes you as a patient because you have 2 insurances " which is true for now I am approved till 4/13. The only thing I signed was into their care no end date but my pdoc said 2 weeks if I check out early I am then non compliant and they can report to my license I didn't complete the program.... they could suspend it I went there voluntarily because I crashed and burned when Daniel committed suicide and my niece died they have changed my meds and are watching to se
  6. I have been suggested to go to IOP (intensive out patient ) I have gone the last 2 days I was told this was for med management for 2 weeks but they told me my insurance was approved for 3 full weeks they hold my nursing license so I have to do everything they advise i just have to believe that it is contingent on them getting paid so I could be stuck there for awhile I do know they are changing my meds but the drs keep talking like this will be long term and I only agreed to 2 weeks my husband wants me out ..... NOW abut I know I'm not ready yet how do I handle
  7. VA Sent a nice little letter saying that our support group was no longer covered under benefits because as a group we have dropped our inpatient stays and our relapse rate so the group is being dismantled On top of that the President told the VA to audit every soldiers pay over the last 10 years and benefits and if there is a discrepancy do not pay our monthly benefits . MY letter said they had paid me 10,216 dollars with no explanation of how or even when I love love when people make great speeches and applaud at Congress over the latest Hero and then they wait 3 seco
  8. Have you guys ever crashed really quick and not see how far down you had gone? I lost my niece to an OD and then lost a good friend to suicide . Within a week I was speaking rapidly anxious and not sleeping let alone the PTSD flashbacks were in control and I was a total bitch I didn't see it until I was out of control really all of this happened so quickly . I have been on the same meds for years and suddenly they are talking about IP and IOP ( intensive out patient ) they are waiting to approve my insurance because the VA aid fighting it and wanting me to go to the VA i am waiting
  9. OH Hon i am so sorry I just got this the funeral is a hard thing for those we love . I know you are tired and wiped out the people coming to the funeral are also there for you .... ask for help .... accept help know that friends love you and loved her ..... take care of yourself but try not to close yourself off in grief . Funerals are there for a reason and before you make that decision just make sure it one you won't regret i wish I could scoop you up and give you a hug and smooth you hair and tell you that I love ya and you will feel better but it's so hard no
  10. The pups Pod loved so much have been adopted. THere were several applications and this family was chosen after an adoption process that resembled what I had to do to foster the kids The puppies are safe and warm and happy and the most important part ........ loved and wanted I think pod would be happy ...... we loved him so much and we took care of those he loved thanks to all that made this happen !
  11. I am going to post this here and a new thread the puppies are in a great home and adopted ... the people were checked completely and they promised to love them forever their contract states if they cannot for any reason take care of them .... they will come back to rescue and I will be called The dogs are together and in a great home ....... I think pod would be pleased thanks to all who helped make this possible D
  12. Last week my husband and my nephew got into a heated argument and granted my nephew was really being an ass but I got between them and my husband says he was trying to move me and hit the wall but what happened was he slammed me in the face and my other side of my face went into the wall. All of this happened after my husband had gone to a " men's group" at church and he came home all spiritual head of the family shit and a complete list on everything I could do better the day before this incident I was having vertigo and went to NP after my self prescribing didn't work. My NP aren't me f
  13. Not good at all. I have vertigo and nausea . I had to go to ER because my NP siad I needed at a Cat scan so I went and now we are being investigated for the bruises I had on my face I think we have it all explained but now husband has 16 weeks of anger management classes and guess who he is taking that out on .. not to mention we are now back to monthly visits from DFACS because both kids also told their therapist they saw my husband hit me all of this was just a huge fuck up I got between my nephew and husband and husband was trying to push me to the side and instead I got a
  14. I am having a pretty rough time right now and I was up at 4 am in tears. As I sat here on the couch journaling I happened to see a recipe pod sent me so then I decided I would journal and think to myself " what would Pod say? Think or do?" (1) One the answer would be mostly sarcastic and loving (2)he would say get off your ass and try something new it doesn't have to be better or worse just try something different because your way isn't working (3 )then he would give me a recipe or talk about the garden or some random genetic theory or about the animals He used to tell me to go hug
  15. Sometimes on this site it is overwhelming to try and answer everyone but that doesn't make it feel better sometimes the op is ass over alligators and just can't respond at that time i value what you say here .... I look forward to reading your post and I am glad you are here Private messages can be great and they can suck. Remember that is one persons opinion and even if more than one realize that they are crazy people . Sometimes crazy people act crazy and sometimes they group together and then the crazy just gets multiplied out of control try not to take this place to
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