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  1. Dont know what to think anymore.. When you get told one thing but in your gut you know you are Bipolar- So confused - really need to vent =\

  2. Whats the difference of all this and' of leaving a message on someones profile? Profiles are public last time i recalled? Glad you mention some of those names BB and others - i really wanted to know about - wont name names, i too dont wanan get in trouble- didnt wanna pm those who havent been around as i very rarely message people first as i dont like to be a bother
  3. Welcome, and all the best for the 4th of Oct You have good movie/tv/gaming tastes!
  4. I got my hair done! She was busy with a client so i couldnt say to her straight away ( im super shy lol ) Yeah ive known about the open ' wounds'- ive had these for years now sadly ( no pdoc or doc has ever helped with the head picking so ive just been a nasty habit for way too long ) I really should have called - If it was a hairdresser i didnt know well i would have called or made more of a effect - Even though i dont know her well, ive been seeing her for few years now maybe ( wow thats gone by fast ) for my waxing - So really i should have still made more of a effort to call first because then if i got turned away, i would have been too embarrassed to come back for my normal waxing ( and that would suck, im fussy with my waxing, well im fussy anyways lol ) Its true, i got my hair with foils ( i dont know if thats a difference really ) but it didnt hurt, then again because of had these 'gross dots' on my head for years now im use to the pain, also dying over them ( yeah not wise people.. ) I've only used home dyes at home that at semi perm, Manic Panic dyes ( once again no recommended dont be stupid like me ) I wish i had read your posts before i went for my apt yesty, because i could have asked about the off scalp colour to make sure it wouldnt touch ( i didnt really think of that since i forget things alot with my anxiety kicking my ass)
  5. Thank you for your reply ^^ - nervous isnt going - scared, blah
  6. iI have a apt in a few days, and i forgot to ask or talk to her about my head, she knows i have anxiety, but i dont think she knows about my poor head(its very bad), i head pick too much, and i have scabs ( i know gross ), i've never got my hair coloured at a hairdresser before and im scared of what she will think or if she wont do my hair at all due to hygiene ( i guess like if someone came in and they had lice ) ? I dont know what to do and of course freaking out because thats what i do best. I want to call before i go in, but im still scared to bring it up, let alone making the phone call. I dont want to cancel either, because thats also what i do best, i dont know what to do, i asked my mum she she it will be fine ( apart from the colour going onto the bad areas ) im not worried about that, more worried if she cant do my hair or what she will think and how bad it looks ( since i cant look at my own head >.> )
  7. I have no experience but following along if you continue to journal, and i wish you all the best.
  8. Nobody gives enough of a a shit

  9. Tried - have been ready to go to bed hours ago - Not complaining really - sleep is welcome, its better than not sleeping and i dont wish that again. Thankful. Cant wait to get into bed and cozy into my blankets and pillows and my comfit mini blanket lately that has been amazing as added extra - and watch netflix or something good like Fraiser <3
  10. I hope RL troubles sorts out very soon for you I got out of bed, its not even 12:30pm yet but thats alot for me right now, i hope to get other goals done when my house has'nt got tradies making all the noise and settings my nerves off and anxiety even more through the roof as it already is
  11. Stress and anxiety i can feel it rising, even though im trying to keep calm in this situation, i hate, or well dislike strongly trades people, i really really do, this isnt what i need with these panic attacks/anxiety attacks that have been non stop in the past week.. trying to stay calm

  12. Since this is pinned - i hope i can post - Since the service cat link is old and broke, anyone have any info on service cats?
  13. I vacuumed. not as deep as i wanted to but i did rooms and got what i saw, still need to vaccum under beds better though and side of things, i didnt go out though, but thats tomorrows goal.
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