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  1. http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php?/gallery/image/8903-meeee/
  2. So i called yesterday and they will not do anything over the phone. They let me leave a msg for the RN but I've yet to hear back from her/him. So perhaps I'll just have to see what my supervisor is willing to work out with me... Thanks for the suggestions -mary
  3. I need to discuss symptoms with my pdoc but I can't get in to see her soon. I have to work until 5 and she leaves at either noon or 3 on the two days she works in my town. What should I do? I feel like I need to see her before the 3 wk follow up but can't actually get in to see her due to my work schedule conflicting. ugh Suggestions? -Mary
  4. with the migraine.... ugh

  5. I use Moodtrack.com (also there's an app for it if you'd rather use a smart phone or wireless device) you get to enter your own descriptions of the mood, rate the mood 1-5, and then attach a note if you so desire about what triggered the mood switch.
  6. Today the symptoms are lessened. I'm going to give it a good college try. I appreciate all the commentary. -Mary
  7. I've been taking Viibryd now for many months and was just prescribed Abilify as an add on. My heart is racing, my hands are shaking, I feel light headed and jittery and generally like anxiety is taking over me. Is this normal? Does it eventually subside? Thanks for the input -Mary
  8. We have 'mount laundry' in the bedroom, Laundry chair in the dining room, and a continuous laundry basket (think 18 months) in the garage that nobody cares about haha! I'm lucky to keep up with what we wear in a week let alone the backlogged laundry... I'm ignoring it in hopes that the laundry fairy will visit in my sleep. *crosses fingers*
  9. http://www.crazyboards.org/forums/index.php?/gallery/image/8805-l-ampm/ My wonderful daughter and I just now (with her identity cleverly hidden from the public) Notice the far away, disconnected look in mommy's eyes? Not a good day...
  10. I have recently experienced this. My grandfather is a preacher man and I've been raised in the church from before I could walk. Recently when the depression hits I feel like I'm removed from God. I cannot reach out and he either doesn't exist or isn't reaching out to me. This feeds the guilt part of depression. I've never had an issue with God before and I feel like my wishy washy- do I believe in this anymore- am I even worth anything to this God any more stuff just drives God further from me. I'll be following this for any solutions or good arguments against this feeling because honestly this kindof takes my 'self' and tears it completely assunder. Its frustrating and heart wrenching. -Mary
  11. Overeating is how my depression goes 9 times out of 10. This compacts the whole depression issue by piling starches and sugars on top of an already distressed system.
  12. I had to read that more than 4 times to understand how you felt abut anxiety haha. (anxiety fucking) sucks/ rocks (anxiety) fucking sucks/ rocks can't figure out how you feel about it? anxiety effing sucks like big ol cajones GOT IT! whew aaand i agree with you
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