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  1. My Hogwarts scarf. It was a Christmas gift from my only IRL friend. What's your beverage of choice?
  2. Today I am quitting smoking again. I quit for 2 years and relapsed.


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    2. trailmix


      Thanks, helen! Yeah, it's pretty hard but I did it once, so I can do it again 🙂

    3. CrazyRedhead


      Studies have shown that most smokers who quit for good have made at least 2 or more attempts to quit before they succeed......Kudos for quitting again, and give yourself some credit for the time you were smoke-free..........You will get there...!!

    4. trailmix


      Thanks so much for the encouragement! I am reminding myself that this relapse doesn't mean my 2 years was for nothing. 

  3. Hey, it's me, seal. How are you? I hope you're doing well.

    1. trailmix


      hi seal, thanks for asking! How are you? I saw your status that you are having a tough time.

      I miss chatting with you

    2. confused


      Hi Seal


    3. onsenseal


      Every time is a tough time. Yeah, the chat was fun. I guess it was just too much drama for the mods. Sorry.

      Hi confused.

  4. I am not a selfie-taker. What is outside the window of your room right now?
  5. I need IRL friends who I actually like.

  6. I know I have to keep on trying but sometimes it is so hard.

  7. Great, my tdoc is leaving. I'm going to miss her, and now I have to start over with someone new. Ugh!

  8. Please do your very best to vote! It is SO important and your vote counts!

  9. Sometimes I just don't know if I can anymore.

  10. I can relate. I have also done some fucked up shit when I was not well. Yeah, I was unwell, I accept that....but still, the stuff was fucked up. Some of it scares me, and some of it I just feel deep shame and sometimes deep regret also. It's hard.
  11. That's great news! Thank you, Ducky, for all your work. And thank you to everyone who contributed. What a great thing to do for pod. The news made this ole'crazy tear up.
  12. http://www.tmstffrd.com/login/ Use your CB username (or something close to it) and register After you've registered, go here: http://www.tmstffrd.com/chat/
  13. Chat is the only place I have to go! /my friends are there!
  14. I'm so depressed, sick and desperate. And I have no one who cares.

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    2. JustDucky


      I care trail ....

    3. trailmix


      thank you both. thank god for cb. seems like sometimes this is the only place our voices are heard.

      when i have the energy, later today or tomorrow, i will blog about all my woes. for now, just knowing ive been heard is enough. so i thank you.

    4. whatsizbucket


      I've been trying to keep up with all the posts, but it's impossible.

      I just wanted you to know that I am here for you.

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