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  1. I have come to the realization that I will never be completely "cured", and now I'm having a mini mental breakdown. I have always wanted to just fit in and be seen as normal

  2. 5 days until we start our move to California! : )

  3. Lexapro: Miracle drug (for me). I never thought I could be this person, a happy person

    1. tired tammy

      tired tammy

      It is a relief to find something that actually works. Congrats!

    2. cosima
    3. kittykatnes

      kittykatnes

      thank you both :-)

  4. Starting Lexapro tomorrow. I hope this one will be the one. Ready to feel normal and happy again.

  5. Want to start taking an antidepressant, but scared of side effects :/ will the benefits outweigh the risks?

    1. dragonfly23

      dragonfly23

      Sometimes, but you got start trying them to get the right one :-)

    2. kittykatnes

      kittykatnes

      The ones I have tried before only made my depression worse to where I would cry all day and had suicide ideation. I don't know why they give me that reaction... but I have an appointment with the pdoc this week to try a new one

  6. I think I want to get a divorce. Sad, lost, afraid

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    2. kittykatnes

      kittykatnes

      There are so many other things relating to the military life too. I do need to get back into therapy

    3. tired tammy

      tired tammy

      I have a pretty good therapist, so I am sort of into it since it helps! I bet military life is difficult.

    4. kittykatnes

      kittykatnes

      I need a therapist like your therapist! I'm glad yours helps you :) I need faith that I will find one I like..

      And it is difficult..but rewarding and exciting if you can make the best of it. It's amazing to get to move so many new places, but it's hard to start over again and again. I just can't bear losing friends again

  7. I just wanted to say thank you to CB and everyone here. Whenever I log on, I feel a sense of optimism & hope. Thank you.

    1. tired tammy

      tired tammy

      I am glad you feel supported! :)

  8. I have no passion or dreams anymore.

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    2. kittykatnes

      kittykatnes

      I will let you know. I think it's just a passing depression funk. One thing I'm doing is training for a 5k. I'm just making myself do it even though I never really *want* to go running, but afterwards I feel great. I think having a little goals help

    3. tired tammy

      tired tammy

      Funny you should mention running. I have been power walking and have completed a 10k and 5k and started the couch to 5k program. I injured my hip on day 2 of running and have wrecked my exercise schedule, so maybe that is why I am having some depressive issues too! I also feel better after exercising. Good luck to you and let me know how your race goes!

    4. kittykatnes

      kittykatnes

      I really want to do the color run! and i would just really look forward to the races. I want to eventually be able to run crazy distances like 10 miles.

      I did Day 1 of a couch to 5k plan today. It was really refreshing :)

      Good luck to you too, hope you recover from your injury and get back into it!

  9. Why can't I just feel normal?

  10. Goal: to learn how to treasure alone time instead of fearing it. Changing my perspective. :)

  11. Hanging out with my hub and Nyan :P

  12. Conceited people drive me up the wall. I wish I could simultaneously punch all of them. Having self confidence is good!! But being full of yourself and putting other people down is not okay

  13. Whatever you do in life, do not move to Maryland. xD "Hey I live in Maryland!!" Don't care :P

  14. Made a new friend at the photography store. Reason to smile. : )

  15. Anxiety is making it damn hard to finish all these school projects... this sucks.

  16. I wish I had a friend that loves life as much as I do. I hate sitting in the house. But I don't really like doing things alone.

  17. Sad... life is out there but I have no one to experience it with

  18. Aww my little kitty cat is sleeping. He's usually a non-stop meowing pain in the ass but now he looks like an angel <3 haha

  19. Relaxing with my cup of coffee and listening to Death Cab. DH is applying for all San Diego orders and I have knots in my stomach.

    1. bpladybug

      bpladybug

      San Diego is a beautiful place to live. And no SNOW, unlike Maryland.

    2. kittykatnes

      kittykatnes

      I actually love the snow... I grew up in Houston, Texas. There was never, ever any real snow there! But after living in Maryland for almost two years, sunny San Diego sounds extremely appealing. :) I have never visited Cali either but have always wanted to. I hope we get it!

  20. Laughing so hard I'm about to cry because me and my husband told our friend that we have cake and alcohol, and are making fajitas and homemade queso just so he'd come over lol we don't have ANY food here

    1. bpladybug

      bpladybug

      you teases.....cruel

    2. kittykatnes

      kittykatnes

      it was all in good fun :D he wasn't mad cause we went to chipotle lol

  21. Have anxious knots in my stomach from holding everything in all the time :(

  22. Please can I start feeling better:( not giving up just yet

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