Single Status Update
So many things going on it doesn't take much to make one feel shitty. My esteem when it comes to school has never been stunning, and this semester already feels terrible. I just feel too old and dumb to be very useful. I also feel very alone and friendless right now. Ugh...
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Thanks AM, I appreciate the support more than you can know. I just struggle when I put in a lot of time and I just can't retain what I've read or thought I've learned. I just end up feeling frustrated, stupid and alone.
I couldn't even make a proper sign for the Women's March Saturday and almost didn't go, but my husband made me do it and I am grateful he did. I just feel like I have nothing to offer in any way and it eats at me.
Sometimes that makes me overly sensitive to things and I feel rejected or belittled pretty easily. That doesn't make me very fit for social interaction and I feel badly for anyone who has to be around me!
I guess I just need to figure things out and keep moving.
Thanks again for being a friend!