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  1. Doc just started me on 5 mg of Lexapro for depression and anxiety related to bipolar disorder. Does anyone else successfully manage their symptoms with an SSRI? I'm treading with caution because I'm afraid it'll worsen my episode or cause me to flip into hypomania or a mixed episode.
  2. What symptoms did it help with? How did you find it beneficial as part of your cocktail? My doctor just started me on 300 mg at bedtime because nothing else seems to be helping my depression and anxiety...
  3. Thanks for responding. This past remission was about 4 months, after 6 ketamine treatments in January/February (my brain has a hard time recalling the specific time of past events.) I've had even longer periods of success, like maybe a year, even at times without AAPs on board. For a while during nursing school I was on a combination of Depakote, Lamictal, and Wellbutrin, although in hindsight I may have been mildly hypomanic, or at least a having ups and downs that weren't full-blown symptomatic of a disease course. I started taking it for a depressive episode with mixed features and hi
  4. Not cheesy at all and very helpful to hear, I appreciate your response toad.
  5. Sorry to bring down the mood. I'm just so fucking sick and tired of feeling like I have finally moved through my never-ending depressive episodes only to be smacked in the face by another one just a couple months later. This past episode was hell; hospitalized twice during it, medication tweaks I can't even recall, and finally a partial-hospitalization program and IV ketamine treatments. I thought I was good. I really, really thought I was good. Even semi-healed, naively (I highly recommend ketamine). And granted, this isn't nearly as severe as it could be, and I know I have my mood stabilizer
  6. As notloki said, the three you mentioned all act differently. So there's no competing mechanism of action(s) going on. I take Depakote and Lamictal, but have never taken more unless you count Klonopin, which I am taking scheduled twice a day right now. I'm not having any issues, if thats what you're curious about.
  7. Depakote helps my irritability and agitation. Most of the antipsychotics do not help me personally, except Haldol and low doses of Seroquel. My go-to medication is Klonopin, though.
  8. Regarding Lamictal, I went off a few years ago by myself because I didn't think it was going anything. But it definitely was. I relapsed. And now that I'm back on it, I still get depressive episodes sometimes, but they aren't severe in nature, nor do they last months at a time. Usually a quick med adjustment will fix them.
  9. I was on 2 mg but it felt like too much. And 1 mg was fine, but everything feels best at 1.5 (1 mg in the AM and 0.5 mg at bedtime).
  10. Yeah my doctor briefly teetered on trying Haldol but Trilafon didn't work well for me so we settled on a re-trial of Risperdal and its actually working really well. Fingers crossed.
  11. This is exactly what happened to me. After years of taking Seroquel off and on for managing both depression and hypomania, the most recent attempt at starting it left me feeling agitated, irritable, completely panicked, and pacing my bedroom for three hours. I was pretty devastated because I loved Seroquel. I'm having a hard time finding and antipsychotic now that will address my problems; Zyprexa did this to me, too, after having my experience with Seroquel. I'm "glad" I'm not the only one who can testify to this. My doc thinks I'm weird for being so adamant about this.
  12. I have a weird reaction to atypical antipsychotics. I used to find them very helpful, but this past year they started creating almost OCD-like intrusive, bizarre, racing thoughts. I've literally tried almost all of them with the same result; never had this issue before. The only one that didn't cause as much of an issue was Risperdal, but I don't find that to be fast acting or "PRN" the way others can be. I'm currently taking 0.5 mg of Klonopin up to three times a day as needed, and it definitely helps. But there's still some "thought salad" and racing, tangential thinking going on that I
  13. Discharged a few days ago. Spent 10 days in the hospital on a bipolar mood disorder unit. It was mostly helpful. Lots of med changes as you can see in my signature. Ditching Lithium because it just doesn't seem to help me personally, especially as someone with mixed episodes and predominant depressive features. Adding Lamictal for the rapid cycling nature of my illness course and for depression. Klonopin will soon be just PRN for anxiety/panic, but I'm currently taking it scheduled. Seroquel XR is coming down to a sedative/hypnotic dose because 300 mg was worsening OCD thought patterns which a
  14. Currently inpatient because things got bad and we couldn’t use most APs to control my symptoms. They’ve got me on a medium dose of Seroquel XR and kept the Depakote the same while removing the lithium. The goal is to add Lamictal; I did really fucking well on a combination of Depakote and Lamictal a couple years ago and I’d like to get that level of stability back while keeping a low dose of Seroquel for anxiety and sleep; higher doses seem to have negative effects in those realms.
  15. Suddenly every AP I try (Risperdal, Seroquel, Abilify, and especially Zyprexa and Trilafon) causes a marked increase in my anxiety, to level of near- or full-blown panic. I also get OCD-type thought exacerbations, and racing thoughts in general. I've read this may be due to the 5ht-2A receptor causing OCD-like thoughts (but these were studies in schizophrenia). Any insight appreciated.
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